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Faith be your Stepping Stone to the Heavens, and Action your Path and Plan of the Earthly Kingdom in which we ascend from upon humbling.

Climbing Healrh Mountain After Death ~ A Short Story & Thoughts

If anybody has ever been prescribed human growth hormone and or has any experience with it, please inbox me or comment here.

After everything I've been through, and the strength I'm starting to feel I'm just thinking that's what I need to get back up to where I'm supposed to be as fast as possible. Of course I want to know if I'm going to upset the apple cart and I won't go in that direction if it looks that way but if I hear excellent results and I get doctors directives that allow this to be a possibility then it's something I want to explore because I had a lot to make up for and I've never been more motivated in my life. I hope that feeling remains, and lately it's just growing each day. I haven't known that for over 20 years. I kind of don't know what to think !

Life is looking even more beautiful daily.

Tough things surrounding me though and I need to be strong for service. Lots of work ahead.

I guess it's a great thing I want to give mountain climbing one day. No not K2 or Kilimanjaro you know just a nice mountain trail and an inclined okay but not too much. I don't need to be suspended by ropes and wearing climbing gear ... I'm not quite that crazy... yet.

This is no promise about attempting to work with these medications but I do know a friend that broke a leg and had multiple operations and finally wants the human dress or man was administered, he made a remarkable recovery and from my understanding last I heard was stronger than ever oh, maybe even stronger in those areas in before as often been and will indeed men this way. However there are long-term considerations that are critical and who knows, that sure could be something that includes my heart conditions and something I want to steer a million miles away from.

I'm thinking of supervised Dan 3 to 6 months and me working out and busting my ass to get in the best shape of my life hey, if my doctor would approve.

I'm starting to feel like I can go out jogging and I hate jogging hahaha I'm just saying it's weird to breed well in for my heart to breathe well before my stamina to be here in for me to be energetic and not need much sleep.

oh, and to all my friends that asked me why do you sleep all the time? Why are you so depressed? Well I wasn't sleeping all the time I haven't felt well for a while just like I told you, but nobody wanted to hear that. I did diligently work on my own projects inside where I could do them without exerting too much physical strain on myself. you know what I let my body be my guide and I pushed myself when I could and I didn't when I couldn't and I really didn't give a s*** what everybody thought because I grew up this way and I've take pretty good care of myself regardless of what you might think you see or know.

to the friends that have been able to stick around and hang out you don't know how much I appreciate it. You are each the tree Lifesavers cuz you kept my spirits high and lifted through all of the difficult times and there's too many countless people to ever answer but that is every single one of you on Facebook. Probably a hell of a lot more people I deleted LOL

it's funny to me I'm sure it's not funny to them but I was in a bad place for a long time and I just had to get things focused and refine so that I could take care of me and I feel like I'm back, and then some.

I'm praying this lasts in the confidence is growing within that it's definitely going to.

believe it or not I smoke for 2 months after all of this but I quit again so about four months now I guess. I decided I'm not going to count I don't want to know the date and whatever this time I'm just done you know. My nerves are calming and it feels wonderful and I don't mean comments from not smoking although that certainly helped, I mean, hanging from his being rattled through the whole experience of this event.

LOL

Save Yourselves ~ Part 2 ~ NDE ~ Near Death Experience & Full Death Experience & Life Lessons

It is great beautiful and perfect and indeed you know you are with all of your loved ones and more, indeed you know that there is the most immense love and that every single hole you have ever felt in your heart has been filled exponentially with love exponential.

I'm writing a lot lately. I am trying to describe parts of my experience that are unbelievably and incredibly vivid. hopefully in short order I have some other witnesses to what took place but I'm just not personally ready to go there quite yet, but close.

I'm determined all of a sudden that I'm going to find a career and fend for myself again soon oh, and I have an offer on the table that if realistic could be the most beautiful gift next to this second chance of life that would be something indescribable in itself to the place where I just feel somehow I know I would be home. I promised I would work there if they saved my life. At my last appointment I was asked if I was ready. I wasn't ready to be asked so soon. I thought maybe I made up all this stuff but this confirmation of this question about are you ready to come to work for me now?... Well, I replied not quite yet but very soon.

