Long Long So Long Life ~ Poetry / Lyrics ~ Mobius∆Tripz

oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh

oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh

oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh

I've lived a long life, I've been beaten black and blue, I've lived a long, long life, Lord, soon I'm coming Home to You.

The older folks look at you, tell you, “Enjoy these days, the best days of your life.” You laugh and don't understand, and got no wisdom, nothing but happiness, good times, living dreams, no strife.

oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh
oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh
oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh

Finally, after running hard at 9,000 RPMs for years,
You start to feel a little worn and slow down, learn some patience, live life well, but with much less stress and cares.

oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh
oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh
oh oh oh ohhhhhhhh

As you're creeping down the line of time, you feel it coming in your body and your bones, and your soul knows—oh boy, does it know—when you're getting ready to soon be called Home.

I've lived a long life, I've been beaten black and blue, I've lived a long, long life, Lord, soon I'm coming Home to You.

I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to You
I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to
Lord Almighty, Lord Almighty, Lord Almighty, I'm coming Home to You

I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to You
I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to You, I'm coming Home to
Lord Almighty, Lord Almighty, Lord Almighty, I'm coming Home to You

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A deep bluesy reflective voice that has accepted the end of the soul evolving  journey called life that shares and sings the blues.

introduction especially should be in deep deep blues voice

Emotional Dysregulation ~ Poetry/ Lyrics ~ Mobius∆Tripz

intense numbness
numbed intensity
nothing nothing nothing
nothing as it's supposed to be

I'm scree
scree
scree
scree
scree
scree
scree
screaming screaming screaming
screaming screaming screaming

painful isolation while I rest and try to break free
I can't feel a part of public society
it hurts to leave the house it's painful to go out
I stay in a loud silence a cocoon ripped open from only the inside

no one can really even see me
see me
see me
see me
see me
see me
see me
see me

can't you see
from my eyes I bleed
it hurts to watch reality
it numbs me when I run and flee
but nothing balances in this mental fantasy
nothing calculates properly

why can't I just be like you
why can't I just be me ???
why can't I just be me
why can't I just be me
why can't I just be me
why can't I just be me
why can't I just be me
why can't I just be me

I'm scree
scree
scree
scree
scree
scree
scree
screaming screaming screaming
screaming screaming screaming
screaming screaming screaming
screaming screaming screaming

inside screaming screaming screaming

Hypervigilance ~ Poetry/ Lyrics ~ Mobius∆Tripz

At rest
it’s like I’m on meth
hyper energy, hyper intensity
meth on crack
paranoia
do I ignore the signals?
do I react?

I don’t do drugs
what the fu—
what the fu—
what the fu—
fuckkkkkkkkkkk
fuckkkkkkkkkkk
fuckkkkkkkkkkk
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I don’t do drugs
what’s freaking happening?
trapped inside like an atom split
I try my best to resist all of it
but here we go again, oh shit

oh shit, shit, shit
shitttttttttttttttttt
shitttttttttttttttttt
shitttttttttttttttttt
shitttttttttttttttttt
shitttttttttttttttttt
shitttttttttttttttttt

hostile rejection, paranoid attack
nerves and emotions running off the tracks
insanity to the Nth degree

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
please, please, please
please, please, please
please, please, please
please, please, please
please, please, please
please, please, please

I don’t do drugs
do I react?
do I ignore the signals?
paranoia
meth on crack
hyper energy, hyper intensity
it’s like I’m on meth

insanity, then heart attack
attack, attack, attack
attack, attack, attack
attackkkkkkkkkk, attackkkkkkkkkk, attackkkkkkkkkk
attackkkkkkkkkk, attackkkkkkkkkk, attackkkkkkkkkk
attackkkkkkkkkk, attackkkkkkkkkk, attackkkkkkkkkk

