Explaining Gravity While Flying Through Spacetime During the Falling of America ~ Historical and Scientific Poetry ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ MobiusTripz

We float along with all other molecular matter all in space time and although we don't feel like we float because we think of our selves so anchored that is really just the effect of gravity which is us going into or towards a black hole and because some of these things are larger than others there is a built-in natural resistance to that constant tug and it is indeed so slowed down in a lifetime it's immeasurable but in fact over eons I would profess this to be measurable and in time definitely just become common knowledge amongst learned men.

Think about falling down into a hole if he jumped off a cliff and have fast that would be but now instead slow it all down like it would happen over a billion years and of course you're not even going to live that long but let's say the planet that you are on will and your life will have come and gone in many others but still slowly you will be falling down that hole and so much so that each piece of molecular matter although so different on a molecular scale Not So Different to one another would be falling at that same rate and together this would feel like gravity this resistance we have towards what is spacetime itself of which we often think of is just empty this much like most of what is made up around us we keep discovering is 99% nothingness.

This indeed leads me more and more and more into thinking we are indeed projections and although alive perhaps when magnetic fields are disrupted enough we will just kind of fall apart because that would be like speeding up time or what I should say us space-time around us the fluid were floating in and so how it's interwoven is with us as an observer really not taking up too much space we're just kind of this conundrum or cacophony of a bunch of different organisms trying to get along but constantly attack from the outside and with one voice our Commander voice that we live by and we let others see us as in this vessel that we inhabit and somehow awake can day after day after rest to repeat in our flight through space-time this experience we call life today and poured what exact and for our selves where are uncertain as for science that says it could end in an instant for us but for spirituality and religion we know we go forever and onward forever and forever onward we go and for science we learn more and more these precise measures then deed prove once again over and over that somehow there is a transition a metamorphosis and that indeed energy only changes forms and truly forever goes on and on and I think of that as radiation but again that's all maybe projection and Mathematics is the natural law because there is a source in from Decay at different rates from the beginning from when we were all so alike we have further become more and more diverse and so as we think we will become more more alike the truth is the opposite and another Paradox is experienced and understood from the other side.

Once we get that other side we are supposed to be a wiser Society with older Soul making better suggestions and better movements towards Think about falling down into a whole if he jumped off a cliff and have fast that would be but now instead slow it all down like it would happen over a billion years and of course you're not even gonna live that long but let's say the planet that you are on wheel and your life will have come and gone in many others but still slowly he will be falling down that hole and so much so they each piece of molecular matter all those so different on a molecular scale not so different to one another would be falling at that same rate and together this would feel like gravity this resistance we have towards what is space time itself of which we often think of is just emptiness much like most of what is made up around us we keep discovering is 99% nothing this.

This indeed leads me more and more and more into thinking we are indeed projections and although alive perhaps when magnetic fields are disrupted enough we will just kind of fall apart because that would be like speeding up time or would I should say a space time around us the fluid were floating in and so how it center woven is with us as an observer really not taking up too much space we're just kind of this conundrum work a cough any of a bunch of different organisms trying to get along but constantly attack from that side and with one voice our commander voice that we live by and we let others CSS in this vessel that way and have it and somehow awake and after day after rest to repeat in our flight through space time this experience we call life today and towards what exact in for our selves where are uncertain as for science it says it could end in an instant for us but for spirituality and religion we know we go for ever and onward forever and forever on word we go and for science we learn more more these precise measures that indeed proof once again over and over that somehow there is a transition a metamorphosis in that indeed energy only changes forms and truly forever goes on and on and I think of that as radiation but again this all maybe projection and mathematics is the natural wall because there is a source in from BK at different rates from the beginning from when we were also a like we have further become more and more diverse and so as we think we will become more more like the truth is the opposite and another paradox is experienced in understood from the other side.

