Blackened Soul ~ Lyric / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I'm praying for you both as always

so happy that he doesn't have his claws into your spirit anymore.

I'm sorry he is such a blackened soul,
like a black hole. 

Just another theif in the night,

can you escape his undertow?

Run lady, run lady, run,

I'm a knight in the dark,

I'm riding swift just run,

I'm A Saviour, 

God's Hand, 

On the Trigger Always Riding Swift, 

His Gun,

just run !

Study Battered Partner Syndrome,

Get yourself fast as possible safely our of this conundrum,

It's not time to twiddle thumbs nervous on egg shells after another next coming concussion,

or suffer agonizing tragedy before Death's Destruction.

To choose sin is to choose no imortality,

to instead choose temporaryness over permanently exalted your next Faith elevated immortal reality,

to know all and one and know your with all your lived ones forever over fatality,

Choose wisely friends,

Ego paves a way to hell with individuality !!!!!!!

Let's March Forward for Mankind On Principled Plans Moving Forward, Sin Your Choice, Prices Will Be Paid

I now wonder if General malaise and depression are really the first early warning signs most often of heart disease, the number one killer.

I used to have complete bed soaking sweats and complained of this to my doctor's for decades! I even had a cardiologist and of all the things that I explain still, they thought a pacemaker was not needed when I adjust insisted several times that I didn't understand why. I had already been diagnosed with cardiomyopathy and an enlarged heart, and I think the enlarged heart most likely was the only sign of takotsubo syndrome and just not at the time recognized because in subsequent imaging, my heart had returned to normal size and I felt confident that was due to Curcumin, which I still use.

if your blood pressure is a little out of whack or if you're getting dizzy spells or if you're tired for no reason and you're not getting restorative sleep or you get winded up a flight of steps don't ignore these early warning signs and urge that you are regular doctor have you see a cardiologist and make sure you make a list of these early warning signs so that you can clearly just hand it to the Doctor, who usually reads super fast with often almost picture-perfect memory and trust that you're convinced of all of the information in an instance does you far more good than mumbling like usual when you're there and she's not feeling well. Recently, I showed my doctor the wrong shoulder and I only pulled up part of my shirt so I didn't get to show her my concern and boy you talked about feeling like an idiot but you know I've been through a little bit lately. You can undermine 40 the confidence others have in you if you are a good actor and you have good intentions but your follow-through blows. LOL, I'm very thankful that some people have been very forgiving, it's sad that more people are not. Things aren't what people think they are most of the time and most people are too scared to ask when all they had to do was...ask. I'm looking to heal continuously and tonight I did some light calisthenics and I need to be careful because I have three electrodes in my heart so I tried to do things with a very centered balance like if I was a gyroscope ensure that sounds crazy but the idea is to not have my body impacted hard and I'm not supposed to lift above my head so I've got limitations that I need to work around and find a balance around. there are no shortcuts and it just means that I have to work hard to maintain life but I already have been for years so it's nothing I'm not used to its just new routines and I like the challenge and the changes are beautiful. Life is back and worth living for and it always was worth living for us but it is exceptionally worth living for today. I don't feel like I'm fighting anymore I feel like I'm exercising and now I'm going to get the benefit beyond just life. I have been pushing myself so hard most people would not believe it and yes with assistance but it was because I needed assistance I was in critical states of help for a very long time of which there has been a miraculous healing and exceptional proof of great games in the field of modern science and the practice of medicine and that there is compassion during these great trials and tribulations but you have to have Faith or else you will not ever heal. The face is no guarantee of healing either... It's just a sensual if you want to heal. Faith doesn't even have to be connected to God but for me it most certainly is and I can't imagine a faith that isn't, but many carry that type of face and they also achieved exceptional things in life. I mean in the great face of the adversities of death constantly on your heels type of miraculous events. There is no faith that should ever be underestimated. What is important is that it is principled and what is principled is that which would promote a life simple as that and just forget about all of the denominations because it's killing us that we are all divided. It hurts my heart to think about it. we have great electrical engineers today, many friends of mine and they have made these incredible devices with the combined discipline of other educated sciences and this is not guesswork, this is precise engineering by teams of countless people that never get enough credit that saves lives on a daily basis all around us. I'm living and I'm a cyborg because people like you believe in the value of life in that is what a great and powerful educational system offers back to its people. That is the exact example of the promise of a good and principled system that serves the constituents of any country or organization or any type of thing of that type of hierarchical type of structure as far as a governmental philosophy as a guiding set of suggested directives and often commands.

