Fill Up for Life

Finished yesterday off with an additional 20 push-ups for a total of 40. Now to hit at least 20 every other day.

Why is it so hard for us to get motivated sometimes to take 1 minute to exercise and breathe ???

The more I heal, the less I want to put it off because I'm returning to the me that departed a couple of decades ago.

When your heart is ill, your ambition and your drive is stolen followed by all that preceded it, the self included.

We definitely cannot make up for lost time, but at any moment we can make the rest of the time that we spend in this realm far better for ourselves if we just make sure each decision we make is health-minded.

Equilibrium is critical, so please do not overlook the multiple types of
health that need to remain in balance in respect of another for life.

Do you know the early warning symptoms to heart disease?

Please read them and if you do not get the answers from your doctors that you think you should be getting keep pushing until you find the doctor that is going to help you and if you need help in that fight because you were weak and not driven, you must, I implore you, find somebody to speak on your behalf that is a loved one and knows precisely what all of your wishes are in these regards.

For 20+ years I complained of severe night sweats that left my bed completely soaking wet under all of my body. this would happen when I was absolutely perfectly healthy otherwise and didn't even feel anything else out of the ordinary, and it also happened when I was sick and felt terrible too. It was not all the time but it was regular and dependable enough to know it would happen if a couple of times a month at least. but still no tell tale signs beyond my complaints made it very difficult to pinpoint further what cardiological problems I was suffering precisely. since the implantation of my pacemaker and defibrillator unit, I have not sweated like that one single time ! I've had a normal sweat that makes your shirt damp because I've had a cold, and that's all.

The lack of drive and ambition and the general malaise, formally diagnosed as chronic joint fatigue which I am positive is attributed to my heart disease now just by feeling from before and alone after this event and surgery.

It's a tough way to learn so much about the medical field, but my life depends on me understanding to the best of my ability that which will help me to survive, and that is unfortunately and both fortunately the diseases that seemed to both rule and even direct my life to a huge degree, without a doubt.

I don't ever think I was as naturally a compassionate man, except for the suffering I have experienced first-hand in such a multitude of ways I wish on absolutely nobody.

The true warrior is always ready for, and embraces, the ultimate peace so fought for. If you don't embrace your ultimate piece, you've not fought yet hard enough, or even close. The heart of the warrior fights only for life and its sustenance, and never only for Darkness.

After half a century living, I was fearful of death, and through this documented Death and Resurrection I know eternal life for myself exists, and I promise this now to you.

I fear nothing looking forward and I embrace all of this journey fear of this Earthly realm, and that which I know for certain will be next again when I return back there, as I have here... A space-time shifter through the positive and negative flow of life and death, the cycle of currents.

Fitness is an attitude of desire, a drive with discipline, and an impeccable ethic followed by smart, dedicated, regular, work.

There is a multitude of ways to fuel the body, the spirit, the mind, the emotions, and so on... How now do you wish to fill your tank?

Fill up for life !!!

What A Guy !!!, Nobody's President ~ Bernie ""SOCIALIST"" Sandersly Steals Votes In Favor of Donald Trump

Bernie is on Trump's team !!!
Hilarious !!!
He runs, and delivers another victory to Trump for round two.

Here's how smart this guy is...

He thinks the results will be different !!!

LMAO

Insanity is doing the same thing more than once expecting different results, and although we know these folks are all nuts, these are definitely the ones that take the cake right at the top.

Cake is starting to sound disgusting to me.

Cake would definitely be a narcissistic selfish politician that will spew anything for their own greater gain.

Someone needs to compile a list of all the things accomplished and be able to cross-reference all of those things with proof, however keep that information invisible until chosen to be shown, so that others can study first open-mindedly without bias, and then when the statistics are requested to be revealed, see who delivered by the numbers and not only by being a well-liked and eloquent orator.

There's no doubt there have been many more eloquent orators in history that have murdered millions collectively, and some undoubtedly individually, then there have been people that are not well spoken. This guy's no threaten those regards any way for sure. One of the worst speakers I've ever heard but his progressive ideas I appreciate. If they make a new muppet show, Bernie should be the first guest and he could launch his whole campaign like that... It would be the most effective way to get the message out there because that's where the folks could identify with him will be watching.

