What's On My Mind? - A Short Story of Dynamic Truth

So facebook asks...

What's on my mind?  

I've been doing a lot of deep thinking lately and so really there's a lot on my mind. The funny thing is the place where the people are acting out the most as if earth shattering things are happening are really volunteering at the same place I am where our work is absolutely the least most significant in this world and therefore there are much greater things up on my mind then these things which I find rather entertaining but what else would one expect from a theatre. So there's lots of fuel for future art and that was all I really ever wanted was to share making art with other artists and so we do some in the shadows and some and of the light but all friends to me. Plan to all friends to me forever as all of my artist friends always have been and always will be. Perhaps someone funny recollection I can share is when one artist friend thought it was hysterical and stated that she could not believe how much we all could accomplish, this group of artists, this group of pure narcissist. Let me just tell you I've never heard a room of such evil laughter, and the funniest thing is it's hard to tell who was laughing from their heart and soul and he was just really acting. What is an actor? What is art? I like to write from there for many of these words may be totally made up and fantasy and the beautiful thing is is that they are the catalyst to your imagination so what fantasy did you see from how you know me vs what is really going on in my life today. It's really fun just to imagine. Write something interesting that draws the reader in and take them on an adventure away for just a moment so that you can let them know that you care enough to give them a moments away from stress so that the mind of May 8th and we all make it a little laughter in the end and enjoy the show. What a really beautiful and great show that I could think of no better way than to spend it with you each. Love

The laugh is voice recognition above unedited.

The Lease - A Short Story from the "What This Hill Breeds", CreepaBilly Production Studio Series - Based On Someones Reality

The CreepaBilly Production Studios short story series growing in size every day... Don't forget money for the flowers on the graves.

The theatre was atop Irons Mountain. It was a cold dark wicked place almost always in black and white. I always left me with an eerie feeling. But I always had to go back to that theatre because there was real magic inside and everyone could feel it.

The place use to be a church and we converted it into this beautiful theatre... But... It had this peculiar lingering ... Feeling... Like it was a person or had a soul. The theatre got inside of you. It changed you and it changed people.

The theatre members and volunteers and that oh, so distinguished and snoopy snobby board of directors. Should that be capitalized? This is all about capitalizing baby !!!

Well, this story is about that meds strike through edit that mess not meds...lol... of well to do dreamers artistic good wanna be's.

Hey you,... Let me fukkin' introduce myself... It's "rokkinroll" where I come from to my peeps bitches but itz MOBIUSTRIPZ all CAPS if yo real and n my face but I don't know ya yet! On social media I don't know ya and i m not too tech savvy either... You understand that shit... Right???? Right???

And so a lease in balance weighs,
while former board members play, acts from an improvised play, they started just yesterday.

I quit, fuck you, I quit, documented now on social media, itz live fucking legit. I hope that got your attention, that's why I quit, two artist friends struggle, artistic life begins while another quits. He only quit not to be outdid, my mentor little smarty pants he hit his head. What bickering and bantering back and forth elephant talk and MobiusTripz and space dog and Rocky and James and Bri and salad all distracted not how is my friend he fell and got hurt the other night and no one will answer and think we are in some sort of fight or power struggle. All somewhat flattering and tragic too and this the man I adore who offered me such deeper artistic life... Oh fucking what and fucking why? This art we weave a mess a web then depart we must we leave. Oh yeah but how is he? How is he? Does anyone stop to even think at 69 and what a fall oh how is he?

...and so a lease in balance weighs to be negotiated while the actors play like children. I quit, me too, nanny, nanny, boo boo. More money requested and music not legit, makes more money then anything else in town when well promoted, get use to it. It's not a slap in the face to our beloved theatre or acting as it's own art, it's about changes in culture and cycles once ended that again start. Music is wanted live all over and so are actors again too and so is entertainment and we are on this great cusp where the artist will finally also make a fair and decent living because if demand once again for this craft. Let's together mend this broken marketplace and stop the infighting at once that only exists by social media proliferation and not one bit in reality. Reality... Lets get back to that where sometimes you have to be dramatic to draw attention to quick change and letting a process so evolve... often sacrificing the self. The money shall come, it shall come. Now behave like adults, yes adults... At least for just an hour at the meetings. Bored meetings. I am no longer a Board Member but rather just a bored member at bored meetings... my passion stolen away theatrically, we now all bow. Vote yes for raising those higher so requested entitled fees and with all due respect please do renew the lease.

So how is he? So how is he?
Please oh please, renew the lease,
Wicked games, we weave deceive,
I'm peeved really fucking peeved,
In theatre where is that line between
Fantasy and reality, and how is he? How is he? The fall was real and this can wait?
I would sue the theatre? No concern just hate?