To know that my cardiologist expected me to say yes because he asked so soon, well I knew that he expected me to continue on this crazy fast past of healing and miracles that he observed.

you have to understand everything that transpired and that I made it home in 5 days and then that I took my neck brace off in five mores days almost doesn't make any sense whatsoever.

But then again sure it makes sense. There's always a chance don't you see ???... and if there's truly no chance, as we understand through tragic events, it's okay to hurt, but it's not okay to hurt yourself. That emptiness all goes away, no???.. but we must remain here where we understand precisely what each of our lessons mean for each one of us until it is time for departure of which we really truly should not interfere and I just know that as I know my intuition that I trust so deeply and always have.

I would love to give you greater evidence, and perhaps I will rationalize that but I have nothing to draw pain at the moment it feels, and so this is where I am in these regards.

there are many different angles to what happened to me and I've written many different stories that I need to sit down with somebody and publish but I'm not ready to edit all of this yet to come and it's going to take somebody that's not me that really gives a darn and is fascinated by this topic because the story here is so much more than anything about me.

It's about where we are, where we are going, and it's about the medical community and where it is and where it is going. We really truly have a beautiful future if we all learn to work together even better, but that means nothing if we shun the suffering in the sick and we let children and the needy starve. Anybody without food is needy.

We are only as gracious as we are not greedy.

Save Yourselves ~ Part 1 ~ NDE ~ Near Death Experience & Full Death Experience & Life Lesdons

If it's me biting your head off, then it's me that loves you wanting you to listen up and take better care of yourself. That's the echo of my father, the echo of my older brother, the voice of rationale and the reason. There's still time to save yourself always, when you know you are reacting defensively oh, you have heard my voice.

Be stronger today than yesterday, make those proper amends where you have made mistakes and practice those lessons learned and teach them the way you live your life so that others do not have to make the same mistakes and we may all move forward in Grace.

The Grace that's missing is the time spent wasted through political argument and purposeful division. If you think a snow day is unproductive, or a polar vortex, or a massive flood... really deeply think about what's truly being lost. Lives, all around our entire country of ALL beautiful people.

Where there's will to draw breath, there is a life worth saving. Where there is no will to draw breath, there is love missing. Where there is a will to heal, there is a life worth saving. Where there is no will to heal, there is again, love missing.

Just like a championship game would have no meaningful purpose without its preceding season, so afterwards in the next dimension into which we definitely travel, there will be this greater deeper meaning and you will know it in an instant. The life you just left seconds ago will instantly also feel like ten millennia ago. on that journey through space time in that instant where you traveled 10000 miles, you will observe the entire akashic record and we'll know all knowledge but far deeper than 10,000 years you will actually see it all. You will know everything. we are all everything and are all a part of everything but right now we are all in pieces.

It almost feels like we're a self-assembling puzzle and we're failing. Almost feels like maybe we are artificial intelligence and somebody made us, but we're not figuring things out too well because it seems like we aren't hard wired for fear but there's that ghost in the machine or virus and it gives us well additional fear above and beyond what's normal fear to expect to keep us thinking logically and rationally.

I was getting pretty tired of thinking there with my heart going completely bonkers and my hair going gray and then white but now it seems like my neurons are firing again. I'm starting to be able to sleep again a little bit more on my own and with little bit less marijuana. Judge me all you want but I'm not going to lie to you. My life can be an open book and a record of sorts so that others may have it far better, I pray.

life is a journey of exploration and experiment where we should never throw caution to the wind and where we should only do things in precise in measured ways no matter what it might appear like to others. I want people to know that I am in absolutely no way that absolutely insane looking person I often appear I am quite docile, calm, and rational deep down in my core, would like a tuning fork that just got dropped on a hardwood floor sometimes my mouth won't be quiet, my nerves won't stop reverberating, and my anxiety shoots through the roof, and that's because of my heart condition, because of trauma, because of depression, and I can go on and on about all the diseases I have and how I fight, the stress from having to fight social security three times and losing now yet again after I even died.

