Every Time You Get Upset, Do 20 Push-Ups !!!

Pacemaker on left. 6.5 months post op, post death. Stamina staring to return but that's the struggle. Slow, methodical, reasonable and rational steps... things that they actually the exact same thing that disappears when you are suffering from ill-health and a lack of oxygen !

Building tolerance and faith and jettisoning all garbage from the past. flying lessons at long last because I finally can... not because I never wanted to.

Soon perhaps I will be self-reliant, because I was only left to my own devices beyond my Father's and my father's assistance.

Often when we are ill we internalized and we take things personal and we think nobody was there for me but often we must realize that most all of us are suffering and in the very difficult positions in life right now also.

if I have lashed out and it's been pretty regular and pretty often pretty much like a snake off and on for a while, I've just been fighting and very frustrated while I've been searching so hard for answers and felt like I was on this island and nobody would listen nobody could understand nobody would talk to me and if they would I would just go a billion miles per hour and run them away and I still do.

I'm calling but I have felt like a tuning fork that was ringing out of control and it's just nice to finally know some peace once again.

I'm thankful God didn't give up on me and I'm thankful I didn't give up on that which I know resides within.

I'm saying you let angels have proven themselves real to me by showing up as First responders to my house to save my life or being the janitors that keep the big machine running at the Western Maryland Health System or the nurses that administer a lot more than just a simple greeting and checking their patience. Their attitude brings an attitude of healing into shattered lives and without it help is quickly vanquished.

I live on a tropical island in the Appalachian mountains and I quite like my peace and solitude where I am, but that is all about to change.

Nothing is going to change but everything will not change.

Now, next, I will write this ship and run it through many more storms so that I can become a wholesome vessel once again and have the physical ability to finally follow through where there has always been the dream for that pursuit of happiness as well as the drive within to give back.

I sit at this cusp today with a great many doors opening before me that are exciting and I'm going to start walking through them soon. I'm going to finally get to realize the life that I've not been able to Chase, or that got interrupted I should say.

I'm going to get stronger and healthier and I am determined above and beyond absolutely anything that if this body can draw breath I'm going to make it get a work out one way or another so that this physical being can then manifest the dreams of the imagination that myself and others share together.

I've been made this offer that both scares me and exhilarates me and it's the direction I know I must soon go and it's very close to my home so nothing changes, but everything changes and it's the everything that life has called me to through everything that has happened up until this point.

If it's not destiny I just wouldn't believe it but then at the same time I've learned to no longer expect things because this world is a place that is guaranteed to let you down and when you build up expectations in any way shape or form then you're only speeding up the process.

Success through and over chaos is most certainly a plan one must be prepared for. What are you not prepared for today that you know you should be?

Waste not your time on social media and waste not your time pointing a finger in slinging vile words with the snake's tongue but rather prepare yourself and your family.

If you think these things hogwash, God bless you. It's beautiful to not have such threats in your mind and it is wonderful to either know that you are prepared and need not worry, or that you need not worry because you just can't fathom what on Earth any of this is all about.

In this world and in this life the more I articulate the truth, the fewer friends I have and it seems like the less I have that others would desire.

I truly think sometimes I'm just not of this place. But this place I so love.

Add pic from Facebook.

Mushrooms, Candy of the Woods, Mushroom Dishes To Daily Delight ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Mushrooms... Candy of the Woods ;)

Eggs, baby portabellas, and cheese please, or make that some morels,
A little butter, a little garlic, mix in leftover steak, and parsley, sage, cracked black pepper and a skosh of salt too,
fresh ramps, spring is coming, it's going to be great ;)

Mushrooms,
and buttered snails,
Mushrooms in burgers 😋 with cheddar,
Mushrooms,
Rib Eye Steak & Provolne Cheese,
Mushrooms,
Mushrooms Pizza and more cheese please,
Mushrooms and Salads,
And yes, more cheese please,
and mushrooms and mixed veggies steamed too.

Sometimes I like huge portabella caps,
Stuffed with Chesapeake Blue Crab meat,
Smothers in butter and probolone and mozarella mixed gooey cheese,
I can never eat just one huge cap,
Always best an adventure after at least three.

Eggs, baby portabellas, and cheese
Omletes, omletes, omletes,
please, please, please,
make mine with fresh morels,
a little butter,
fresh ramps,
steak on the side,
spring is coming,
These meals are going to be great ;)

Mushrooms... Candy of the woods ;)

Mushrooms... Candy of the woods ;)

Mushrooms... Candy of the woods ;)

∆ Rise Ascension, RA ∆ ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

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"In God's Time",
"Rise Ascension"
            &
Return at Will !!!