Once we get that other side we are supposed to be a wise or Society with older souls making better suggestions and better movements towards a legacy that we will leave for others and a voice that will resonate in also that the spirit within will not be polluted but only think of how we can contribute to a legacy that will continue to contribute to that of others loan after we have Departed dispositive message we hope to reverberate through time so that others may carry that exact same message only to offer the promise of a principled life will bring better things than a less Principal Life and I only hope to break it down as simple as that so as to not let anything else further divide.

At once we will make sure and find instant Unity across divides we thought would never ever be able to be bridged and we will embrace all of this silly words and all of the silly language and remember that sticks and stones may break my bones but names will never hurt me.

When we instantly mature as such and we focus on what it is over our shoulder and behind us we may be very surprised to realize that we have long been attacked from behind without our notice as we have been so caught up within ourselves and the drama that we insist on making thinking the world revolves around US Air ourselves the individual that we often portray as we in this modern day and age are so forced to dwell in only that area and not blossom s Flowers and be productive in a life leading productive lives offering back to as we gain individual successes that are stimulating and rewarding in positive ways where we know we did not have to do anything wrong in order to achieve beautiful games in a society that does offer and honor the freedoms and privileges that everyone is created equal and should each so share if they are indeed citizens and good standing or restored.

It is hard to know how to help somebody take the steps towards the things that are going to help them live and Lead Better Lives of example but it can be done however it seems most often if you are the one offering the helping hand you will end up broken hearted in their death or as they turn their back and return to Ill in healthy ways. All I have left is prayers to offer and so that is what I offer each and every day.

I feel that old soul inside and nearing fifty and looking back and being surprised I made it this far quite honestly as many diseases have tried to take me down or make me miserable upon this way but yet I am persistent and thankful for each day when I wake with my dog my cat my bird my pets that some have found me and love me upon this way. I'm thankful for all of my loved ones and all of my friends my family and all of these things that I have so enjoyed for so long and I pray for all to be so spoiled and blessed as so have I been and I only hope somehow I have offered something for another two often lift and overcome and realize if it was I who made these mistakes along that way that we all do often change.

I see a very bright future but bright might not be what we would all like to see and so we better wake up before we let another control our destiny.

I hope the words above resonate in your mind like a course of angels singing a message delivered now ringing and ringing and ringing a bell called Liberty Liberty Liberty

You remember when the Redcoats were coming and Paul Revere went on that famous ride?

Well I'm not saying that it's time to go run and hide.

What I am saying is it is definitely a time to get educated pay attention and be wise.

It is time for you to own your life and understand all the divisive factors all around and even those that reside within inside.

I want to tell you that you need to be peaceful and you already understand that and you should of course be prepared and it is best to stay even-keeled and do not go on an emotional ride.

We are about to go into Uncharted Territory and it is going to be something and if we stick together it's always better no matter what is coming I just remember most importantly in God above I do confide.

God Bless America

The Internet of Things Possibly

Get Ready America EMP Imminent Element of Surprise ~ Part Two

So again, I will repeat myself. You had better get ready time is short and to remember the element of surprise is sunzu has taught for centuries is always what the other who is attacking you is relying upon in upon this I insist is there tact.

So how do we go about changing that, we must take that surprise away or be prepared as we understand what is imminent and we prepare ourselves for the onslaught afterwards and then only then can we quell the other enemies that are so lurking about waiting of which already know all of these plans these snakes amongst us we cannot so trust.

Who is it you know? Who is it you trust that is a die-hard in the American that you're going to stand with hand in hand against the attack from the outside and of which again you are going to shut off your mind and your lips to their own personal rights and freedoms they have no matter how ignorant they are because it is all of us together that only we can defend this country !

Today we are a Country Split not just in half were into don't be so fooled and also again attacked from the outside and not just buy one or two other factions but by multiples of factions so many it's hard to count because we are that great an enemy as well, if you like it or not that is the only fact that you can extract from what is happening today right now.

You had better make a decision where it is today you stand because soon that question will next be asked and for those that do not know how to answer that properly it scares me for what will be happening afterwards as I think of the great men who have taught me these lessons of that past I shared with you earlier and I wonder myself how it is that we will be moving forward when from the very time of my birth it seems I knew I would know these days myself one day this future that must be known.

