Healing & Evolving Soul Cycles ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Having more oxygen with a properly beating heart and more stamina is like being able to dive down further meaning deeper and holding your breath longer but instead you're able to do this mentally. It used to be I could only kind of live on the surface and deal with these things in those things and I would get frustrated and pissed off all the time but now I'm starting to mellow back into the me I knew a couple of decades ago. I get glimpses and I pray that I will continue to see that same means star to re-emerge that a lot of my friends in sure miss. Trust me I do too. I never wanted to be a sick asshole...it ain't fukkin' easy .. and trying to juggle other stuff too... OMG ! Lots of things still to reverse but I'm getting more and more youthful and I'm so thankful for these battle victories. When the time comes to cruise, I'll depart with Grace and peacefully, as my experiences have been Grand and life so perfectly beautiful, but I'm a stubborn son of a bitch who likes to fight and curse and I stand up for what I believe in... and that's life... Mine and others too. It's because others before me taught me to do the same... it's nothing about me. It's about them before and those coming after. I've felt like the luckiest man in the world so many, many, times, I can't even tell you... I hope everyone feels that way inside no matter the challenges and that you know you can overcome anything and that departures are are a tough part of these overlapping souls life's cycles too. Evolving happens at different speeds for different folks and on parallel universes we share from within which is a universe unique to itself. It's amazing we agree on anything, just like it's amazing most often of the time our cars start witch such great reliability and dependability..

Broadcasting & Receiving Souls ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I believe the body only a receiver to the conscience... broadcast from elsewhere (source) to the pineal gland, the seat of the soul, where resides DMT, The Spirit molecule, our consciousness.

Most would think this statement mad, as we currently design nano-robots.

All of this is singing energetic frequency and vibration, one in the same depending on surround and sensory perception.

We are biological-alien-bots running a program of experience and we send and receive data and we utilize our sensors and actuators precisely as those we have designed so similarly.

It's fundamentally a lot more commonsensical than what most would have us believe today, is it not??? You first have to refuse to accept that what you believe thus far is the perfect and finite truth, as we are moving into a time of incredible revelation through modern science and quantum computing and artificial intelligence that is simply indescribable concerning the upcoming breakthroughs that will soon be our daily commonplace bantering and bickering, as we jettison our history and evolve into this new incredible era, and we are already well into it, believe it or not.

Look around in the last decade from 2010-2020 and look at what we have accomplished! But...don't look past what we should have accomplished and must. We all know the imminent and undeniable truths. Trust your instincts and watch nature with an open mind as you learn.

We are now going to become one with the machine in a way mankind may never be able to undo, without completely falling first. We may also lose all the knowledge we utilized to construct that which will eventually construct itself, and then what once we come to rely upon it?

Can we overcome the sad human nature of sins? ...or will they permeate all of this physical existence because indeed it is our toil, no???

I promise you in the next realm of the raised chakra and of the enlightenment and promise of the Kabalah and of the promise of the heavens and all principled religious teachings and basic spiritual philosophy if that next real and dimension will not be of a physical vibration but know it's real and we coexist within it already. We are a part of God, It, Source, etc., and it most definitely is the creator of all things including us. It's not physical but a presence, so no name and no face known to make is Truth, too. As I've sat at His table, My Father Solemn, and I've Eaten with His Grace To Return.

I'm Him too. So are you each. All His Image, Perfect.

The choice is definitely eternal blackness, or Eternal Life, I Chose Life and do return with the help of certain angels, no doubt, right??? Hospital staff performing miracles. I was in blackness. In prayer there. I wanted to come back for my destiny to share, Love. I was back in an instant, and it wasn't me on my mind, but her. She's my Love. There can be no other way, and if she will not have me, I'm content knowing I was always a good man to her, and as a daughter, I will covet her.

She brought life energy to me, shared it with me, filled me with it, sustained me, and because of my Love for her eternal as no other before or after, I'm Living, Again. She did this all while my heart was failing... Takotsubo Syndrome struck me down swift.

Grinding Teeth, A Discipline In Too Common A Practice ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Do many grind teeth mainly because they hurt ??? I'm thinking this is a huge reason why.

I've had TMJ for ages...I think it's gone. I think it was these freaking teeth that got pulled and left perforations on both sides.

These roots into my sinus cavity I believe have been at issue with me for a lifetime, until this newest perforation heals.

Thoughts???

I don't think teething is just for children, our teeth grow and change our entire lifetimes, and it's painful even if your teeth are in absolutely pristine health.

I'm thankful I have energy again to care for myself, what most don't realize is that the stolen stamina is a thief to helping yourself and thinking straight.

I'm not out of the woods still for a good long while but I'm comfortable here, do it's perfectly fine and I see the new me ahead I'm constructing with professional guidance and the life of family and friends.

Life is getting better and better again, and that's a blessing certainly, however, these mountains around I must ascend over and over again and learn to do with Grace. I hate mountain climbing, but I'm learning to enjoy it. It's the learning and the ascension, the enlightenment.

Death is no longer a threat of fear or control over me, it's a beautiful destination, however, one I'm not trying to visit again quite anytime soon. I adore life, and I will work hard to promote that within myself and then maintain that health, and then to help others along this path, a minister, a shaman, a Wiseman, a Chief, a leader, only because experience Grace's me with such honor and duty to others, which I shall learn, too, like mountain climbing, embrace.