What's the truth and the real concern and who are the actors and what's the mission and where is the theatre and when is intermission? Did you pay attention behind the shadows and your friends his better friends indeed all the lies the weaved, and weaved, and weaved, and weaved.... Echoing fading out....

It's time to get your lawyer on but I already trumped your ass because i got your lawyer before you got him yourself you hanging from a string little bitch !!!

I am an actor and I can weave like a super star to any where I ever need or would want to be, I know you see, the same wicked quick sharp ass photographic shit like me, I controlled you to get to this place now real in destiny. While you plainly look up ahead to see, what fantasy do you think I will have waiting for you, what would you like to upon your departure so leave?

I answered that once so very long ago and when I think someone of my time wants to play Charade's, I will not hesitate to envision many dances across their soon to be resting place, their grave.

Waste not a moment to soon shall be taken.

I Almost Posted This - A Cryptic Short Story of the Day

I thought after Mother passed away and I toughened up that I would be done with crying. 

What so little a young boy knows, who lost his Mother, and now the real pain of manhood gets to reign in. A good gut kicking once a day to get my attention as well as try to keep me down.  

With one friend, we will wield our words as weapons, these surgical strikes, as friends betrayed, yet face to face and alongside one another such perfect frienemies.  Social media and the power of misunderstanding. It makes you wonder who would throw such intentional lobs.

Perhaps both hurting and beat down and with loss in death of each a friend. 

The drama is in the theatre, the drama is in the theatre, and who should pull such strings across these wicked webs we weave? 

I am stepping off of this place for 48,

so I can have my time alone to heal and concentrate,

on the things in life like God and family,

and the so many things so dear to me. 

Be well and love.

...and Mark said

Steve , why not put your hate energy toward the big bad me and invest in time toward making a great sat, mar 26 date with Ian!?"there's still time, Brother'" and the evil faLLEN snow
Lord is up and away. I ASSURE YOU

Really Twisted Angry Projection and the Whore

Out with SpaceDog,
And enjoying my salad cruisin',
Thinking bout' all these projections I live,
Because better choices are for my choosin'.

I am the ether that is in between,
The Everything overlooked am I,
I am the never seen,
I am the perfect pure white clean.

I am the rock you shit on,
Repeatedly,
Repeatedly,
Repeatedly.

I am the chair you sit on,
Foundation sturdy betrayed,
I am your Daddy little girl a spanking,
Enjoyed when I see you rare birthday suit bitch predictable on your birthday to freedom July summer rebellion I command, you cannot resist the actions o so command at my will upon you, just watch over and over again as you,
crave cock and show at my door,
You leave after eight weeks always each year always still just my whore.

Now engaged ! Aghast ! I cannot help but laugh at your lying ways. Glad your gone and he the less wise you a problem now his I'm safe once again from your consistent lunacy, a view of the world purely incorrect and you fighting against the waves and tide of life, the ebb and flow with the net effect that you have never ever once fit in or at least realized you did so and never appreciated it for a second these gifts.

I cut you out and off before,
As you go out and justify being a whore,
To the truth and the light and the, promises that you always liked to share with me.

I am through, and as I have been here before at age 48, I know just what I have to do, erase away from my memory the years together we knew, and cast you out like I cast art upon the Red YouTube.

For you I need an app to keep you a distance safe, to keep you where I know again you can never again like repeatedly in the past you repeatedly so many times countless evil cunt betrayed.

You lied to my soul through my eyes with such sincerity and sublimely sweet words so chosen ahead and rehearsed, all an act your love, ours, these lies you so weaved. You a constant destroyer of things so bent, I cast you now away like refuse, disappear from my life in an instant, to me forever just a bug on a windshield so spent.

Disappointment you are woman manifest.

What This Hill Breeds - Part 1 of a fictional short story serirs

It was a wintry night on the road all crunchy with ice and the air was like a dense fog soaked in illuminating light that made Everything Everywhere glow thus. Love in light above as I went up into the mountain... you know the mountain? Irons mountain. I d

I hear it wasn't just a short time ago that there was an insane asylum down there at the end of Wildcat hollow and now all you see is just a stone foundation but that doesn't stop all the different reports of the Satanic activity that's been reported there for years right alongside all the disappearances.

Then there's the church. Everybody knows about the church just asked about it.

Then there was the iron's mountain music festival used to be held at the top of the mountain in what was one time an orchard which is still pretty obvious today. Do it every year one of those psychedelic concert goers would just go with missing sometimes several. It became a predictable event and no matter how prepared the county in the city and the state police all were but it happen nobody could explain it.