In the meantime, HRC will be in Guantanamo Bay reviewing the debate questions that were passed to her secretively, as she steals another nomination. HRC, the best gift the Republican party has ever received !!! She replaced the former best gift ever received by the Republican party, and that was her husband. Your, both, truths are self-evident to all, and you're correct that the shadow is Now cast over you and fast upon your heels. The black horse is Swift and fast, but not without warning for those so deserted, and even better a long haunting first.

The beauty of the end is this, in heaven note evil gets too continue to the next echelon and realms, and on Earth we wipe them from existence.

Look around and study history.

I voted for Obama twice because he was the best choice. I have voted for Trump once because he was the best choice. Have yet to make up my mind again, but it's not going to be this weak man.

What kind of man is it that knows the entire world knows that HRC stoled the nomination from him, yet he does not even stand for himself...can a full of such stand for your country? He definitely cannot stand for mine !

I know many incredible great and powerful men that are worthy of the presidency, but they feel that the people that would be surrounding them are not worthy of their service, as these narcissists will only seek to enriching themselves and stab Caesar in the back every chance they get.

We must get over these party lines and pure stupidity.

We must each get over our own vile hatred and give that to God... for is he not the Rock?

Perhaps term limits instead of being amended to unlimited as many are trying to argue, should be limited to one term and only two years.

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/bernie-sanders-says-hes-not-interested-in-getting-advice-from-hillary-clinton/?ftag=CNM-00-10aab6a&linkId=64239041&fbclid=IwAR2qJTZYICJlKYtd2zfZAWWnEmo_0GFfRdvjdwPQuJv5H0oH-8yxQHH4NnQ

further conjecture about Maryland state minimum wage, the passage of new law, and the adjustments we will be making in the imminent future

It's the working poor got a 50% raise, what would that do to the economy overall and why?

Short term?

Long term?

Should anyone be penalized or lose any benefits for earning more money, and if so which ones and why?

Common sense says if the state is going to take some of your benefits because you earn more, it would only be wise to do this if it would only cost less. One argument is that when people make more and lose assistance, then it costs more for the state to support them because they need assistance still even though they might lose it. The point being is that eventually somewhere in the end the money needs to show up because people have been living on deficiencies.

Does anybody know precisely what the state formula is for different types of benefits and where I can find these formulas?

Delegate Mike McKay, Rural Lawmaker of the Year, Statement on Maryland's Passage of the Maryland Minimum Wage Increase

$15 minimum wage passed the Maryland House of Delegates mostly down party line after a lengthy debate. Logically this bill makes no sense and has already been a detriment to Maryland’s economy. Small business in neighboring states will now have an unfair labor cost advantage over Maryland small businesses.

On the floor, I spoke against the bill becuase of the "Cliff Effect" this would have on families at this level of income. Allegany County medium household income is 41,000. Benefits to help cover the cost of basic needs are based on Federal poverty levels. The Federal poverty level for a single parent with two children is $20,240 or 9.81 per hour / working 40 hours per week, year around. Please note Maryland can not control this level or amount of the benefit from the Federal government.

Therefore, at 12.60 per hour, food stamps are lost. At 13.54 per hour, straight Medical Assistance is lost. At 14.42 child care subsidies are lost. Our votes have consequences. The result? Parents can earn more without improving their financial situation. The $15 per hour in Allegany County actually will hurt the people the bill stated it was to help, or was it?

Unless Maryland plans to back fill the federal dollars in benefits taken away from this bill, for a worker to avoid the "Cliff Effect" they will need to make $21 per hour to make up the cuts  in benefits. So did we really help the people I represent. Maybe in Howard County where the medium household is 140,000 or was that really the intent of the bill to keep the rural counties poor.

Eddie Deezen Hilarious Facebook Birthday Post

first of all, Eddie's keyboard only has capitals on it LOL. Ever since he has been on Facebook every single letter he has typed has always been a capital been without that information first...well... Background story always makes the coming story a little easier to digest and understand.