It seems the more insane the things I write the more they all come true and it seems that again I have always had these Visions in my mind and always they have poured forth since my youth.

I have walked in the halls of the Senate and the Congress and I have gone through the tunnels that join these different halves and I have always walked the line of this dichotomy trying to lift the spirit of America like a barbell over the head of two arms begging each to equally lift that great weight that only together in unity that victory could ever be known !!!

It matters if you are not the left arm or the right arm or anything there in between or around but what matters is that you either want to take this country up or down.

I know what it means to be civil and I know what is Civility and I know that all of those that are acting unjust understand these things and are only acting purposefully divisivly.

I trust that there will be measures of Justice taken in due course and I know that we are patient as we move forward but we're going to take more lumps if we don't quickly get our plans together and find out how most efficiently we will make our people come together and in the time of attack from the outside find quick order.

I'm going to pray and I hope to that you will find this way because this voice will be heard in Lift Us higher just like that barbell and then a faith you too shall know and instead we will be lifted up and this country saved from what looks like now a certainly destined hell.

I never thought when I was a child in this country was at its peak that I would watch us start to fall just like Russia in the past and that this could ever be America's destiny...

My head spins once again as tears fall from my eyes because it is this beautiful country America I think it is she I might watch die and there is no other beautiful and perfect place so ideal that we will ever see like the Garden of Eden getting washed over in time only a memory only a memory only a memory...

I will stand for something and above it shall not be never in my life my fate, we all have a future in eternity and this country will always be free in my lifetime at least until with that eternity I keep my date.

It comes at time we're each man and each woman must ask within themselves who and what am I?, With knowledge we can together plan what will shortly come to pass and so be ready and both best and worst circumstance and always together working we lift the spirit of America Towards the Sky.

Get Ready America EMP Imminent Element of Surprise ~ Part One

The Mayans had a beautiful cyclical calendar and they knew at times precisely like this during these very rare Eclipse that there would also be great civil unrest and we have been warned over and over again but a stubborn culture will not listen to it's past and thinks that it can outsmart all of nature even with such warning.

It would be wise to take measures in the direction of your own personal safety and focus on your family and your friends and do not harm others and keep your mouth shut so that others may not be triggered and you a part of this active promotion they seek and indeed wait for another two kind of prod because that is the type of crazy sensitivity that exists today.

There is not a single factor that is fully responsible and there is not a single party of people that is fully responsible but I'll tell you this there are multiple factors be they some of big Pharma that might mess with somebody's brain a little bit or certain groups that are seeking power and waiting to pounce and indeed even the Puppet Master that seems to feel so threatened at moments as such and indeed who is that Puppet Master because if you ask that question today for many there are several and it is these mini houses of cards that soon will collapse and others will stand strong but the truth is togetherness because there is a greater corruption outside again waiting to pounce and we are so being set up today.

Be very careful what you read in the media in to remember that it is the media that is always a certain way before very difficult conflict and it is always the underground media that is carrying the message typically being suppressed by those that have gained control and oppressively use their power. That's just a lesson from History 2 exam and not a statement of today although it could indeed be implied perhaps that's fully up to you and your due diligence and don't forget your actions are your responsibilities and it's best you do your due diligence because many ignorant men are behind bars and places none of us would like to be found and those are the freedoms you choose to give away when learned you purposefully do not become.

Of civil unrest we see it all around and like I said you best prepare yourself and don't go looking for a fight either or else again as I just stated your actions are your own responsibility. I don't mean stand down either but don't be sucker punched.

I'm in control of my life and I'm in control of the things that happened around me because I respect this civil culture and society that I have been raised in in this United States of America and great things can be done with letters and articles in newspapers and blogging and voting and participating in politics or writing letters to your State's Attorney's office and indeed getting to know those people face-to-face that help keep our communities safe as possible and if you find there's a problem there you can make a donation because they need your money.

