They walked by, smiled, and said hello
It didn’t fill me with a warm, comfortable inside glow
I wanted to know how they know
how do they know
how do they know
how do they knowwwwwwwww
what I’m thinking
what I’m up to
what I’m really about to do
how the sinister thoughts
are about to finally play out
how my paranoia is busting out
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
breaking free, breaking free, breaking free
why are those folks staring at me
I know they can see right through me
I’m being chased, surrounded—in front and back, beside me—chased, followed in my reality
over there, behind that, up on the roof, helicopters overhead, sirens maybe only in my head
I hear them all looking, staring forever at me, echoing laughter
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
as I swan dive and leave behind this misery, trapped inside, constantly haunting me
swan dive into deep therapy, leave behind this misery, leave behind this paranoia, self-haunting, always-daunting misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
leave behind this misery
paranoia inside says I’ll never be free
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