Utterly Lost ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I will tell you what is so humbling to me today. I am a member of an NDE (near death experience) group, and what veil is taken away is have 99.9% of the people are completely and utterly lost within themselves.

There's a reason Faith exists in there is a reason that it is so incredibly powerful. Those reasons are why it's abused also, and more reasons too. So be careful... in all regards, in all affairs.

Moving forward, I just had Revelations made to me through my experience that were certainly otherworldly because I was no longer here for a moment or so.

I know it's hocus pocus to a lot of people, and hogwash to others... and just a chemical rush if you look at it in terms of medical science ....and blah blah blah ... but there are messages that are powerful that have persisted and echoed through the of the ages & of all teachings and all of the religions for eons.

As we were all born at various different times unique to each of us, so to do our souls evolve. Old souls are old souls and I've always been one of those and for good reason because my time to be exalted is soon. I don't want to hurry.

I want to love and enjoy the roses along the way. I pray you will too. I pray to Source.

All I miss and yearn for is a Castle already for me and all of my love... in heaven. We built that castle, you and I. We didn't quit, we overcame adversity, we persevered. Warrior Survivors. We were all people and knew all pain and swallowed it whole for others to see and stood stronger than ever, a master of this realm too now at long last, finally, to be ever exalted

Some will cross back and forth between realms, physical and what we think now only heavenly. Some can communicate now. 

Trust none. Faith is measured in works. Practice Faith

Your castle awaits precisely as you prescribed.

Build your family strong, as an empty castle is haunting.

Neural Implants ~ Cyborg∆Steve

In the world of computing and at the very beginning of this "internet of things", where do you see us well beyond Facebook in a decade or two?

Will you have a neural implant? Would you accept this voluntarily? It will only become less and less invasive, and perhaps one day passive even.

I am very very fascinated to see what mural mapping crossbred with quantum computing will teach us about the mind, and even perhaps the spirit... the ghost within the biological machine.

There are many that just think we receive a signal. There are those that of course cough but you have to remind them of the first radio is having a quartz crystal in them. then you have to remember the seat of the soul, the pineal gland, and it's crystals within. Hmmmmmmmmmm

My ex-father-in-law is a physicist and also the youngest SES ever in the government before his retirement and probably still holds that record and also ran a government agency and unless you can prove something false, he insisted your mind should be open enough to entertain all possibilities within logical reason... but it's also a mind like this that understands logical reason might not know bounds as well.

Would you like to stay and individual processor, or would you like to be combined with other processors, or a little bit of both?

The doctor that did a little dental work the other day was really something in a great way. Old and tough. He said he needed encouragement (to the nurse) ...and I said well I'll give you encouragement and I told him what I went through in 2018. He told me he had a kidney replaced twice now, and a knee replaced too... so far ! Hell of a guy !!! I said well you encouraged me and I sure hope all of this encourages you cuz look at us ???

What you can never really fully estimate is someone's spirit.

I'm thankful to be alive.

Where is Hunter?

SiBourg∆Steve

Depression Questions

If you suffer from depression regularly, just a curious few questions...

Do you exercise and break a sweat daily ?

Do you find your sweat to have a chemical smell ?

Do you cry at intervals you find often compared to others ?

Born of 67 Eve On Christmas ~ Iam Christian Star

I'm nearing 52, born of 67 this being 2019.

It seems my generations children are angry at their parents and really going at it to try to gain control and they are not scared to rock the boat & challenge even the elder generations as well. 

All I got to say is when you busy talking s***, you never see the fist.

There's a lot of us getting tired of listening to all the jibber jabber. ALL, that doesn't concern Democrat and Republican concerns it concerns all bullshit !!!

There's a part of our population trying to tear apart the better part of the population and we are better than they are and we're not going to let them do that to us. We're not going to keep playing into these games. If there's just those that are so ignorant that they're going to threaten others, they will get slapped down minimally. They will always be met with just enough force to quell them, as the law specifies. that's the fortunate ones. There are others that just can't control themselves or don't care and they will not administer what the law suggests the guideline are. They're willing to pay the price and throw their lives away when they lower their selves to these actions of those that they despise, when the prescribe their vigilante justice.

We've evolved to this place, and here we are. 

What next however, to indeed evolve? Also to keep honor and respect...but why?

If your questioning why, your life is more than likely suffering desperately.

What do you see if those living by example. Follow those leaders.

Of leaders... Where are you ? Do you not see your lost flock?

In selfishness is known no love.

Iam Christian Star ~ Exalted Through Others Works

I'm only exalted to this point in life through everybody else's work.

Makes one deeply humble in a different way to know destiny is not their own, AT ALL.

I'm uncomfortable in a humble spirit, I'm use to riling, rising, raising, carroussing, boozing... Christ, please humble me even more so from myself now.

Why? Only answer I've ever known is to cope with the overwhelming pain life circumstances or others have afflicted upon me, and inside part of me is a killer trained stealth and Swift, sleek fast and powerful that strikes without warning, and the other part is calm and forgiving always, but in the interim, it's not me that's makes those decisions, but rather who it is that lives with the consequences. I certainly inflicted plenty upon myself as well, that needs not be said and there are hundreds that would bear witness to this. Do you believe in healing yet??? I know I believe in forgiveness, you've all proven that to me for sure, well... some. some will never give it when it's not deserved. They don't realize they reserved a space of their soul for illness when they hold onto these reservations, and that lesson I have to consume and it's made my gut hurt a long time. Revelations shall set you free.

I'm trying to be more thoughtful of others in my actions today since these lessons, I'm trying to understand now.

Death was and is not a cliff, but a launching point.

I am thankful for the God that saved the wretch I was.

It's amazing what others can witness and still not believe.

Do you think medical science was built on a lack of faith? Do you think protocols or followed with a lack of faith in mind?

Is life not programs of interactions of cause and effect with faith as our guide towards the desired outputs?

Is it really important that you want to set your way and I want to say it my way so much so that we must fight over that? 

The only person that says you don't have a valid perspective is yourself, and when you make outrageousness it is you that reveals that very weak attribute within, and then the others pounce hard fast swift and strong until death.

Tell me all of the above is a lie and that the struggle isn't real.

Without everyone, I am nothing.

I'm so thankful to have known and shared love. If that was something I could give away in x, I would do it until the end of time, all eternity.

Twelve 12

We are all of the 12 signs the 12 Stars the 12 zodiacs the 12 tribes. We are one and two combined three a trinity, 1 and 2 combined 12. We are a sequence that learns upon itself through DNA life travels over the spans of space-time generation after generation, recording what once was and with vision moving forward doing its best to overcome today's challenges. Life Is Persistence. Faith Is Even More Powerful. Work Is The Only Phofit/Prophet. $ is a tool often associated with sin, beware and be scrupulous.

Names Given & Chosen ~ Christian Star

I do adore the name my parents so honored me with, however... I am seriously contemplating changing my legal name to, Christian Star.

I have many various friends from many various walks of life and I absolutely don't mind whatever silly comments may follow.

I also don't want anybody to expect anything outrageous,... I've been through enough recently dammit.

Now, how you would like to interpret everything above is completely up to your own inner well-being.

Tell me in life an experience that is not dissimilar?

I came forth of utter blackness, a soul forged hard.

~ Christian Star