We Are greatly shorthanded in the great places that we need people and that is in law enforcement and also professionally in the medical community and we also have the largest retirement generation in recorded history upon us right now so again we are under great historical pressures of which in my eyes there is no precedence these are far greater than even that of the Great Depression of which my parents grew up on the tail end of and suffered greatly but of which it left a great impression so much so my father a West Point graduate is now nearly 87 and a part of the greatest Generation ever which is so quickly leaving us it makes my head spin as tears roll down my face.

I don't want all of us to lose our beautiful America. There is no greater place of freedom in the world and for those that don't understand that here we must help them to understand so that they too through education will gain an understanding of the beautiful freedoms that are offered here that you may indeed pursue. We are under attack though and those privileges in those promises and those rights as such are under attack 2 and if our country Falls let me ask you this then what? But who is it that will benefit if this should happen you must ask right now?

We Must examine these things with all of our hearts and passion today because for those that keep choosing to look the other direction quickly you will find yourselves in such places that you will be asking how on Earth did I find myself so unprepared?

I had a neighbor who had survived Auschwitz and he always wanted to remind me with many lessons of how quickly your freedom can be lost. He was taken to the concentration camps and he never ever saw his family again and Mr. Minke eonly lived because he was very handy. He also reminded me to always make sure I was useful because Society doesn't have room for people that aren't useful, at least the one he he knew as a child. I've never seen eyes so serious and so hurt in all my life since where you can truly see the soul of each person you are so blessed to speak with and such great in deep passion.

I have known Senor​ Ahearn as I called him because he taught me Spanish in high school and she was in the invasion of Normandy the first wave that hit the beaches his eyes too were equal to Mr. Minke. He explained to me in the greatest detail the pure horror as he left the infamous vehicle and sunk to the bottom of the channel weighted down with his rucksack his rifle and indeed even a carrier pigeon. He made it somehow to the beach and then the cliffs and then you told me of the men that were picked off around him because of the Insignia on their helmet and how at first they didn't know what to do until someone finally spit into some mud and rubbed it on to their helmet and I think it was here camouflage was born I have suggested before. I had not seen camouflage in our armed services at anytime before this point and I'll tell you this was a brilliant man. His legacy is easy to go find on the internet as he left a million dollars behind at his alma mater, this beautiful gift that would earn a percentage in constantly be given back towards education in the form of a scholarship at $50,000 per year per to scholarship winners so that they too would have a shot at a wonderful life ahead which he did indeed live and he gave back always after the war as a teacher.

I've written of this before but he told me this because I told him after school while he tutored me that I was kind of upset that I felt like I couldn't connect with my own father a colonel in the Army and a West Pointer. I explained that he fought in Korea and Vietnam and I wanted to know what were the lessons he learned so that we would not repeat them again because it seemed like none of these people from Vietnam would talk about the atrocities they experienced and of course they wanted us protected and innocent but then have forward could we move safely and not make the same mistakes so made or so experienced however that may have become.

Well my friends we are attack here at home from within and from the outside too and I ask you is that not a joke? I have already worn in my jade Helm blog about what an EMP would do and now there's finally talk of that and let me tell you don't you think North Korea has two satellites perfectly position and trust me don't they have this power to right now have a couple of emps detonate everything and turn off the electronics that we have so come to rely on?

I think everybody better go buy a CB radio and they better go get their own a little shortwave antennas and just leave all that stuff unplugged and hope that afterwards if there's anything left we will be able to have some kind of generation of communications ourself. You better keep a generator nearby cuz it's going to be worthwhile more than you realize and then what of fuel do you have on hand and have safely do you store that?

Of what food supply have you now and of what self defense for yourself and your family do you have on hand and have seriously are you thinking about those things today as an American that needs to protect yourself and your family from your front door in Word and each one of us our communities with our handles tight no matter what in our lips sealed shut not to offend one another but to realize it's time to get tough because only those will survive that are indeed that tough.