These peaks and troughs of opportunity and waiting... can you see the pattern of the waves coming at you now? Can you feel them in your Intuition? Doesn't your Faith support that we should know these patterns and further be prepared, Always ???

Are these mountains unlike waves, truly?

Are these all not just repeating fractal patterns of life ??? No???

I live outside of myself now which I am just a body to manage and maintain. I decided to subscribe to a better plan than to that of free will. I'm no longer interested in what's inside as much as I'm interested in doing for myself that which is best for me towards my greater goals, health is the first greatest goal.

The rest is positioning myself in the finest way most efficiently to maximize my life and enjoy my relationship with God and my family, and my friends and acquaintances. I pray to keep a level balance here, carefully. Prayer is intent. Work is intent delivered. Don't be confused. We are talking practicing discipline over serving the self. Do you understand?

There is no Magickal happening in these disciplines, only the promise of fruitfulness through proper and planned and dedicated work as others you can observe have done do before you themselves, again not Magick.

Practice Discipline.

Practice Due Diligence.

Serve Not Only Thy Self.

Before I didn't practice the proper disciplines and I served myself. I understand that now, which I couldn't then. I'll help others now to see this finer and better way.

Is your oral health not practice in discipline?

How does it reflect your "overall healths " condition?

This is where understanding the Chakras is so critical! Understanding the kundalini, understanding the kabala.

It's all about practicing disciplines and maintaining balance (s).

You cannot be healthy if your rotting where you fuel the body !!!!!!!

Go smile in the mirror and think about how your teeth feel. Why would you neglect them as such? What now are you inspired to do to take your health back? This is the most important step because otherwise, Death stands close ready to knock and you put him at that distance.

Death of Conversation, Life Muted ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The dying art of conversation ;( ...and there went intellectualism too. Who says Magick isn't real ? Looking fairly effective !!!!!!! To be in awe is not unlike being held in a spell, amazed and unable to act for the self, others will for you. At least language has symbol to convey sentiment inaudible. Music is so very powerful, but so is silence. You reveal your inner self when you reveal what you think you know of me and who I Am. Who casts your delusions within yourself? The mirror always knows if you need a stark reminder, for the ego, Narcisiss himself, will always greet you there.

Molar Extraction ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Yesterday, I had a molar extraction that left a perforation (root went into sinus cavity, now packed and sutures). This happened just over 5 years ago in the other side and took over a year to heal. Today, I didn't even take Tylenol. I woke up and drank my Kratom tea, and that's it !

Blessed to heal more.

This may have been the nuisance that nearly killed me, as I suspect this was infected which only the filling coming out and tooth breaking at the same time revealed.

What a HUGE WORLD OF DIFFERENCE !!!

My stamina was gone for years !!!

I'm convinced it was just this tooth...

Life has been calling me away nonstop and I've not made or taken time for me. That's never going to be the case again.

I've had to live differently, serving myself first so I can return to form and of service and participate and enjoy life again.

Being I'll as I've been makes one mental as you can imagine or watched. Thanks for your Grace and letting me heal too while I work hard a regaining my footing.

I'm ready to fight with everything I have to live the rest of these dreams within that I do desperately want to share with others... that I've been miserable too and even pushed away while ill... it's just what we do when sick and fighting, and I don't expect anyone to fully understand anymore ever again.

The worst experiences are always the best too, but you have to survive.

Find really good souls and keep them close and talk to them. My angels were awesome... but I wear people out fast ;(

I'm looking for the best of the old me while restructuring this Steve 2.0, so I only hope that I'll be able to share more and more time together, because that's what was fleeting in such a way I knew precisely what was imminent.

Death is instantly not upon me today, after yesterday's simple (not really do simple) procedure.

Now, for healing.

I'm taking my time healing, and I'm particular too because I care about myself in a new and different way than I've ever known.

I was so weak, I could barely check my calendar and keep it and also the stress if the thoughts of my calendar and events and letting others down was just getting more and more overwhelming.

Thank you for taking this all away again, and letting life return to normal, ever do slowly, as I further heal still from the health debacle and miracles of August 12, 2018.

Mission In Life (or) Meaning To Life ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Question from NDE group:

Do you know your mission in life after the NDE? if so, what is it and how are you going to make it a reality?

My Answer:

The mission, or the answer to the age old ancient mystery, what is the meaning to life is to simply to be in the process of Evolving the Spirit, plain and simple. Serve others not the self. Live principled. Promote Life. We all cycle until we evolve into the next realm or dimension, back where I returned from where nothing is physical but all only presence, however what appears is that which is only agreed. I'm looking forward to my return, but I love life and I've much work to do in my self and far more to give back to others a debt I owe, just to still be present. This is a very beautiful and very, extremely tough, journey. Journey well friends. Just choose and promote Life.

Don't Be Fooled ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Don't be fooled by the b*******. My Muslim friends pray for me. My Christian friends pray for me. My Jewish friends pray for me many of no face pray for me mini that don't believe in prayer think of me with good sentiment and it all does matter. It matters to me as an individual and it matters to others to be thought of. It doesn't serve the ego, it serves the soul. It serves the souls inner calmness and centeredness that is missing in illness, and I thank you for being what field of that devoid of complete blackness and emptiness. Prayers critically important to myself and I do promote it to others but I understand it's not for everyone and to each their own whatever is equally valid as long as we are principled in nature and good to another and to promote life.