Yeah, believe it or not they were even alien sightings up here on this hill in the pictures I'm going to put together and make a story book for year are going to blow your mind so sit back and just get ready to read these little short stories that you're going to find here from time to time. And remember I ain't the sharpest guy and I do my best to write and use my time constructively and now that I got me here one of them smart phones and I'm using a little bit of voice with a cigarette in my hand well you know to type because I never learned how to type kind of, I think I use a, there I'm not even sure but I'm at right, well sometimes things just don't come out just right, but in this modern day and age maybe it'll make you pay attention to what I'm trying to share with you here when everything else is so high speed out there. Maybe we need to slow down make life like it's almost got errors in it and we should pay attention and read a little bit better past them will fuck man baby life is dyslexic I don't know but anyway boxer is interesting. The

So I got me this here Android smartphone type of device made by LG and it's going to be my investigator tools I understand that there's a lot of apps I hear they're called and you can download them and put them on phone it was a winter not on the road or crunchy with us in there was like a dense fog soaked in illuminating light the made everything everywhere glow this year igloo as I went up into the mountain you know the mountain? Irons Mountain.

I hear it wasn't just too short time ago that there was an insane asylum down there at the end of Wildcat hollow and now all you see is justice tune foundation but that doesn't stop all the different reports of the satanic activity that's been reported there for years right alongside all the disappearance is.

Then there's the church. Everybody knows about the church just asked about it.

Then there's the Iron Mountain music festival used to be held in the top of the mountain in what was one time and orchard which is still pretty obvious today. The every year one of those psychedelic concert growers will just go with missin sometimes several. It became a predictable event and no matter how prepared the county in the city and the State Police all were but it happen nobody could explain it.

Yup, believe it or not they were even a lien sightings up here and those Hill in the pictures I'm gonna put together and make a story book for you here are going to blow your mind so sit back I'm just get ready to read these little short stories and you're going to find hear from time to time. And remembering the sharpest guy and I do my best to writing use my time for strike Tivoli and now that I got me here one of them smart phones and I'm using a little bit invoice with a cigarette in mind well you know to type because I never learn how to type kind of, I think I use a, there I'm not even sure but i'mma try, well sometimes things just don't come out just a ride, but in this modern day in age maybe to make you pay attention to what I'm trying to share with you here when everything else or sooner high speed out there. Maybe we need to slow down make life like it's almost got to errors in it and we should pay attention and read a little bit better pass them the fuck man maybe laughing dyslexic I don't know but anyway life sure is interesting.

So imma tell you what I use things like Twitter, Blogger, and stuff like that and I do lots of riding and I do lots of picture taken 2. I'm trying to record how it is when I want people to see what it's like and then maybe if using my shoes maybe you understand where I'm coming from and then you'll see Thanks for just have they really are not like what most people seem to think like that really like what it is.

I understand sometimes things just going to be a little bit difficult to read because I speak like English with a different dialect is what I come to understand its cold and it just don't catch on to use quick as if your own kinfolk or specially your best this is a friends was talking to you so just think about that too.

Sometimes in life to destress and attach a little bit give our brains and time to compartmentalize all of our thoughts and tall little place is got to go up there and them your arms its good to just kick back a little bit and use your imagination when marijuana is really good for helping you get to that place. You really good for letting you sleep when you're awful so sick you can't sleep and it's also really good for getting over pain and when you're in pain you know got my job but I most of time or you got too much on the time I ain't got none I just went away to nothing well it stimulates the appetite but back to the imagination , for the imagination just x bottom million so pretty much can see everything I think of. I see it doesn't seem to understand what I'm trying to tell it. So it's fixed and some of that typing there and it looks a little bit better now that's more like it Google Talk. So now I'm sitting on up in here in this king size bed while it's all like a big iced cake outside dangerous to one of my good friends Mark Baker fall down hurt himself I told everybody to be careful on the idiot to left the god damn snow shovel behind. Sometimes just can't win for losing this place I'm just done near killed me breaking my back. Just last weekend to go my dad fell right on his face you can read about that or somewhere else.