Now it's time to chase the fruits of life, while life I have.

Lots of catching up in lots of amends to make but most importantly I hope just something to give back somewhere along this way that's what matters now, and first spending time with needs to be spent with My Father.

for background story here's what I survived on the date of August 12th of 2018 and I had an implant of a defibrillator pacemaker on August 15th of 2018 and went home 2 days later. I still have to dislocated vertebrae is, C4 and C5.

I was treated for a drop-dead heart attack and I was defibrillated after CPR.

I was treated for asthma, I was treated for sepsis, I was treated for lactic acidosis. I fell down the steps and I believe I break my neck but I slammed it into the floor three times and that's the last thing I remember before being revived from CPR.

I was immediately out again after that revival and did not have off and on memories that are very intense.

I also had ischemic strokes beforehand.

I think it's strange that they are all shocked at first of all I lived. I think it's strange that they think I broke my neck and that somehow still I walk and I even told them I am in less pain than I was, but I never said I'm not in pain I have just lived in years and years of absolutely severe pain. Now I only take Tylenol and Kratom tea every other day 6 to 8 grams and no more ever. my blood work was perfect for the first time and I take curcumin with black pepper and I take folic acid. I take all medications precisely as prescribed by medical professionals, as this chemical balance is critical to sustaining a balanced life, or life at all for me. I take an Ace inhibitor and a beta-blocker along with Omeprazole and allopurinol for my doubt that I've had since about age 24 or 25. I take fish oil and it reduced my triglycerides for the first time to normal range in my entire life. this has omega-3 and omega-6 combined and is very critical to maintaining the triglycerides to a normal level so that you do not suffer from hypo-lipidemia, severe thickening of the blood. Most importantly you must drink 8 oz of water in the morning in 8 oz of water before night time when you sleep and I don't do this even still regularly enough. We are composed mostly of water, this body. Drink filtered water would you want to swim in a political River? Demand fluoride is removed from your water !!! Decalcify the pineal gland and understand what is the seat of the soul !!!!!!! Awaken and rise up enlightened to a heavenly astral realm and here too stay if desired, or die and recycle again, the cycle is a choice, as is your sin!

Escaping the Recycler ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

A,
Life,
Renewed,
Incarnated,
Once Again,
Past death again,
passed death,
I've now passed death,
myself alive eternally,
both here and astral,
other planes too,
projected being,
Light,
I Am,
∆
Ra

HSV~1 Possible Primary Disease To Secondary Diseases and Auto-Immune Diseases As It's Speculative Hypothetical Root Cause

85% of the population has HSV-1. That's one herpes related virus that causes cold sores. It is thought to like doing it but the truth is I believe this virus wreaks havoc on the body for a long time. I was giving an antiviral recently and many other symptoms completely went away. When I quit using antiviral and had another flare-up, these other symptoms came back like bloating in my stomach and super sensitivities to foods I could typically eat and I'm very convinced now that this too is also related to my hsv1.