We will be exercised in our minds as we have never been taxed so before and our bodies will be challenged in such ways that you will have not ever experienced and if these things come to pass as soon as I think they will and I think this is rather imminent then trust me you had best be prepared mentally.

These challenges will not be like anything you will be able to compare to in your past and things can change in an instant trust me just like somebody flipped a switch and that indeed is exactly what it will be like when the emps go off. It won't be One EMP or 2:00 amp and there should be capitalized and now they are but it will be several some in Rapid succession and then other times a pause bending maybe another Cannon blast in Rapid succession and these are electromagnetic pulses that will be coming from space.

I may have experienced one of these with a friend indeed which was at a ballpark near here facing the southern skies and if it wasn't that it was like a neutron star explosion and what it felt like was well first of all what I saw was like a rainbow across the sky but it wasn't a rainbow like you Siri day was just all kinds of crazy colors in your field of vision and it was in a wave that was horizontal along the x-axis and so that was waving back and forth but it was coming at you and it was just all these beautiful colors of the light spectrum and more like beyond what you can usually see and then it went through me and it felt as though I was at the ocean floating in the water and rising up and down with the waves and that was space time moving around me and I know for myself and Rhonda and Rochelle and Dylan that this was our truth which only we experienced together and I think perhaps no other on the whole entire Earth as this came from deep in outer space. It sounded as though a thunder was so far away in outer space it almost commanded us as a voice to turn about and face it and we all experienced what I described above as afterwards each let me know that yes indeed that was something else and agreed with what I had said which I have related

Perhaps A Final Plea ? ~ a calling to America

There's strong conversation in circles very high up about will just say immobilizing the president's just repeating what I've heard myself.

Here's my question you live in a county or a city or state and I want to know how you were going to react when this happens?

Your state has a plan your county has a plan in your city has a plan and if you do anything except go against that you're an enemy of this country and trust me you will be dealt with as such.

My greater point is this the United States is getting set up to get ripped away and what I mean is that when they have all of us fighting against one another they will come and steal everything that we have and I mean absolutely everything in there will be nothing left so this country had better give up the divided amongst itself before we get torn to shreds and disintegrate before our very eyes trust me as I say these words.

Share this quick because I'll be surprised if this should even last here especially on Facebook most of all and I'm not making a threat to anybody I am telling each of you how it is I who stand in the middle of your friend yeah Steve.

I watch the Republicans call the Democrats names and I watch the Democrats call the Republicans names and then I watch greater demons waiting for you all to just strike one another just go ahead you f****** idiots.

Wow so much so many people worked so hard for this beautiful country all about freedom and protecting those freedoms and forever offering other freedoms for the future so that we all made rein well it's all about the disappear that's not a joke and it might happen in our lifetime that's the reality we have to consider immediately.

Purposefully go and get a great taste of all of what is going on at Cross life and look into all news sources as a citizen you have a responsibility to and you have a responsibility to share with others exactly what it is that you see in exactly what it is that is important to you so that you may excellently stand up strong and voice whatever it is that you see loud and clear so that all may be forewarned and let's just hope none scarf as they did at Noah.

I purposefully closed with that Last sentence because it just says a lot and divides a lot too if you let it but you know what this great country will never divide if we decide that we will not let them divide us. We will never fall if we decide together they will not let us fall. We are the great United States of America and we have an example to set in to live up to and we are failing right now on a multitude of wholesale levels but we will not be fooled anymore and I kid you not most of these warring factions are all around you right here at home.

Their intent is not to have you die immediately know their intent is to take all that you have except your life so that forever you shall remain in ignorance slave.

I never promote violence but I will always defend whatever it is I call my turf and that is a great great great group of many people across this land let me tell you and whenever you come and you think you're going to threaten this United States of America well there will be three hundred million strong looking right back at all of you just saying how dare you.