Here's maybe the most important part of this whole story right here in this story series you can blend my real life into it and you can my real surroundings into sometimes you can't so it's going to look awful and off of vivid sometimes getting my bleed into some of my music comment my bleed into some of my movies that I'm going to make, it might bleed into some productions that I get the pleasure to work on, and it might just believed in all parts of my life because my life is art. So what this area does lens to the imagination for their because it is absolutely brilliant and every which way you would ever want to examine something if you could look at every single facet of it to quantify it in its entirety and fully understand it from the inside out. I guess you could just say this place is inspiring beyond any inspiring I have ever known before. These mountains called me home the first time I came to this poor little town and I looked at my friend and I said I was going to live here one day and through all these fictions here I'm going to make up and she on top of realities this is one of reality that never would be efficient I would tell. But so is the magic of this place speaking to me as though I have been here before a lifetime ago and as strange as it is to share it because as I am a scientist and I know better than to think that that is possible my experience in life is showing me that it is indeed possible and my reality and this is always the cusp upon which I surf looking in one direction towards the past and looking in another direction towards the future and most often that is vividly how I view everything that is going on around me while in the meantime I somehow try to find a place or a way to do good by others and make a little bit of art while I try to keep my usual silly self healthier than normal fighting for a little bit more time sober life that's already too short from the birth where it starts so we think today as we all wish to know that cycle.

, for the imagination just x better mood and Shop pretty much can see your thing I think of. Not see it doesn't seem understand what I'm trying to tell it. So its fixed in some of that type in there in it looks little bit better now let's more like it Google Talk. So now I'm sitting on the Panera in this King size bed while it's all like a big eyes to cake outside dangers to well I'm a good friend Mark Baker fall down her himself I told everybody be careful on the idiot the left the goddamn snow shovel behind. Sometimes just can't win for losing this place numbers done near killed me breaking my back. Just last weekend to go but dad fell right on his face we can read about that have some more apps.

His maybe the most important part of this whole store right here in the stories series you can plan my real life into it and Lynn my real surroundings into sometimes you can't so its going to look awful real and off of vivid sometimes get my bleeding the some of my music time it my bleeding to some of my movies at I'm going to make, it might bleed into some productions that I get the pleasure to work on, and it might just delete in Park for my life cuz my life is art. So what this area does is Lin's tooth imagination further because it is absolutely brilliant and every which way you and everyone to examine something if you could look at every single fast of it took want to buy it and its entirety in Foley understand it from the inside out. I guess you could just say this place is inspiring beyond any inspiring I have ever known before. These mountains called me home the first time I came to this poor little town and I looked at my friend and I said I was going to live here one day and threw all these fixins here I'm going to make up and Cheryl type of realities this is one of a I love thee that never would be efficient I would tell. But so is the magic of this place speaking to me as though I have been here before a lifetime ago.

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Tom Edwards I submitted a couple of questions on your website at least a week ago and have yet to hear back from you. Do you reply to questions submitted on your website? I'm anxiously awaiting answers. Thank you.

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Sense Hi Tom - Sorry to hear this! We looked in our database and we don't see any open tickets from "Tom" or "Thomas". Do you happen to have your ticket number? We will be sure to get right back to you. Thanks.

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Tom Edwards Sense I do not have it. Here are the questions that I asked.

1. I have been trying to track down usage rates that seem to fluctuate. The current theory, from several electricians, is that I have a damaged underground feed that is "leaking" voltage in...See More

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Sense Tom - This leaking would show up as a constant unexplained load in the Sense output. There is no exact launch date for Android, but you can expect rollout in the next few months. The Sense app does work on iPad; however, is not yet optimized for it - we have better iPad support coming soon.

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Tom Edwards Sense Thank you for the info. I'll be keeping an eye on your website for updates.

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Mike Parker So, Tom, these are underground feeds to outdoor devices? They must be as they are downstream of your meter. If you put GFCI breakers on all circuits that connect to underground feeds you'll know if they are 'leaking' the next time it rains. Modern code requires GFCI breakers for most such applications anyway - gone are the days of daisychaining a GFCI outlet...

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Scott Ringgold Sense - I'm confused then. Does it only run on an iPhone and nothing else, not even an iPad?

Like · Reply · January 27 at 1:42am

Sense Hi Scott - The app works on iPad as well, it's just not optimized for it. An improved version is coming soon.

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Pete Voss like the Kill-A-Watt device, but with Bluetooth?

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Sense Pete - This is actually quite different from a Kill-a-watt (or other current transformer). With Sense you don't need to go around the house plugging different items in to see their energy consumption. Sense shows you each device that's on, when things turn on, and how much energy each device is using in real-time.

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Pete Voss Sense Does this require that the home has a digital meter provided by the power company?

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Al Butler I use TED. Doesn't need an app, runs in a browser.
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Sense Hi Al - Very cool that you are interested in tracking your energy consumption. This is quite different from both TED and Kill-a-watt, however. Sense shows you real-time data by appliance, whereas TED shows you only the aggregate. Sense can tell you whe...See More

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