Absolutely none of that mattered where I traveled. None of it. Not a single iota, nothing here did except those lessons that made me understand there so that I was in the proper all of everything and yes even myself. No, not narcissist. In all of the spirit within in the body so given. inspired by the abuse I purposely have put myself through and through genetics and through the environment and that this machine bounces back over and over and that within this machine resides souls that know how to work together that fixed the machine that couldn't fix itself, with things that we made like the gods that made us. Told me that's not mine blowing? And please tell me to my face and look me in my eyes and say I'm crazy, dare you continue to speak these words behind my back.

I see the eye rolls. I hear the utterances. People have become to disgust me.

I only see those three things in sentence above separately as they are a reflection of as ill as I had become.

...and I'm not a reflection of somebody you know in your family? Am I not a reflection of a dear loved friend? Am I not a reflection of somebody in your community? Why are you not sharing love and lending a hand instead of being a judgmental foolish individual that does not value life and let's that life walk swiftly towards the grave far too young?

You know what hurts more than anything beyond no love within. When people don't trust your word. when you're ill you start giving people reason to not trust your word any longer.Bonds that were once made and we're true and solid get broken. Things can be mended if we help each other heal, but we don't survive as individuals.

we are getting smashed down by other nation-states, by other just name it whatever you want to call it but my point is is we are letting their be this Great divide and it's really not just locally, or in your state, or in your country, but across this entire world.

the sick and evil will all disappear if we help one another heal in that starts by sharing first Love and then the resources that we have to sustain life.

if you want to know if any religion is good or not, if it's supports life than it is wonderful and if it doesn't then you know the answer.

Each and every one of us knows the same voice within. Listen.

My heart still hurts really badly really deep for only one thing, love. It's all I've ever hungered.

I patiently await and struggle forward in faith knowing that greater rewards lie ahead for that man or woman willing to give all without knowing what comes next being able to Bear the judgment of all eyes for the times especially when they have been the fool, but even for the majority when they have not even been close to a fool.

If I, John Steven, have failed you, please let me know who what is a good and irrational amend and I will do my best to make things proper again.

there's a lot of undoing to be done and there's a lot of life ahead to be lived, and I'm really scared I have to admit it, but I think it's time to forge forward. I feel a powerful title wave of youth washing over me that makes me cry and prayer several times a day, rejoicing.

How can I not hear the song amazing Grace playing a symphony in my soul.

I thank God so much for this most perfect extension of the most fascinating voyage I have ever known, life in that pursuit of happiness that every single human being should always know no oppression against any way shape or form.

Where there are barriers, there is no God. I never said God was omnipresent.

That's going to be very tough to figure out here (barriers of every single type) on this plane or in this realm we call Earth, but just think about what it means.

What on Earth are we so scared of?

Death itself is incredibly peaceful.I look forward to that day but I wanted to be an eternity away from this moment. I adore life. I can't say I have always adored life as much as I do today. I pray I will adore even more tomorrow. I pray I will become the man that raised me, in due time. I pray the ladies of my family to become the woman that raised them, all fine. I pray we are all a part of that same family, and let our family each now grow, when you know in your heart of hearts that we are all from one.

Anything past 1, is the start of division.

I'm wondering if Jesus would be happy here today if I could chit chat with him about denominations, and their effectiveness with Christianity.

I can play that game theologically with any religion.

I'm a born and raised Christian. I died that way. I'm not sure if I am still that way. I'm just different and appreciate and adore the way I know, and I equally adore and appreciate other ways that I have learned that work for others that I love and call friend. What I do know is that there is one ahead where I have been to the great council in the sky come up and we all know one another and we all know all and we all hear each other speak without words uttered and we all are thought manifest.

The experience is extremely dreamlike, but the reality is what happened to me happened after I died. The journey began really before I died as the tunnel vision started. of course there's a lack of oxygen and your eyes aren't working as well and your organs are shutting down. My heart is stopped from heart attack and I can go on and on about the medical in the scientific in the why this happens in the why that happens and then I died.

in the black place where I was only conscience in that is all, I thought of the love I held for another and my two beautiful dogs that are the sweetest to animals I've ever known. My buddies that give me love unconditionally oh, something human beings are not possible of, unless they are a mother or father with a child, because before that time it just seems an impossibility almost. this is good not God talking, and I'm Not Jesus, and I'm not delusional, and maybe a couple of sentences don't make sense and so this isn't a new religion or anything like that. It's just experience an observation praying to what I understand and sharing with those that I love that we might find a better way together.

