A cold cozy morning listening to Meg Myers, my two cats and two dogs snuggled nearby in my king size bed in my beautiful white goffin cockatoo Anna close by saying good morning... I love Cumberland Maryland in the winter snuggled in the nest in these mountains and I've never felt more blessed than I did when I owe work today, as I did the day before and the day before, and as I will tomorrow if still so blessed. I'm looking forward to spring. I'm looking forward to life having it's spring again oh, something that long ago deported for me as in maybe a couple of decades ago. Something is different inside and it is called a renewal. I pray it lasts and I will work hard at it as I have been before this and I will continue to pray and build faith and be more diligent in to become a better man and a better friend, the latter two of which I have been miserable at through illness. I pray for Grace now and strong health so that I may prove to everybody the person I believe myself to be beyond the person that I have actually been that others can bear witness to.
I'm praying our country can come back together and start to heal now that we have these terrible growing pains on our familial table of discussion. Let's remember we are a family at a table enjoying nourishment well we discuss how to make all lives better through all of our right to the pursuit of happiness. Sounds like a pretty tall order, but what else can you think of as the order of the day?
My focus is to take care of me and my home and all that that includes. that has been a pure impossibility for years. I've managed only because others have managed me. Read that again. I needed this help desperately or else I don't survive. Now I think I'm ready start spreading my wings again and maybe taking flight soon and then soon soaring like I never have yet.
I like the view from up there already and I haven't even Departed in flight.
I'm projecting that very near future when I will have a health field career in a heart department at a hospital where I will be blessed to be surrounded by the angels that kept me here and I will be helping others and instilling the confidence in then that these angels gave back to me.
Beautiful people, incredible doctors and scientists, wonderful institutions of higher learning, and technology all combined to make this incredible MRI compatible pacemaker defibrillator unit that is extraordinary really high tech in comparison to many of the older units in ways that is very difficult to describe to the average person, but let me just say that technology has saved my life.
in 2010 I was honored to be published by the United States Department of energy and what much of that was about was about green energy and utilizing technology to advance our basic energy consumption and efficiency and help us to be better stewards overall and also to not have as much dependency on other nations, as each Nation should try their best to be dependent, as each person should too.
Equally, we must have great safeguards in place to help those that need help when they need it until, they are back on their feet again, because that is responsibility each one of us should carry within our heart and soul for others oh, but it is not obviously the lot of everybody either in or should it truly be expected in that way as each of us are so different.
Well at least you just some thoughts floating through my head this morning as I'm enjoying Awakening in reflecting on my past most recently and in total, and taking an inventory and looking at myself and then praying upon these things that I look forward to starting with the progress that I'll make today as I pursue the service of others.
Only through service to others does life persist.
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