Never on your own depart this Ultimate Sin (US) (are we all not sinners),
Suicide as murder.

Would you not want to depart now, and ...
Why not first,
with ALL OTHER (AO),
empart upon this gift?
Eternal Life
Life

O

A

I Am the Word. I Am the Way. I Am the Life. I Am the Son. I Am God. I Am the Alpha. I Am the Omega. I Am the beginning. I Am the End. Each made perfect in His Image !!!

O

The Coffers Bare for The Gravedigger, A Spoiled Son Observes In Prayer & Contemplates Help From First the Lord

What would you think about a system like this that is set up online for ease-of-use in your transparency.

The Coffers

I have a friend who is a grave digger. August 15th 2018 I died and I was revived. Previous to my event, I would often joke with him I hope that I didn't see him anytime soon.

He and his family had been working hard and moved from an apartment into a home that was larger and stand alone and now they are on the verge of losing everything.

It truly was almost My grave dug, yet others of this community, angels from the very first responders all the way to the last social worker that delivered me home safely, along with my friend (like sons) Travis and Mike.

Will my heart goes out to my friend and it's broken after I read his post earlier today thinking that everything might be gone and I didn't answer and I don't know how to respond. People are tired of go fund me and all that kind of b******* but what about something like this that would work.

When you go online and you make a request. The only thing you get to do when you make a request is submit your bill. There will be other things you must submit to verify who you are, etc. All must would register. 

Another facet would be money received by generation for this nonprofit. All this money would be digital free transaction and of US currency only doctors and it could have digital currency such as Bitcoin to if there's a time for set up, but I'm talking about just regular old money that we all use from regular banking institutions for the startup, and that would all be secured with blockchain technology and also on an accounting ledger that would be made open to the public at all times.

so essentially you would have on one side this ledger that is open to the public at all times to make sure that 100% of all funds that are donated are directly utilized to pay legitimate bills.

on the other side would be the legitimate bills of those being so scrutinized and there would be a system that would help them to maintain their anonymity yet also a vetting system within by other users assigned because of certain qualifications that might take State licensing, too so approve those people's request such as wrench for their home, or maybe a deposit for their house or maybe just $400 for groceries whatever it might be. there would be an emergency request area and if that was ever abused you would never be allowed to utilize the service again.

There would never ever be any money paid out in any way shape or form in this would be truly running but only volunteers 100% and an online service once also was set up which I can flow chart and design.

I feel worthless that I can't help my friend out and I think about the real life ramifications of he may be homeless. I think I'm the real life ramifications that just six and a half months ago I was deceased, and he could have indeed been digging my grave, but now I have somehow maybe a chance to help him, and if not him maybe somebody takes my idea and realizes it for all of us because it's not about me whatsoever.

This is a true story as is myself one of the characters in this story and my friend by the name of Chris who I will not share his last name and you can find My name by looking at the homepage to this blog. I am John Swygert, "Steve" ... And it's just interesting sometimes When You look backwards upon life. Hindsight as they call it. Hindsight for me is not 20/20, it is like being able to analyze under an electron microscope.

We are supposed to learn from our mistakes, or else why have the experience?

I appreciate being introspective and just as being introspective I appreciate looking back and analyzing aspects of my own life underwater cancel in something Blair's like a trumpet loud and clear and says that we need a system similar to Anaya stating above and it must be based on the premise that 100% of the funds received help these people and are paid directly to the payees of the bills. There should never ever be any type of monetary exchange in hand. therefore the only companies that would be legitimately making these claims would be companies that are also registered. there will be no employees ever to be paid. The ledger will be a blockchain ledger always open and always accessible online to the General public once registered unless otherwise specified by law. The requests would be fully made without any of you as to any criteria that would assist anyone for any entity in making any type of profiling to either deny or permit said requests.

It would be recommended bet Beach locale have an account.

We have a system that's currently in place in for those that would like to have a society that is more socialistic, here is your opportunity to step up in a huge way and guess what, we can have both.

It is the nature of people to give far more than what they feel is being taken from them, so with the knowledge of this particular essence of the human-animal, understand that we mustpsychologically utilize A System that will only help to self promote the self and then it will be self fulfilling karma, always a success.

All donations would be granted receipts in these donations would be tax deductible as all of these entities that are been setup would be nonprofits by law.

it is an idea now for another to float with and run and build something greater than the seven wonders so that we will not have suffering and we will not have those that will be displaced which cost for more money by the burden of puts upon Our communities in the pond there's currently paying taxes then it would if we would just help them in the beginning in the problem here in lies, there is no regular place for emergency time such as the Red Cross has failed organizationally speaking (how organized and who helped) and Social services has very very limited help.