Paranoid Ideation ~ Poetry / Lyrics ~ Mobius∆Tripz

They walked by, smiled, and said hello
It didn’t fill me with a warm, comfortable inside glow
I wanted to know how they know
how do they know
how do they know
how do they knowwwwwwwww

what I’m thinking
what I’m up to
what I’m really about to do
how the sinister thoughts
are about to finally play out
how my paranoia is busting out

breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free

why are those folks staring at me
I know they can see right through me
I’m being chased, surrounded—in front and back, beside me—chased, followed in my reality
over there, behind that, up on the roof, helicopters overhead, sirens maybe only in my head
I hear them all looking, staring forever at me, echoing laughter

and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh

as I swan dive and leave behind this misery, trapped inside, constantly haunting me
swan dive into deep therapy, leave behind this misery, leave behind this paranoia, self-haunting, always-daunting misery

leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery

paranoia inside says I’ll never be free

Illusory Superiority ~ Poetry / Lyrics ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I’m a pyramid’s paramidian at para helion
peak pinnacle piqued all peaked and piqued out
capstone brilliant shining bright golden light
above and beyond anything mankind has ever known or has ever seen
don’t forget you’re looking at me
you’re looking at me you’re looking at me you’re looking up to me!!!

looking up to me
looking up at me
permanently recognizing me
praising me
religelizing me
worshipping me
an idol on a pedestal
want to be like me
me me me me me me me
want to be like me
me me me me me me me
want to be like me
me me me me me me me
want to be like me
me me me me me me me

don’t forget you’re looking at me
you’re looking at me you’re looking at me you’re looking up to me!!!
above and beyond anything mankind has ever known or has ever seen
capstone brilliant shining bright golden light
peak pinnacle piqued all peaked and piqued out
I’m a pyramid’s paramidian at para helion

I Am The Sun Dawg
sun dawg sun dawg sun dawg
ultimate superiority
mother fucker look up here at me
right now up here at me
I Am The Sun Dawg
I Am The Sun Dawg
I Am The Sun Dawg

Illusory Superiority

Learned Helplessness ~ Lyrics / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

We are Gen Z

you owe all of us especially me !

it's all always about me

disgruntled highjacked brainwashed always angry

so fucking hateful and angry hateful and angry

hateful and angry

so list o. the sauce you're cooked in you don't and can't see reality

like a frog in cold water then the gas is turned on

the water slowly simmering angering and conjuring emotions inside but numbed and oblivious you are manipulated and blindly naievely can't understand fathom or see

then the water starts to bubble and steep

you never even knew you were in this deep

always over your head

always way to deep

making threats and promises your fucking mouths and souls can't keep

cooked from the inside out numb in permanent misery

you think you have mastery. knowledge and hold all the keys

bubbles bubbles bubbles and steam

bubbles bubbles bubbles and steam

bubbles bubbles bubbles and steam

ridiculously oblivious to what's happening 

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening 

it's almost over 

froggie preaching and hatefully commanding their delusional dreams history teaches never come to fruition 

as the pot boiled over and you can't listen watch read think for yourself or learn what's really happening

froggies in a pot

all froggies in a big old pot

thinking about only yourselves and always asking too late what's happening 

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening 

happening happening happening

Addiction Mathematics ~ Lyrics / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Addiction mathematics, then inverse replay
Addiction lies and says it’s pleasing me for free
Addicted, addiction, addition subtracted from me
Paradoxical minus plus

Addiction is the subtraction
Of every addition that could have been
My reality
Our reality

Reality
Reality
Reality
Reality
Reality
Reality

The future addition subtracted from me
The subtracted what-could-have-been reality
Now
Not reality

Not reality
Not reality
Not reality
Not reality
Not reality
Not reality

Addiction is the addition stolen and subtracted from me
That could have been my reality
Our reality
Paradoxical minus plus

Addicted, addiction, addition subtracted from me
Addiction lies and says it’s pleasing me for free
Addiction mathematics, then inverse replay
On repeat

Replay on repeat
Replay on repeat
Replay on repeat
Replay on repeat
Replay on repeat
Replay on repeat