It breaks my heart to watch my country and my countrymen falter, while the countrymen of the other countries my ancestors are from faulter as well.

I'll tell you short and simple what I know about evil on this Earth. It most certainly exists !!! It seems clear that souls are either good or evil, and that's a huge statement to make but tell me that's not true?

Truth is salvation, salvation truth.

Save yourself. Then save another immediately. Just be the guiding hand of help when so called. Never throw caution to the wind, operate in faith, and work in measured units towards directed goals that benefit all.

There are lots of ways to describe what's next, but none of them work because words aren't used in that place in that place it's nothing like this place we each know.

It is great beautiful and perfect and indeed you know you are with all of your loved ones and more, indeed you know that th

Scratch Near-Death Experience Off of The Bucket List, and...

Well I'm very pleased to say I can scratch Near-Death Experience off the bucket list. Well s*** I wasn't even like near-death, I died. Along with CPR. A heart attack. A stroke. Falling down the staircase (again...oh wait, that wasnt on my bucket list anymore... been there and done that expert level)...let's see,...
being defibrillated. Being resuscitated. Slamming my neck into the floor three times as hard as I can being the last memories of my first wife. Oh, and you can forget being revived. Still no damn helicopter. Too bad I wasnt further from the hospital... oh, never mind. Lol

I remember dr.lam incorrectly diagnosing my "nutcracker of the esophagus" oh please give me a break I thought let me just get home and f****** die... hahaha and saying I was pretty intense. Maybe he'll get it now. It wasn't his fault, the EKG didn't show any signs of takotsubo then.

I think it'd be 240 beats per minute for 14 hours. No reason for a pacemaker there right? He needs a defibrillator right. Let's just let it keep running on Full Throttle.

Way back when when that happened maybe eight or ten years ago, they woke me up the next morning to go for a jog on the treadmill and I said are you out of your f****** ever-loving mind? Are you trying to f****** kill me? I tore that treadmill up... I ran on that thing hardcore and they cranked it all the way up and I kept a-rollin because it was a good day...

It amazes me how many doctors just would not believe that I had good days and I had bad days. It's amazing to me that f**** Social Security they don't believe that I have good days and bad days. They even denied me after I've been dead !!! What a farse !!! I don't have time to be better but I do have time to make change and be heard and be known. I'm also not a quitter so they're not just going to give you Social Security Disability unless you qualify but if you walk in there and appear to be okay they don't give a s*** what your records look like. I'm that guy. I refuse to quit. I am nothing compared to my father and I haven't even began life yet nor have I ever feel like I have been truly challenged when I compare myself to the great example he has always been, and I don't mind having that drive behind me. It has kept me full of Hope for life even in the most dire of circumstances and it is made me challenge myself to push myself far past above and beyond anything I could ever have been if left to my own pitiful devices. So I said I really tore up the treadmill and what I mean is like I was pretty old at that age but I ran on that thing like I was in my teens or twenties and I think the doctors just can't understand all of this stuff but that's the interment into issue of takotsubo syndrome and I'm going to keep pounding away about this until this little-known and rare disease is out there for everybody to know about until we all hear it from The Mountaintop so that other people don't get left behind.

and there's guys thought I was all full of s*** oh, but they knew that the night before I was almost gone. That was a piece of cake compared to what I went through above that remove so many wonderful items for my bucket list from hell.

Two different occasions I wore Holter monitors for either 48 or 72 hours maybe even up to 5 days I don't recall it's been a long time ago but never was any event caught them either. Again, doctor lamb is a wonderful man and in good faith treated me to the finest and best of his ability into the funnest in the best ability that science had to offer due to the evidence that was able to be examined under the circumstances. That goes for all of this medical professionals at that time. My point here is again, how do we see a head of what's really happening when we don't understand?