So again all entities as far as businesses that issue bills would register and all cities towns counties States and federal entities would register such that every state or federal organization and all individuals that would voluntarily like to May register. Businesses must. the businesses would not be required to do anything as this would be built from IRS databases.

so those are the basics thoughts for now and who will build it? We know they will come? They're dying, waiting right now ;(

If I'm the broken son of a West Point Colonel they revived and got the pacemaker/defibrillator implanted in,  who was fortunate and on disability through His state,  who saves the lowly low wrung earning wages gravedigger?... I'm praying for answers and I know something more shall come to mind.

Lord help Chris and his family now, and I pray you help me to find that way. He deserves it, and let us teach budgeting and protect against this happenstance from positioning itself above your family ever again.

I pray God blesses you, friend, and I know answered prayers. Faith is knowing that what occurs, whatever it may be, fits his LARGER AND GREATER PLAN FOR YOU.

Faith !

Who is the Lord you ask?

The Lord is that voice you know so well within you, each His Image Incarnate we hear within, which only does that which is supportive of life. 

All else is just a lie.

All men, if you are man, of yourself in different space-time and circumstance and chronological age, as is each woman if were you. A quantum projection simulation that makes the Hadron collider today (2019) appear dwarfed, which is today the 8th Wonder of mankind, the largest machine mankind has ever built.
thousand years from now? And now a larger when they build.

Amazing how we watch the Egyptian pyramids evolved the same way, you know concerning their size.

The sacred geometry found within proves that they're modeling was is accurate if not more than our own and the physics of their time equally and likely even more powerful than our own.

As above, so below.

We are looking in the wrong places.

We are the ones above right now today, they actually lived below.

I think the Egyptians were truly The pinnacles of their society in that the rest of it is mostly below the Earth, subterranean.

it's supposed to be sentient folklore myths that The reptilian and phibians came from this area or through the science that many stuff that we term ancient alien today which is a very poor term indeed. It will soon just come noon to be historical fact and so far nobody wants to articulate it because they are concerned that mankind will not believe that we are this conglomeration from The Quagmire Stew.

If you had the opportunity to ascend to heaven for to keep living Life after Life after Life with no Ascension, no illumination, no internal peace ever and to know only pain and sin over and over again, which way would you choose?

Virtual Insanity ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

VIRTUAL INSANITY

Capitalism Drives Sin.

Plug me in,
charge me up,
drop me off,
turn me on.

Addicted,
child no longer innocent,
...parent snakes...
dangling tempting Apple,
kiddos now heathen.

Take my shit,
DIE.

Die,
Mother fukker,
Mother fukker, DIE!
Mother fukker, DIE!

Your Daughters & Sons,
you've raised,
your own accounting,
now Legacy.

Smart Demons.

GAME OVER

Video Game Death, Zero Lives Left, End of Game~ Thoughts & Prayers

Listen to your parents. Do the dishes! Take parenting classes and be an even better parent, never settling for just being a good parent, but always seeking to be an e en better one too, and most importantly...make time for your children one on one daily.

Raise your children, and don't expect to pay another to do do. This to (daycare in particular to 2 working parents especially) is a failing model on a wholesale level.

Do... what of video games and influence ???

This topic debated now for a good minimum of five decades !!!

Video games ??? ... Nahhhhhhhh...nothing to do with this Ilene at all!!!

As an adult I've witnessed adults holed up 20 hours a day gaming !!! For months, even years !!!

https://www.facebook.com/74758790293/posts/10161775765075294/

11-year-old shot trooper dad as he slept for taking video games away, court docs say

POSTED 5:23 PM, MARCH 7, 2019, BY TRIBUNE MEDIA WIRE

GRANGER, Ind. – An 11-year-old boy reportedly shot his own father – an Indiana State Police trooper – following a dispute about video games, according to court documents obtained by WSBT.

According to court documents obtained by WSBT, the state trooper’s son devised a plan to shoot his dad with his service gun while he was at school that day because he “was done with all of that” and “wanted it to end.”

The trooper said he keeps his gun locked in his car, so his kids wouldn’t have access to it. The boy allegedly said he went to his dad’s car three different times to look for the gun.

When he finally got it, he took the weapon into his parents’ room where they were sleeping. He waited “about 10 minutes” until his dad rolled over and was facing away from the door, and then he fired one shot into his backside, according to the documents.

When the trooper started screaming, his wife went to look for the boy, and she saw him going up the stairs with a gun and a Taser, the documents say.

The trooper is still recovering from the shot and is said to be steadily improving, WSBT reports.

The boy allegedly told investigators after the shooting if he didn’t get his video games, there would be “a part two,” and said he wanted to shoot his dad in the head but couldn’t because of the way he was laying down.