Wasted Energy title ~ Furious Rants & Raves subject ~ Rants of a MadMan collection

I was just thinking to myself how much wasted energy manifest I am today. I have been Furious since I left the doctor's office that's 3 hours of Fury... wow what a waste of goddamn energy and when I'm sick on top of it you see what I'm saying... I'm just so disgusted in so down right now I'm just so so so tired of feeling this day in and day out I'm tired and quickly I feel like I'm aging old so fast right before my very eyes quicker than ever before and it seems like everything else that's reality starts with drawing farther away that's what's happened before when that which comes next for all of us draws closer and it is distance there I will make soon to push that again further away and it's the energy wasted today that seems to distort the space-time around us and indeed draw that certain destiny closer fast as opposed to again using that energy and such positive ways and pushing it further and further further down that linear timeline that we indeed fly along upon.

Deep Dark Lamentations ~ Excerpt ~ I Am Program

I've only hurt the ones I really loved, because you can't hurt the ones you don't care about,
and that don't care about you.

I also forgive one day when I move forward,
learn how to and I am so very imperfect In this very imperfect world,
feeling like a geometric shape that doesn't have a place to fit anywhere.

Even when I am in a group of misfits,
I cannot be that one more,
I cannot morph into that one more,
misfit to fit in.

I am meant for long dark lonely lamentations,
but at least here at this quiet peaceful place I am not consistently kicked down, by just the natural dynacysm of everyday life.

For a time,
I had never felt so revved up since my twenties,
and now nearing fifty,
I am feeling as though I have never felt so revved down,
I'm not depressed but I'm going to be,
And i am just physically ill,
and have been for a very, very long time,
and it beats the spirits down,
to even one that is strong,
has weak points or downturns,
until new plateaus, even lower than before,
get held for periods of time,
on that certain way down,
these plateaus are found.

In youth,
we soared upwards,
So aging and older now,
the idea is to gracefully glide downward, into  a steady and peaceful landing,
as long and as far as we can all fly away,  together from this point right now,
right here !
Always stronger together.

I'm holding on,
it's all I can do,
I'm holding on,
I'm looking for each of you,
I'm holding on,
and everything that I do,
so many projects,
of course I'm never going to finish,
highly over committed,
but I never quit,
and if I never quit,
perhaps that one that lurks in the dark shadows cannot steal me too quick away,
like so many of my friends rapidly increasing his kill count,
too.

We continue to kind of all calmly run like hell,
this Grim Reaper bitch always on his and her way,
all just going about life as if $$$ matters in denial,
time wasted not helping others,
the great leveling of all,
most definitely on its way,
in the end,
as in the beginning,
all again equal,
as in birth as in death,
the cycle complete starts over,
time in the mind's eye,
unable to fathom the time to make a diamond,
one day all perfected,
impervious and clear,
strong and with purpose,
stunning and respected,
we will all become diamond like perfected,
with wings upon beams of light upon which to fly.

I cannot go out and to enjoy the sunshine, and I could not less than three hours little drive take,
much less walk up 13 steps when I am of my own chemical makeup can I even make,
and most often I am hiding in my bed because it's there where I think rest and heal,
once upon a while,
occasionally but not regularly like the rest of you,
I might even consume and have half a meal,
my dog the other she is happier and healthier when we share and commune,
As i try my best to recuperate,
and with this Earth's flow cooperate,
as I'm a fighter,
and I fight, fight, fight,
and with passion for others,
and love that is deep and how much I care about so many beautiful things that is this life of course worried on top of it all I am to trying my best to fit in a little bit of love shared for each of you,
but all too often now,
I am only seen in person really a miserable wreck,
and that is not the person I want you to remember,
so please,
if I have not been at my best,
If I've acted out,
I've been an ass I must confess,
Please forgive and forget,
I'll make my misgivings up to you each,
most certainly,
it's nothing personal,
I'm fighting for my life,
an actor putting on his faces,
happy each morning the eyes awake,
and the conscience comes into focus with I,
again another day,
it is these our dreams we together chase.