Most autoimmune disease is inflammatory and nature and I believe that this information is also the body's direct reaction to HSV-1. We might not see a physical manifestation on the outside but I believe that our bodies are fighting this continually. There are times where I have had flare ups in the back of my legs have ached I had tightness in my chest because of the additional fluid my body is carrying from the swelling and I have even needed to take Mucinex so that I could draw a deep enough breath.

it seems that when I do these things I can quickly do away with Omeprazole and my stomach gets back to normal and I can start eating bread and other start this again that I previously couldn't tolerate before the valacyclovir or I should say before the flare up. The flare up makes everything go completely out of whack in the valacyclovir starts bringing things back in to the proper balance or equilibrium and then eventually I can quit my Omeprazole again. It seems that when my body is flaring up axes that my gallbladder is acting badly but really my body is not able to digest fats as well because the whole microbiome is out of balance and that throws the whole immune system out of balance because it is indeed the route to the immune system or the home of the immune system.

here is an excellent article to study and I think what might be wise is for people to start looking at causation to these issues as most likely being hsv1, this devastating herpes virus that I think has gone far overlooked long enough. I think it has devastating consequences that now will finally start to be known through my discoveries and my own self diagnose with scientific confirmation and then treatment afterwards which was positive in nature and I believe lifesaving.

so I plan on some more. Viewed paper one day but for this time it is most important to share these contemplations with others and if somebody else wants to do that professional medical and scientific legwork I am perfectly fine with that if that benefits mankind.

again, I have scientific proof that I have been right with primary and secondary disease and my fever blisters appearing elsewhere on my body because of my own immunologically challenge to self, and it is what's made me dig deep in my thought process and start looking at other causative factors for people that are ill with multiple things such as fibromyalgia that cannot be pinpointed. I think this is exactly the beginning of fibromyalgia to you and I guarantee you everybody that complains of fibromyalgia will have one of three herpes virus is present and most likely the herpes simplex virus 1. I would also say that people that are suffering from manifestations of other organ systems will most likely have had shingles and maybe even recurring shingles as well and at Young ages. If so they should be treated with 1000 mg of valacyclovir per day and might have to stay on this regimen until we come up with a cure for herpes which you should be pretty soon considering we're starting to combine nano technology with antiviral drugs with very promising treatment in cancer and AIDS today, and even hepatitis c now being cured as well another virus that we have defeated.

Do your due diligence, give yourself proper nutrition, drink plenty of filtered water, eat organic foods, eat only moderate amounts of nice lean meat, make sure you take your multivitamins and get plenty of iron and eat plenty of green leafy vegetables and nice salads with regular spices in no dressings just olive oil and enjoy feta cheese and anything in a Mediterranean diet.

Walk every other day and on the days you don't walk do 20 push-ups minimum. Don't lead a sedentary life unless you plan on dying soon.

Find yourself spiritually centered through prayer to the god of your understanding and bide your time through a good exercise and nutrition regimen until that day that we all, working together, find these cures and share the fountain of youth soon where we will each be rejuvenated.

(I may add to this original text and I will note 8 any additions with the words edit and the date of that edition.)

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Every Time You Get Upset, Do 20 Push-Ups !!!

Pacemaker on left. 6.5 months post op, post death. Stamina staring to return but that's the struggle. Slow, methodical, reasonable and rational steps... things that they actually the exact same thing that disappears when you are suffering from ill-health and a lack of oxygen !

Building tolerance and faith and jettisoning all garbage from the past. flying lessons at long last because I finally can... not because I never wanted to.

Soon perhaps I will be self-reliant, because I was only left to my own devices beyond my Father's and my father's assistance.

Often when we are ill we internalized and we take things personal and we think nobody was there for me but often we must realize that most all of us are suffering and in the very difficult positions in life right now also.

if I have lashed out and it's been pretty regular and pretty often pretty much like a snake off and on for a while, I've just been fighting and very frustrated while I've been searching so hard for answers and felt like I was on this island and nobody would listen nobody could understand nobody would talk to me and if they would I would just go a billion miles per hour and run them away and I still do.

I'm calling but I have felt like a tuning fork that was ringing out of control and it's just nice to finally know some peace once again.

I'm thankful God didn't give up on me and I'm thankful I didn't give up on that which I know resides within.