He also said he tested the Taser on the family’s dog before the shooting, according to authorities.

The 11-year-old is now facing charges of attempted murder in juvenile court. His next court date is set for April 10th.

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Nothing to do with it at all !!!

FACTORS

Not a single source of blame but a volatile mix of poor parenting, liberal attitude without discipline (NOT A POLITICAL STATEMENT), parents not in unison, single parenting.

Whose to blame ?
Is there an ulterior agenda somewhere else driving these incraesing and known yet disregarded factors ???

I like to often examine which we scoff at the most. This was a topic (video games) of college classes and I've paid attention from even before then, being born in 1967, I've been acutely aware.

Yes...let's smash...

The:

CHURCH
SCHOOL
FAMILY

Then what do you have left ???

Look around ???

Want to play 52 pick up ??? (Throws deck of cards in the air wildly !!!)

What's that you ask ? It's a card game son...pfffftttt!...kiddo !

Well... look around today if your still alive, we have a mess in our hands !!!

Ever seen progress ...you know...like dishes getting done when a couple argues for 30 minutes and gets pissed for days or weeks about whose turn it was to do the dishes?

They(couple) both lost ;(

They(dishes) took 5 minutes to do !!!

But...the fury is but a symptom to underlying MASS illness and neglect from the healthy that could assist and do not.

I've no Strenth to argue, but to fight for solutions only swift.

To sustain Life takes team work, or left alone, one finds more quickly and either greater suffering ones own demise.

Why do we not seem to value life today as we should ?

Do you think you could figure out how to get out of the ghetto if born there today ? Honestly. Do you?

Have you ever visited the ghetto? Fed the homeless? Have you done my deeds so instructed? Why ? And why not too ?

Teach why, and teach why not.

Look at me of 50 years and you'll know a foolish man Swift and lessons powerful. You'll know pitiful waste in the face of promise. You'll also know great true tragedy and suffering and you will know ressurrection yourself, if this way you read.

I don't perform any miracles.

I'm a miracle !

I'm a miracle of Faith and Promise of tye teamwork of others after selfless hours of study and I am the victory over death of the tragic lessons learned by the scourge of opioids upon our country. I am life through your list brethern, and sistren, be they NeVER forgotten !

We are only a society as decent as we take care of our most undeserved suffering. We are only as decent a society as we care for our deserved of suffering. I pray forgiveness, I hold sin and hate still in this heart.

I'm pained a victim and Stand in and for Justice, and I speak loud a Trumpet blaring John, or why a voice do I have?

I am Witness. I Am You. I Am He. I Am She. I Am.

I AM thankful and empowered by my life's great and powerful path charging valiantly for God.

God grows with and for you always flexible, until that time of revelation, personal to us each.

In patience and silence learn these ways you will know upon each lesson, and an initiate already know when your eyes grace these words you are now already saved, all.

Go forth and Be Righteous and Principled for NOTHING but God, and ONLY because it's what is right in His eyes, as already to All Directed.

Give of Self To All, not some, not few, and a tithing always minimum an offering made, unless dire circumstance AS TODAY DEMANDS ALL AROUND. 

That which promotes Life is Good,
All else Lie !

An able bodied man knows to work for hisseof, or stoop his head, as a dog's tail under and down.

ALAS, trust NEVER the animal human that cries without present any tears !!!

When an adult cries in public (maybe in private yoo (we all have)), they need mental health therapy ! It shows either emotional immaturity or an inbalance, if not outright pain of course.

Why not build (program) some games that I still decent principles and beliefs and still in a business sense, utilize the same user vulnerabilities do targeted today to addict people to this destructive behavior and teaching which without any readable doubt MIST DEFINITELY not only contributes to undermining society and rising violent crime but also far less overall national productivity in a physical sense. It does keep a certain part of the population pacified to a degree (maybe, if not silently a psychotic in waiting, perhaps being revealed now at this new level of VR Gaming.

It's time to better manage who plays what and why ?

Capitalism Drives Sin.
Plug me in,
charge me up,
drop me off,
turn me on,
take my shit,
DIE,
addicted,
now child heathen.
Your Daughter & Son,
you've raised,
your own accounting,
your now legacy,
Smart Demons.

Game Over

Not Sphere Perfect Nor Pancake Flat

We all know the Earth is not a perfect basketball sphere, nor is it a flat pancake.

it's amazing there's not a model 3D rendering of its exact shape and its exact motion in the car that we can own in on or zoom out upon just as in video game so that we can really see precisely what is happening in a much easier way.

Perhaps we are closed but it boggles the mind that at this day and age we are left in the dark, a majority, while without a doubt this is easy to model.

I'm glad the people are finally realized they're getting toyed with.