There are many mornings like this, wher all I do is think,
and pray about places like Hyndman, Pa,
my birth state,
and what happened yesterday,
and I think of all of my friends that reach out to me,
be it reaching for me to give them a hand up,
while I am reaching for another woman or man on my other side looking for my own hand up,
together we have all fallen down and now must all stand up
of course is difficult when there is nothing but chaos all around,
it was promised that there would be days like these,
and you cannot run and you cannot hide because they will continue and they will come at you faster and faster and in rapid succession,
like it's 3:58 a.m. right now,
and I heard a lawnmower running outside !!!

I'm not kidding,
but sleep, it tonight as this morning,
is not for me,
and ahead good things for me do wait,
While heavy upon my shoulders to others problems and just my entire life, weigh,

Blessed am I that I walk each day,
appearances I must continue to make, like my father before me I will not give up however it is my own dearest of plans that I cannot keep with him that I've often made,
as time not in our favor,
more and more rapidly further ticks away,
as I continually stumble and get up,
and stumble and get up,
and stumble and get up,
and I am tired of these lessons my Lord, please give me a break !!!
but just for one day I pray.

You know it's always said we should be careful for what it is that we ask.

I am tired and I am frustrated and the doctors doing their best,
they are giving me a chemical ride,
and they told me it would not be easy,
indeed it would be often rough,
but we're trying to flush the invaders out, get out these nasty cells corrupt,
and heal.
So I pretend as I go about my life,
I love in denial,
thinking that way and this while I stretch my weary mind,
like an old computer taking too long to wake up,
I am becoming that next one that won't be able to ever again,
and one last day everybody will think about me before I am placed away back inside of Mother Earth,
sound and safe.
I do not want a box,
or any of that b******* along with a grave, I just want my body donated to the FBI farm,
studied by science while in Tennessee,
what can I give back and so offer,
one last act of some type of significance ?,
of which,
I can always be wondering and at least in my human life remain forever about this ending ignorant,
and of course this makes me cry
and cry, and cry, and cry,
but these chemicals must be flushed out,
you know that when these things happen,
there is a smile upon my face,
as flashes of each one of your faces appears smiling back in rapid succession before me,
I've seen God's face,
I'm cheating the reaper a while longer,
I'm running thus far a brilliant race,
matters not if in this end here he catches me,
as he does so my soul escapes,
where he is forever trapped the master of this realm we call reality,
he will away erase us each all so never good enough for Satan,
after all really,
who can be good enough for him?

What words would you yourself use to describe it to others ?,
to read a millineum or more years from now?,
how you describe what you are certain is life,
and what do you hold as highest ?,
above all other in your life,
this one here that will not fail you ever,
this one mankind honors over and over,
different clothing, colors, languages, prayers, saviors, saints,
ad infinitum,
but if your life were you depend upon it,
in a thousand words or less,
describe precisely to me today your certainties​ which all you hold as true but 100% intangible,
of nothing real to offer to place in my hand what so ever,
however with nothing in reality a faith to go forward with,
And bor a forever promise of live in my heart, and life here after garaynteed in a world where other this garaynteed certainly have disappointed,
how would you know if you were wrong?,
what's the price truth be told that's is all reality Iver and over again in so many religions,
we all change,
dynamics,
nothing forever this way come identical again,
but constant and the answer to that which in science of the most learned cannot be quantified,
no doubt is,
He,
the Beginning and the Ending,
the Alpha and the Omega,
each a part of all which He made,
physical and intangible,
all that is and is not,
!

Are we and all our surround not all pure and perfect Mathematics ?

Everybody out there,
In health has been or will be,
where I have been,
or I am going to be,
if you live on the Earth long enough,
illness has been my Lot,
just let me tell you,
I promise you,
you can be reborn ,
if you do not ever give up,
and so do not put into your body things that are so corrupt,
and do not associate with people that are so corrupt,
and understand that there are many beautiful religions to choose from,
and it is these positive principles that we should live by,
that we will not become corrupt,
and it is our way of life that we share with others and by way of setting example,
we should show others that this is how to at least not be corrupt,
for perfect examples human being are  in able to be,
but properly directed,
and through hope,
soon that indeed my own cup again may selfishly runneth over,
if which I promise to diligently a good steward both capture and share as I appreciate these blessings to share,
and soon I will share more than just bread,
with thee, and the, and thee.

