God is SO GREAT he lifted me above my own sin !!!
I was only spared because in limbo my only thought that consumed me was love, as I at the same time wondered, and desired, how will I make my return to that love missed and shared and yet fulfilled???
I think I just started speaking from my bed of death, from where a moment earlier I was dead .
I believe everybody was done in that all activity around me and upon me had ceased. I was gone, so it was thought.
I knew then it was time to rise and as soon as I desired to return to the love that I knew and the love that I further desire to, in that instant I awoke.
When the professionals... I guess kind of upset and trying to figure out what to do next because watching Death is never easy, no matter what we might think of those poor individuals that must observe such shattering loss after such a struggle that they gave when they offered everything they had to try to save another... And I've never had such admiration... well I just started speaking to gasps of shock and utter amazement and disbelief.
I spoke over top of at least three super massive heavy duty anesthetics. Next during my surgery/procedure. Again, to shock and utter amazement and gasps... especially when I explained that my defibrillator pacemaker unit was now connected, and then again when it started to download some updates. Huge gasps of disbelief!
God is so great he saved a wretch like me to prove that even you can be lifted to heaven in time.
I did not survive alone in a vacuum, there I certainly found death already.
I was only lifted by the help of others, as there is no other help in this realm of this particular type. when I say this realm, I mean to not discount Faith at the same token at any price !!!
When my strength returns more through feeling which I pray upon patiently, I will verify the statements above but I already know they are truth.
Everything I remember so far has been confirmed and none of it is even believable !
I'll just say this, only 6% of those that suffer a sudden death heart attack from takosubto syndrome survive.
My doctors thought I broke my neck after I fell down the steps also. C5 and C6 are dislocated still and over 10 years ago the doctors, meaning my neurosurgeon and my neurologist recommended immediate fusion, which I worked very hard to overcome and by time for better surgery I knew is being pioneered through my diligent studies.
Now I also had Ischemic strokes at least ahead of time if not during all of this event.
I also had a concussion.
I had CPR and then the defibrillator was used on Lee I'm almost certain three times, definitely twice at least. I think it was three times and then they gave up because I was dead, not because they gave up but because that's what happens, it's the natural normal and beautiful progression towards rebirth end purpose and meaning as we transition intp the next realm.
When you look at each LinkedIn my event, they are all statistical anomalies if you survive. How many anomalies conjoined can one survive?
Are there a certain amount that would constitute a true miracle?
To me the miracle is modern science in the incredible medical staff that saved my life did from the very special angels that answered at the 911 call center to the first responders did the very last people that saw me at home after I was returned to my life at home. Every single person that had anything to do even if it was just administrative and they never saw my face, has helped to save my life. Your mission in life is not well appreciated to you, but please know that this man here will never ever forget what was offered me.
Life
Faith, embrace it.
No deep within that the struggles of Life have deep great in meaningful value and that the more struggle the greater the value.
There is a great and beautiful reason that the meek shall inherit the earth !
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