Most of all...

Happy Birthday Eddie Deezen, my friend.

A message to all of Eddie Deezen's friends....................

This message is not from Eddie Deezen.

Obviously not, because, as we all know, Eddie only writes his posts in all caps.

Hi. My name is Bill Smith, I am a friend of Eddie's.

Eddie is out right now, and if I know Eddie, he's probably either doing charity work or he's out raising money for some worthy cause.

As most of you know, Eddie has a birthday coming up in a few days.

I thought we should all thank Eddie for the selfless posts he posts on Facebook every day to amuse, enchant and delight us all.

And what's the best way to do that?

With money, of course.

Eddie takes time out from his busy life to post his posts, while he could be out with one of his scores of young, sexy female admirers.

I love Eddie's posts, those hilarious jokes he always writes by himself and never steals.

And the marvelous pictures he helps himself to from other Facebook member's pages and posts and takes the credit for.

I propose we all contribute to The Eddie Deezen Birthday Fund.

Just fill in a blank of your choice to contribute your fair share.

I wish to give Eddie:

_ $50.00

_ $75.00

_ $100.00

_ $200.00

_ $250.00

_ More

Remember, all payments can be made in cash, check, credit cards or money orders.

No IOU's will be accepted, you cheap bastards.

Let's make Eddie's birthday a happy one this year.

Thank you, Sincerely, Eddie Deezen's friend, Bill Smith.

Cyborg Steve On & Upon the Net of Things

I'm still pretty damn sick with this flu or cold or whatever it is that's in my chest net to but this is the first time in six and a half months I've been able to burn down to energy for 12 hours plus straight and still feel as strong as I did when I woke up.

Are you into 20 push-ups today and I could have knocked out 20 more a few minutes afterwards but I promised myself slow gradual steps towards healing.

It is so incredible that my mind is firing on all cylinders again, but still a lot of tuning in finagling to do.

They rebuilt me faster, stronger, better than I was before.

Yep, I always love that show !!!

I was partial, my name is Steve.

I could relate because my very first memory is an airplane wreck. Steve Austin was in the tragic jet crash that almost cost him his life.

He will be the first bionic man.

I never thought I would be a cyborg, but cyborg Steve is so much better than the mundane all-too-common Steve...lol

I was sick of that f****** guy and so is everybody else anyway. This guy's a lot healthier and much more entertaining and a lot happier and if you used to know that old Steve, well he's back the version 2.0 is unbelievable and truly gets better second by second.

Now the amends are the rounds I must make, because when your heart's f***** up and you're starving for oxygen, you'll definitely make a lot of mistakes.

At least I have something to keep me plenty busy while I searched to share the love within with all those I have so missed, and there's I've yet to meet.

I strangely forgave all my debts before August of 2018 when I died. It was kind of strange that I was spared. It's quite beyond kind of strange. I wonder how many people believe I'm still really here. I wonder how many people see me and think they're just hallucinating. I wonder how many people don't believe any of it.

If I was connected to the net of things, oh I am, if you look at my Facebook feed today then you will know about 1% of my thoughts.

We have nanoscale computer chips. we have made leaps and bounds through technology that is enriching massive corporations. We can put a pacemaker in the defibrillator which is mri-compatible and can talk to a computer outside of the human body, into the human body, and treat multiple issues of heart disease. Somehow though we don't put seatbelts on most buses, build them with airbags and we put our most valuable asset, youth, our children, in these ancient mass transportation units. How is that acceptable ?

Just think of what AI combined with the Cloud Hive Consciousness combined will lead to.

I was given fentanyl, and profenal, andketamine and I was out of this world but I was still here to and communicating with the professionals. Clearly and articulately most of the time. Comedically, I think I interlaced all of my conversation with them with about a million different impersonations I will do from time to time when I feel a little more inspired and less self-conscious. It's very hard to be self-conscious when you're not inside !