If I don't share experience in the hope of helping others and in the hope of seeking Solutions, then what is the point of it?

I'm joking and I'm serious all at the same time because there's not one single lie in here and I'm using a little comic relief but my point is don't ever give up Faith in the medical professionals that surround you and your community and don't ever give up Faith in yourself or the ability for the body to heal.

Anyways...

...and I thought when my best friends from high school came into town that I hadn't seen for 30 years that was a hell of a night... holy crap!!!

So there's a little sarcasm in a little humor in a little reality all mixed up but this is really part of a therapeutic exercise in expression of an experience that is most certainly miraculous and most certainly also mind blowing to a multitude of people, because I saw their eyes.

Near Death Experience / I Experienced Death ~ Part X

I feel like I've gone to outer space and back. Mars will be cake !!! I'll be an astronaut too next!!! But first I'm headed down this path soon to heal and share so we can all find healing faster as opposed to later.

I always thought it would be great to be Lewis and Clark, and now I'm I.  Early and virtually u charted territory, more are experiencing each and every day.

I wasn't personally near dead, I died.

I think the name is a mis-nomer, but I'm happy to complain ;) ...laughter heals... enjoy the glorious ride. Be good nd kind to another. Why complicate it??? What there was there is nothing that came from here except the you within.

Well,... I'm alive and I am full of Hope and  Vigor today that I've not known for so long I can't even tell you... maybe two decades.

Blessed beyond words, truly.

Miraculous adventure still underway... I feel like I've always loved all my friends and family and now never more than ever.

I never felt more blessed then to know for a fact how blessed I truly have been. I've met some of my very own angels... I need to meet all of the rest of the real life ones because that's part of healing and I'll probably mumbled involve my eyes out like a little child and completely lose my composure, yet once again... dot-dot-dot ... this cycle.

I'm listening to Blue October right now and it's into the oceans. It's perfect for right now, thank you YouTube premium, and it's unbelievable the spark of memory that goes off when I think about this so very beautiful book called Tuesdays with Morrie.

God above I don't want this journey to ever end.

I don't want to know any more missing in any more hurt in any more pain like I have and that long last I know finally that soon we will all be together and just in a completely different way and they're truly will be a perfect and beautiful peace...

Faith says that you must have belief without any further proof than just that which exists within yourself that you believe in. You don't have to believe me. Believe in yourself. You already know what the god of your own understanding is and that's the only God there is for everybody.

We must get over this ridiculousness in religion, where everybody wants to hurt one another because of division lines. All principled regions are perfectly beautiful, it is people that are flawed. We are also flawed together as cultures and Society in interwoven beautiful people that live amongst another and we must start solving our problems well past our innate differences and our petty self-imposed systemic limitations that are placed upon us by those in greater power that choose to abuse so many that she used to do the next right thing, which is truly the majority.

Some people call that preaching but I call that my experience, my witness, my testimony. To preach would be to utter and spew to you something I know nothing about through any of those three means above for any other way. We have many of those spitting spewing filth all around us, you make all those that spread the ill will what you will but we need not listen or pay them attention anymore and we should shun those that act in this way, until they turn in an about-face in come together with us in the proper direction.

I am so absolutely imperfect and perfectly human just like each and every single one of you, none of ask you any more degree or less than the other, Julie. We are each flawed in significant ways oh, and there is truly salvation for all.

Does that mean the future is already determined and that today doesn't matter and that we should just throw caution to the wind and trees all around us terribly and do what every once in total Anarchy? No, because that is not what we as spirited vessels have found works best on this plane of existence where we currently reside while soaring through space-time spinning around on an orbiting Earth through the Galaxy that spins counter-clockwise through space Haim within the greater context of the massive and ever-expanding universe.

What a long strange trip it's been. !!! Gosh, I never thought that would be an understatement.

Exercise free will always with respect towards all life that surrounds you and be a good steward.

I'm so thankful I get to hang out for a little while longer. Part 2 should be as fascinating as part 1 oh, probably even better more than likely oh, that's just the way it always seems to go.