I'm saying you let angels have proven themselves real to me by showing up as First responders to my house to save my life or being the janitors that keep the big machine running at the Western Maryland Health System or the nurses that administer a lot more than just a simple greeting and checking their patience. Their attitude brings an attitude of healing into shattered lives and without it help is quickly vanquished.

I live on a tropical island in the Appalachian mountains and I quite like my peace and solitude where I am, but that is all about to change.

Nothing is going to change but everything will not change.

Now, next, I will write this ship and run it through many more storms so that I can become a wholesome vessel once again and have the physical ability to finally follow through where there has always been the dream for that pursuit of happiness as well as the drive within to give back.

I sit at this cusp today with a great many doors opening before me that are exciting and I'm going to start walking through them soon. I'm going to finally get to realize the life that I've not been able to Chase, or that got interrupted I should say.

I'm going to get stronger and healthier and I am determined above and beyond absolutely anything that if this body can draw breath I'm going to make it get a work out one way or another so that this physical being can then manifest the dreams of the imagination that myself and others share together.

I've been made this offer that both scares me and exhilarates me and it's the direction I know I must soon go and it's very close to my home so nothing changes, but everything changes and it's the everything that life has called me to through everything that has happened up until this point.

If it's not destiny I just wouldn't believe it but then at the same time I've learned to no longer expect things because this world is a place that is guaranteed to let you down and when you build up expectations in any way shape or form then you're only speeding up the process.

Success through and over chaos is most certainly a plan one must be prepared for. What are you not prepared for today that you know you should be?

Waste not your time on social media and waste not your time pointing a finger in slinging vile words with the snake's tongue but rather prepare yourself and your family.

If you think these things hogwash, God bless you. It's beautiful to not have such threats in your mind and it is wonderful to either know that you are prepared and need not worry, or that you need not worry because you just can't fathom what on Earth any of this is all about.

In this world and in this life the more I articulate the truth, the fewer friends I have and it seems like the less I have that others would desire.

I truly think sometimes I'm just not of this place. But this place I so love.

Add pic from Facebook.

Mushrooms, Candy of the Woods, Mushroom Dishes To Daily Delight ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Mushrooms... Candy of the Woods ;)

Eggs, baby portabellas, and cheese please, or make that some morels,
A little butter, a little garlic, mix in leftover steak, and parsley, sage, cracked black pepper and a skosh of salt too,
fresh ramps, spring is coming, it's going to be great ;)

Mushrooms,
and buttered snails,
Mushrooms in burgers 😋 with cheddar,
Mushrooms,
Rib Eye Steak & Provolne Cheese,
Mushrooms,
Mushrooms Pizza and more cheese please,
Mushrooms and Salads,
And yes, more cheese please,
and mushrooms and mixed veggies steamed too.

Sometimes I like huge portabella caps,
Stuffed with Chesapeake Blue Crab meat,
Smothers in butter and probolone and mozarella mixed gooey cheese,
I can never eat just one huge cap,
Always best an adventure after at least three.

Eggs, baby portabellas, and cheese
Omletes, omletes, omletes,
please, please, please,
make mine with fresh morels,
a little butter,
fresh ramps,
steak on the side,
spring is coming,
These meals are going to be great ;)

Mushrooms... Candy of the woods ;)

Mushrooms... Candy of the woods ;)

Mushrooms... Candy of the woods ;)

∆ Rise Ascension, RA ∆ ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

A

"In God's Time",
"Rise Ascension"
            &
Return at Will !!!

Never on your own depart this Ultimate Sin (US) (are we all not sinners),
Suicide as murder.

Would you not want to depart now, and ...
Why not first,
with ALL OTHER (AO),
empart upon this gift?
Eternal Life
Life

O

A

I Am the Word. I Am the Way. I Am the Life. I Am the Son. I Am God. I Am the Alpha. I Am the Omega. I Am the beginning. I Am the End. Each made perfect in His Image !!!

O