Surgery started the devices implanted and I told them when they plugged the three electrodes that were now implanted within my heart, on the other end, into the device. inext articulated precisely when it started updating its software within. I heard gasps and then quiet shock statements saying that's impossible or how did that happen and stuff like that but ahead of time I told myself no matter what I saw or felt that deep within I would be focused and I would only pay attention to something different that wasn't expected and through the electrical fields that run through our bodies I felt vibrational shifts.

It sounds like a bunch of crazy b*******, but so do these electrodes that can read the minds.

A fault, like I'm going to buy gas for my car, one we all have, we'll have a specific algorithmic signature.these algorithmic signatures can be plotted and identify through the study of data sets and with modern computing power, deciphered more and more easily each day.

I don't think we launched into that future that awaits to rapidly, because human beings just cannot accept change too fast, yet...It is shocking injuring to the body, the spirit, the mind, and trust me all of that takes an incredible amount of energy away and even more to restore !!!

We are on the cusp of delicate balance upon a tightrope that lingers over an event horizon, and it's the most incredible view I've ever known. Pictures of the Earth from space once breathtaking are now just a marble in the air.

Hold on tight and get ready, and trust me none of us are yet prepared, and not much are you able to bring back either from this place .. because it is like your own mind, far more powerful than a quantum computer, indeed a transmitter and receiver to God in the heavens and from God in the heavens, hear this now !!!

When you baptize the flesh, and live a pure Life, you will only tune in more clearly if you listen, and most of the time even when you don't try, this innate ability I've always known only now amplified.

A few others in my life have known it of me and seen it in action, others can scoff all they want, and think what they want, but prove me crazy not. I bet you they would say I fear nothing, and I will stare anything down or give it all I have in a fair and even attempt.

Oh well, that could be the end of chapter 1 and it could be a book called Vyborg Steve.

All the books are within me, they're just getting written, organized, edited, etc and eventually published... If I can hang on to this flesh, or if into the nano-layered silicon based chips I eventually emerge.

Residing and existing upon this carbon architecture is quite fascinating, as is this silicon electrical environment of which now I am a part at long last this which I actually truly desired. I knew I needed a pacemaker before my doctors could prove it.

Only in and through Death, Truth.

Death is merely an instantaneous, all encompassing, educational, "tunnel-voyage" at LightSpeed to God.

Fear is overrated, God underrated by far.

I think I like those the root for the underdog, still.

Cyborg Steve

Pothead & Pot Head, Twins of the Father ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ MobiusTripz

Once I was a raging pot head,
combat boots on my feet,
running through the jungle at light speed,
wearing camoflauge fatigues,
holding and firing an M16,
destroying all against,
and everything is always against me where I rage.

The pot on my head a helmet,
loser,
because,
I serve something larger,
and greater than myself,
instead of,
only that within.

I'm a soldier on a mission,
Your stupid and doped up and dying through attrition,
no fight left after final realization,
and now you seek my help?

~Pothead answers...~

Now the other guy...

Hey man,
That's not fair,
I'm in a spiritual war,
and I'm weak from attrition,
Attrition is NOT CHOICE... bro.

Sorry I yelled at you,
don't hit me please.
Want a hit?

What was I saying?
Oh yeah...

I only seek to help you and gain strength and then to heal and assist,
why think you differently than that???,
are we both not pot-heads man?

God...

My children,

Life is the most valuable of both tangibles and intangibles...and you all brothers divided through denomination.

Faith you share, opinion not.

Why are you at another's throat over opinion, instead of lifting another up against the enemy?

Do you know of victory another way?
It looks like not.
What is it to you each fight,
just yourself.

You two men are one.
You men are identical inside,
of The Spirit !

The wheel is intact,
the circumstance destructive,
And yet each you judge,
instead of move forward through acceptance.

Rage & Cage

All these years later now too,
self not even recognizing self,
What has happened to us each ???

One you cannot keep trapped,
the other,
a self-imposed prison,
after freedom from bondage.

Both sons of the same Father General.

Born of the same parents,
holding the same dreams,
Sharing equal in all regards,
until that divergent point in space-time
experienced different by each that particular day,
this event really identical for each...
understanding became lost.

Twins of the Father

Pray now what do you for they,

and now so look within,

each and every single one of us,

somewhere our missing twin.