In my Human Experience,
personally I have a great debt to offer back,
and although I do not know how that ever will be something of a financial reality,
I continue to pray,
that through acts of faith at least, somehow,
that "stuff" will become a part of me and my story,
all by goes repaid and absorbed into the past  fabric of space time  soon lessons not forgotten  but not stressed upon or hurting another most importantly,
too much poor business with a friend, almost always a promise I'll tell you through myself witness I indeed testify, turns foe,

So for $$$,
they beat a man down and make him feel as there is no wherever safe to go.
Trying to make up for lost time,
I have no time for grammar here upon your eyes,
or in the life where we all take strides,
and only in one direction can we now go,
at least in a physical linear sense of reality,
until it is time for the ultimate good riddance,
and when we are so humbled,
which way then shall we go ?,
because there will be another linear plane perpendicular to the one we are upon now,
and then the choices are not yours but indeed about you,
no freedom for your soul from your vessel you depart,
at the speed of light bow faster,
no anchor,
through the black hole of this galaxy,
your destiny unfolding at this juxtapostion in life,
once, these frozen moments indelible near death,
I thought right there I sat so many times,
just before the launching of matter from that black hole,
all matter recycled,
a nuclear furnace​ recycling galaxy,
So now in an instant your spirit so free,
you burn in hell upon orangy lakes of fire or you are slingshotted through The Ether and into the heavens,
as you gather with your Forever beloved friends and more importantly always honoring that ultimate spirit and practicing this principle today,
that's how you build faith,
and that's why the way alongside asking, that anyone upon the doors to Heaven,
will ever be let in.

It matters not what you have with you when you get to the Pearly Gates but what you had done on your way.

I want to stay up on this X and Y when you're playing,
as Pythagoras would have called it,
and not be lifted up or offered below,
for as long as I can make my body go and go,
and the principles I am practicing to the best of my ability,
and forgiveness I seek as I offer myself upwards toward your deeds.

I feel sometimes as though in my defense,
at glass houses I have been lobbing entire boulders,
not just casting stones,
I feel that I have been under assault,
and I strike back to protect all that I know, love, and share with others, and call home.

These are my rants,
in the morning with God as I listen to my fan calming soothing background noise,
and I speak to him out loud,
exercising my healing voice which soon will again like a bird so easily sing,
because I love this life and want to celebrate with all the gifts so offered me.

Once I did so easily celebrate with these gifts in youth,
however i did so without respect in this fun and event filled time of Iver rrevelry and personal abuses,
nearly ruined,

I believed in healing and rising above,

...and now i hope and pray,
that I will continue upon that way,
which of course shall set us all free. Shared destines are certainly up ahead, forward the voyage is personal,
and individual upon the way.

There is a work truck this early morning, up and down Waverly Terrace,
this truck that sounds like a lawn mower when it goes quickly down my street backwards in Reverse until it gets to the stop sign,
and then on their way to work,
almost like clockwork,
not perfect and regular,
but often enough and random and inconsistent,
like a dozen times you can count on in a month,
so no need to walk and peer out the window,
because I listen to all that is around me always.

As my mind continues to play several symphonies at once,
two hemispheres constantly communicating,
all systems sensing input and adjustments  being made on the fly,
and now my medicine finally taking effect,
I feel a general at ease and I am falling back into that groove that everybody knows as me,
and at least for now for 48 hours I shall be well upon my way,
and it is very odd but this is indeed my new pace.

It seems that for 24 hours I am on,
and I can run my race,
and then for 24 hours it's down time and refuel,
and then get ready again.
We are all distance runners,
once you are 50 or close,
because upon half a century and more of life you want,
because with a lust and zeal for life alongside respect for it as well,
you do feel and believe your cup runneth' over,
and sublimely nearing Nirvana,
gain perfect clarity.

Excerpt ~ I Am Program