Depersonalization ~ Lyrics / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

until I was beside myself

I couldn't believe from over here I could see me over there or how I was over there and simultaneously here

rip in space-time another dimension or simply depersonalization exploration?

Am I now a out of body astronaut, a soul looking at myself I don't even like that over there sot

how can I be both here and there and not even really care

I wasn't even so engaged to think much about it or stare

amazing as it kind of was I realized it what I wanted needed and had previously in my mind repeatedly dated

man I wish I wasn't me

I wish I was over there

could you believe not being me

why am I talking to you and you talking to me when we are one having a conversation about two but both are within me beside ourselves 

what's happening 

what's happening 

what's happening 

now I know neither of you

I steer away as though your both contagious 

further I push the envelope of separation 

and mail myself as far away on deep discerning desperation

what's happening 

what's happening 

what's happening 

 

this is ground control to Major Tom 

are you coming back home

or just floating weightless further and further away

knowing yourself less and less each day

can you hear me myself

can you see me anymore me

do you know who's talking to you

and who is talking back too

in the mirror not even a face

drifting further away in space

what a disappearing pace

beside myself a different life taste

I couldn't believe from over here I could see me over there or how I was over there and simultaneously here

until I was beside myself

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

until I was beside myself

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

until I was beside myself

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

until I was beside myself

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

until I was beside myself

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

until I was beside myself

I never understood the saying I was beside myself

until I was beside myself