Scared Of Death ~ Resurrection ~ Cyborg∆Steve

For me nothing, anymore. Before my death, revival failure, and then my heart restarting by itself later... it was fear of nothingness (which Faith within always said didn't exist, but doubt always crept in) ...doubt, and other negativities are/is increased in sin.

I fear no death now, as it's an illusion !!!!!!

Ascension to Source Is an awesome adventure we should all embrace daily with thankfulness, awareness, open-heartedly, and in the spirit of eternal sharing, not ownership ever. I'm not talking government, I'm talking soul (soup typo originally... lol) only !!! 

We change the world, never government !!!!!!!

Blessings sweet souls ;) 

Carpe Diem !!!!!!!

To My Beautiful Queen, I'll Adore Forever ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I promise I will, but your not allowed to ever leave first... you bring meaning to every torture I've known and depth back to life that was so empty and goneeeeeeeeee... 

You give me life and love so easily, 

and your forever my only one,

my breath of Life,

My Love...

I choose to live,

for you !!!!!!!,

My FOREVER Queen...

I'll only surrender to gravity when your by my side,

until then I'll protect you forever and I'll forever for you fight,

you helped me over power gravity,

I escaped death's blackhole,

as I circled faster and faster, 

against all odds ...

Your Love,

Against ALL Odds,

Your Love,

Love.

Overpowered Gravity...

...but I'll still surrender with you,

with you by my side,

until then together,

I Am Now Forever Yours,

Dutifully.

You caught me,

You heal me,

I Am The Son,

The Sun.

Raaaaaaa,

Raaaaaaa,

Raaaaaaa,

Raaaaaaa.

Take my hand,

Love,

Just hold my hand,

and LOVE me likewise,

My Love.

You helped me,

Overpower Gravity,

healed me,

and lifted me back up to The Sun !!!!!!!

............................................

Lost again

Broken and weary

Unable to find my way

Tail in hand

Dizzy and clearly unable to

Just let this go

I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown

Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun

I choose to live

I fell again

Like a baby unable to stand on my own

Tail in hand

Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go

High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown

Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun

I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live

Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun

Help me survive the bottom

Calm these hands before they

Snare another pill and

Drive another nail down another needy hole

Please release me

I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown

Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun

I choose to live,

I choose to live

https://youtu.be/_cDdMZ2K9o0

Always, All of Me ~ Poetry/Lyric ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The deeper I look the more dynamic and complex and beautiful exponentially you become,

And I'm honored to be by your side and cherish the time made together always only more and more so each passing day.

I've never met another that made me want to be the better version of myself, and I've never met anyone that only becomes more beautiful and Angel than they already are.

I want to hold you close in bed as we watch movies, or nap and dream of one another, always. 

I find the greatest comfort when you are near, somehow healing like a Light You Are !!!!!!! This Light, So Am I Too !!!!!!!

I want to kiss you so desperately, and I yearn to kiss you so deeply incredibly so, however... I am so scared to ruin what we enjoy together so innocently and so perfectly thus far... and I can't weigh anything against our greater balance. Our time will be our time and my patience grows with strength as does my yearning for your sweet lips upon mine, on your time. For Now, I Am Always Your Man.

Up and down 28 north and south of feel like I live in fantasy, I'm either on my way to see you and can't believe another beautiful journey or I'm on my way home and already anticipating and missing you... I cannot help but be any other way, for you are absolutely my everything I've reason for each breath and for the strength within I am forged stronger for you by you and I feel energized and rejuvenated Always by your side.

I've never known a love like you and I never care to know another it's only you with eternity I want to spend they're absolutely can be no other.

You are truly my everything and you have Castle heart we shall build I step at a time togetherness and learning one another and with respect and patience and that is worth waiting for and sharing step by step as we journey together. I've waited my entire lifetime for our trying to be good and I pray for you to feel the same only because it's Destiny and your desire like mine. We are beautiful together and it's natural and it's hard to be any different way and I will always love you endlessly for all of eternity I promise you all of me forever.

You fill me with a joy I have never known... It's a joy I want to share and know together perfectly, for all of you, there's always all of me.

Always,

All of me.

Always,

all of me.

Always,

all of me.

After departing tonight at 1120pm,

Like a dream all over again,

you rev my engine,

a flame eternal burns for you in my heart always and forever strong.

