Natures Weaponry - Poetry - September 5, 1984

Written at Age 16

The clouds are a brilliant and grey as the storm head moves in,

We are all just waiting for the fallout to begin.

Like men on parachutes the raindrops fall,

In together on the ground they live on the in the all.

The attack is now underway,

And Mother Nature is going to make us pay.

Floods and hurricanes to start the war,

Nations infantry will reattack with more.

When will it stop?

Little children yell,

We're not sure,

We just can't tell.

Once it is over life will adapt,

In from the ground to the drain drops will retract.

To come down and flight once again,

This war never stops there is no end.

A Million Dollars - Poetry - circa 1982

If I had $1000000,

I would kick back scream and holler.

By a car for all my friends,

By myself a Mercedes Benz.

Buy a mansion where we all could live,

None of us would give a shit.

Chorus:

Party till the Sun comes up,

Party till the Sun Goes Down,

Party everywhere in town.

Then when all the money is gone,

I'd make a million off of singing this song.

Corvettes, Jaguars, Porsches too,

One for me, one for you.

Exotic vacations too far off lands,

Lying on the beach getting a tan.

What a life this would be,

Instead of 1 million make that three.

Notes: this was not dated but I'm suspecting it's from 1982 to 1984, so just a funny little ditty we'll say.

Why Did You Do It ? - Poetry - October 30, 1984

Why did you do it... ?

We don't understand,
you took your own life in your own hands.

Why did you do it... ?
I wish I knew,
if I had only known
I could have helped you.

But you're gone now and I feel the shame,
I could have helped you but now I'm to blame.

Oh god I miss you...

But the hurt I can't show,

Why did you do it...

Why did you have to go?

Manic depression drives people insane,

But killing yourself proves no gain. Why did you do it...

I guess I'll never know why,
you didn't talk to us because we wouldn't try.

Now I'll know if someone needs help,
I'll be there,
and show them that friends,
really do care.

Autumn - Poetry / Lyric - October 24, 1979

Please keep in mind I wrote this when I was only 12 years old.

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Autumn is the time of year,

When all the leaves fall with a hidden a fear.

Fear that they will live no longer,

Wishing that they could hang and ponder.

The chain of life...

From a leaf to earth,

Little sadness little more.

The coming leaves will know someday,

That their own and sisters were once this way.

Anwar Sadat - Poetry - July 10, 1981

I wrote this  in 1981 and keep in mind I was born in 1967  so I was only 13 in the time of writing this .  That can say a lot about perspective and knowledge across the world before the Internet  and all kinds of other things such as propaganda, news, the age that news and terrible tragedy has an effect on all of us, and so many topics  I'm just such a simple snapshot of my youth from July 10th 1981.

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Anwar Sadat a man of courage and strength,

His life should have lived a much longer length.

For some stupid Conquest he was shot to his death,

Not to being able to take a peaceful last breath.

The last moments of Sadat's life...

Another lesson taught,

But hopefully the worst will soon be forgot.

His last thought he had we may never find out,

But he is beyond death without a doubt.

The Meaning of Life - Poetry - April 3rd, 1984

Life is hard to understand,

Most take it easy because there is no demand.

First you are born and then you die,

But is life after endless... Like the sky?

Life is a test to prepare you for dying,

For so set your goals now and starts driving.

If you work hard it pays off in the end,

to start working now and don't pretend.

Because once you reach the top,

You have passed the test and your time has stopped.

Who Am I - Poetry / Lyric - September 19, 1984

Who am I...

Just an image in a mirror?

Know it goes farther than that...

It some more clear.

A mirror is merely a first impression,

But getting to know yourself is a real aggression.

For once you know who you are,

Fantasies are gone and realities aren't far.

To look deep inside and trust yourself,

For doing this is your greatest wealth.