As usual, I am ready for launch. Bring It On !!!

This craft is designed so much better than we give it credit for. We've inhabited them so long, piloting the flesh, that we sick of it as self. It's the conscience that travels on light beams perhaps into the flesh made human on earth oh, and it is the light beams that we are which we will return again empty there's heavens.

It's incredibly beautiful there and what I can tell you mostly is it is like being an electron going through the conductor gold and that everything glows with a beautiful Aura of brilliant colors and that it feels perfectly comfortable, not too hot nor not too cold, and within emotionally there is a perfect peace as though we have never known and we'll never know on our Earthly inhabitants, and amazingly all you have ever known of others are with you there and you are aware of each other's presence and you share knowledge and language is simply thought. You are your conscience in flight. I felt like I was the same exactly but now after the metamorphosis, I had departed in my simplest and most energetic basic self, across space towards the black hole on light beams. I truly feel like I went to outer space and back and that was not just during my medical procedure. It started in death.

In death there was Blackness and my voice. I only thought of the one I love and how do I return end of my beloved dogs. In that instant I was back, as I remember oh, and so very much more it's hard to believe !!!

So far I've confirmed quite a few things but I'm not going into great detail with my doctors or medical professionals or attending staff yet, Perhaps I will but this is a process like healing and so it is wisest to take time and learn those baby steps all over again and make sure the tool boxes full of tools such as coping mechanisms so that I can get through to that other side stronger and better than I have ever been, as a human.

I almost feel as though a reincarnated soul that went back to the same body. I got the experience in the wisdom of the entire whole experience from birth to a fantastic incredible life all the way through death until it's completion. Then this miraculous medical staff brought me back, somehow. And here I am again, but different end in a different vessel but all still the same model. It was like a recall and then you have to fix it. Sometimes we don't know how to fix the recall because we don't even know it exists yet. That's what I always felt like beforehand and I tried to tell my doctors for years something was terribly wrong and so we pinpointed some things but takotsubo syndrome isn't intermittent problem and it's probably quite a bit more involved there and now I intend on throwing time and energy towards finding Solutions. Somehow I forgot to do it on my own I'm going to solve some of these things so that others don't have to suffer as I did.

Suffering is most certainly temporary and we should all have a great great faith in that knowledge, but it does not mean that we should tolerate it anywhere around us.

They're really truly is nothing more cruel than letting another suffer.

It is okay to let the terminally ill depart we just need to hold their hand and let them know that they are loved and give it to him the most enjoyable departure possible within socially acceptable norms and those socially acceptable Norms should always be more flexible and more accommodating as the passage of time goes by and we learn what is best, and we shall not discount personal testimony anymore. It is not a science certainly but it is discounted to Nary a single percent of what so many medical professionals wants to consider as a factor of the greater picture, composed of multiple factors were often we only seek one. We are a very very closed-minded, fearful, selfish race. We are so stupid that we attack one another and it is pitiful. It is all based in fear and we are all full of it because we are primally wired that way, but we can overcome these deficiencies. We will indeed overcome these deficiencies, or certainly this species will without a doubt parish for sooner then the programming would otherwise allow.

Sounds terrible to think that you are programmed but what do you think DNA is?

Slapping Death Down Through Faith

I stared at and laughed at death in the face and I slapped that little b**** ass evil devil down !!!

Actually I never saw this, Death. he is a mere figment of the imagination without a doubt. The great humbling is no humbling in the way you think it will be as in a permanent silence. the great humbling is a humbling where you know the presence of everything and everybody else and they know all that you know as well but we still hold individual identities. Language is thought, not spoken. It is thought alone, your conscience, known to one another.

Your thought is manifest there and so is mine and so is everybody else's. heaven is the next dimension or realm that we make this metamorphosis through as we travel faster through space-time in our soul once we are able to depart the body, but keep in mind if you choose when you are going to check out yourself, you definitely not playing by the rules and I just know that but I know nothing more except to suggest that you never take the shortcut and easy way out. you pray that others help you to develop face and you pray that others will help you and step up in your greatest time of need and you learn the lesson to not cry wolf or play games in this life. That does not mean don't have fun. That doesn't mean surrounding yourself with wonderful and beautiful things in this physical world. It does mean precisely to do so for others also, or else what of your own soul are you?