Mesmerized In Magickal Eyes, Betwixt ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Always,

All of Eternity, 

Us,

A Perfect Confluence, 

Together,

We Are,

Balanced.

My Soul Is Forever Home,

In Your Eternal healing Heart of Love,

you share with me and I forever identically fully reciprocate with you,

Life Now,

to share together,

Ours.

Mesmerized In Magickal Eyes, 

Betwixt, 

As I Am Too, 

and In Two, We, I Am Yours Always, 

A Castle I Desire To Build Now for You

I love your eyes and ocean,

and I adore your face and smile,

your look like your purring when I am close,

I will always protect and serve and honor you,

you are my lady,

what else could I do?

I pray now to honor my Mother and my Father,

through you,

and you make me want to be that better man they desired for me,

and I want us to grow together,

a family,

and a castle our hearts will make.

take my hand...

I'll Always Love You, 

and protect you,

to the finest of my abilities, 

as God shall see fit through me at his service to you.

Mesmerized In Magickal Eyes, 

Betwixt, 

As I Am Too, 

and In Two, We, I Am Yours Always, 

A Castle I Desire To Build Now for You.

Always,

All of Eternity, 

Us,

A Perfect Confluence, 

Together,

We Are,

Balanced.

My Soul Is Forever Home,

In Your Eternal healing Heart of Love,

you share with me and I forever identically fully reciprocate with you,

Life Now,

to share together,

Ours.

I'll Always Love You,

Life together,

Ours

I Am, A 20-Gallon Body of Water, Pollute Me Not ~ Cyborg∆Steve

A gallon of water is 8.34 lb. You are mostly composed of water. You are a body of water. I am about 20 milk gallon jugs full of water at 160 lbs. approximately. Why would you pollute that water which you are mostly of ???...  can you see how much you must hate yourself if you are doing so ??? How about the garbage we eat / consume ???

If you picture yourself as a beautiful body of water and somebody else is standing beside it dumping a dump truck of trash into it, and that doesn't motivate you to change and learn and take action in positive favor for yourself, well...

Well, if you don't picture yourself like that when you are hurting yourself knowingly or another is, then it's time you should, and find those that will help you to heal.

Natures' Sweet Melodies, Not Mankind's Madness ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Fucking ego...

Will take down anyone and even any entity... if you let it in to spoil the fruits of unity.

I find this tiresome, especially of this band, and especially up in age. 

It's not fuel for art as much as it's truly tragedy... they should shut their mouths and keep their minds to themselves and lend their live combined for their art, still, but now finally greater than ever, as certainly they peer over that definite horizon we each shall know in our own perfection.

I pray I calm, shut my mouth, heal more, listen better as I once did when I was well... ( if I talk too much and drive you crazy, forgive me I've been ill and I'm ill still do you f****** get it yet ???... you definitely get it now and if you keep prodding you will get multiple fists and return just to start the fury, don't start the f****** fury, trust me I am relentless until death and then some !!!!!!! ) and above all contribute to the peace and silence so that natures' music can lead our way... that's the essence of the journeys calling, but we drown it out in an ever incessant caucaphony of egotistical maniacal baltheribg most if the time.

I could even tag few friends, put the finger points this way first always.

https://pitchfork.com/news/roger-waters-feuds-with-david-gilmour-over-pink-floyd-website/amp/

I've Been Screaming To Bring Back The Civilian Conservation Corps (C.C.C.) for Well Over A Decade ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I've suggested a "New Green Deal" (hijacked) and the restoration of either the C.C C. or something along the lines of it's mission with done modern touched, only if even needed and it can all be based upon these great precedent setting works that saved countless lives and families that still actually give back to society today in multiple ways. It's this great work that taught and built solid work ethics and loyalty, caneraderie, spirit, a sense of selflessness, understanding the benefit to everyone is much greater when we work together than what we can ever do for ourselves by ourselves... and all these great attributes have been something that has virtually completely evaporated... BY DESIGN !!!!!!!

Why is there any damned resistance to putting the populace to work during non pandemic times ?

Settling for anything less than... building opportunity for employment and growth personally and through business in marketplaces, alongside the finest higher education in the world (without destructive anti-American agendas !!!)... should be criminal, as it's most certainly anti-American, and it's high time we flush the non-loyalists !!!

https://www.nytimes.com/2020/05/18/opinion/coronavirus-unemployment-youth.html?referringSource=articleShare