Is it sad to know that that might be my most satisfying moment of existence yet.

It's exciting to wonder what's next for a change instead of thinking oh no what's next.

I feel more real and More alive than I have ever known.

If you thought that I spoke up before and was brutally honest, I could be worse than ever.

There are a great ancient stories about a language used once upon a time that could manifest into real-time that which was spoken.

Sadly, perhaps that's all language, but we have lost touch with that reality. Don't you see the power of your words have from their point of origin and then as you bring them forth to share with the World At Large? Don't you see the power of the words from the point of origin to their endpoint where you share them with your family?... your church?...your community? ...ad infinitum.

Have you ever believed something so much that you watched it come into being?

It started with a thought in your mind. Truly your own unique thought to yourself. You worked hard and put something together and then watched precisely what was in the mind become reality. Is that not the world we each and all live in?

If you think perhaps that's not the world we live in, you certainly know somebody who has done the things stated in the paragraph above, without a doubt. We all do, without a doubt.

We build Faith through works, plural, a lifetime lasting. We are conscience of ourselves when we rest upon our own a laurels, and we call only ourselves out to rise up and becomes stronger, while silently reaching a hand out in assistance in others of even more need.

If you think selfishly, you will live selfishly, you will be selfish, and you will die selfishly. It's that simple. Please don't be selfish to yourself in these regards any longer if these words slap you across the face and sting.

understand that thought is powerful and now Focus that energy so that we can all start working together and lift each other up, lift this world up, towards the heavens which we know are the better future ahead for us all, and help us to all do this starting now.

Please Lord I pray that we continue to restore humanity. Lord I pray that we continue to restore civility and culture to all of humanity and that we learn respect and to communicate once again no matter what ever any single difference maybe or every single difference maybe.

I am not a warmonger, however, I do accept and understand the human condition and as much as I would love to be able to remove the negative things of War, it seems to be a part of the human condition or at least the human history so far by our choosing. It seems there will certainly always be an aggressor, can you argue not? So to defend one's self or not? To defend one's family or not? To defend one's territory or not? ...country or not? Etc

We cannot naively move forward, which means through due diligence don't remain by choice ignorant. The best prepared are the least attacked!

We should help everybody become the best prepared, until we can have a stalemate that is paradigm-shifting and the soul searching can end when we all know peace and expect peace and realize that nobody wants to attack another when we start to share resources first to maintain and sustain life, and only when excess use it in capitalistic systems for profit.

Reread the sentence above, for it could pave the way to a bright new and beautiful future.

The power of your thought alone as an individual, as one single man or woman is that powerful, that it can shift an entire paradigm when the world realizes that something that makes sense must replace something that is failing.

let's do those types of things moving forward and let's do those types of things together moving forward and let's do those types of things together moving forward so that we all know the faith of just the amount found if it could be placed within side of physical objects and then we realized that within a mustard seed there could be contained this minoot amount of faith that was truly enough to move even more than mountains.

Do I really have to hand you a physical piece of Faith for you to believe in that? Have you not seen Faith move things all around you throughout your entire life? Just because you don't have Faith doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

I'm a Christian but I don't expect or demand fat of anybody. You are each precisely where you are supposed to be already, for it is not of my making. Inside we each know our maker. Outside in this world we share together. If evil wherever manifest we would certainly find it in that place that we share here and now. Is that not only logical?

I know that the next realm, or the next dimension, is of pure peace. It is not the garden of Eden. It is not of the physical and human realm. If it was anything describable, and keep in mind that there are no human words that can describe a place that doesn't exist on Earth oh, well I would say it was like I was a photon and I was on a light beam and so was every other surrounding entity and we all had just overlapping incredible beautiful auras and we were nothingness but our thoughts and anything and everything we would want would materialize in perfect harmony with another. We were all knowing and we were all together and we were all God. We are all God. God is not a single face. God is an every face.

I pray people stop hurting one another.