Are You OK ?

The funniest times in life are when people ask if you are okay with real concern, and right then and right there it's when you know you are on that cutting edge or you are out there absolutely undeniably insane and living now a set of defined rules designed by others inside of a bubble in spacetime floating along while reality says all of it, most of which we know nothing about, scientifically speaking in quantitative physics could possibly be purely an illusion, not real at all !!! and still I act as a child scared. It's now time to stand and live out loud !!! Hey, are you OK?

Sweet Jazz - A Poetic One Sided Conversation with Jazz

You like soft jazz baby?

Dipping strawberries in chocolate,

for your bursting red lusting lips, 

over here as we shed our clothes,

Let's in comfort as one now lay.

Champagne bubbling provocatively in a glass,

Let's read Shakespeare taking turns as always,

and spoon a little, and a lot so play.

Dancing on light waves I dream,

Naked bodies content perfectly in balance ,

I feel time stop forever when I am with you and here is where I'd like to stay.

Oh, you sensual vision of my dreams,

Smooth, sexy, silky, mistress of delight,

Always talking for my heart and soul, sweet jazz.

The Epiphany Is Me

My epiphany was dually pronged today and is that I am the Epiphany and everything that I am NOT is also.

What is an epiphany?

An epiphany (from the ancient Greekἐπιφάνεια, epiphaneia, "manifestation, striking appearance") is an experience of sudden and striking realization. Generally the term is used to describe scientific breakthrough, religious or philosophical discoveries, but it can apply in any situation in which an enlightening realization allows a problem or situation to be understood from a new and deeper perspective. Epiphanies are studied by psychologists^[1][2] and other scholars, particularly those attempting to study the process of innovation.^[3][4][5]

Epiphanies are relatively rare occurrences and generally follow a process of significant thought about a problem. Often they are triggered by a new and key piece of information, but importantly, a depth of prior knowledge is required to allow the leap of understanding.^[3][4][6][7] Famous epiphanies include Archimedes's discovery of a method to determine the density of an object ("Eureka!") and Isaac Newton's realization that a falling apple and the orbiting moon are both pulled by the same force.^[6][7][8]

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epiphany_(feeling)

Be Epiphany!

Explore and learn forever and seek ye a knowledge unquenchable, a foundation upon which to place wisdom for future spacetime may you stay always prepared forevermore.

Be a catalyst for change !

And on moving forward...

I chip away at my art steadily a sculptor, but more mentally then I ever do physically, and the physical work is enough truly to take you down for a few days even when in decent shape. But the mental, the obsession of the coming art I will make, yes always that coming art to make. I only look forward until when making I cast out art often through an introspective pasts examination like a rerun of decades ago, a decade a season typically, and I hope many more from which to draw on and share. So my question I have to answer for myself moving forward is where do I go that best supports my artistic endeavors and keeps me surrounded by other artists and how do I let crazy French passion not try to take me out ! ? ! ? !

Running Marathons

If, as other animals, we had to be in incredible shape to survive... do you think you should be in such great shape as much as in... always ready, at a moment's notice, to run a marathon?

My instinct says that is true and it amazes me what an organized mass of human beings can accomplish, much yet seemingly quite easily survive.

I once was fast like lightning and enjoyed sprinting in my youth. The distance runner I never was. I am under doctor orders to not run ;( ...not even on a treadmill. My spine and I shan't say more.

I am 48 and have a few of fiends that run marathons. My hat's off to you. I quit smoking after 20 years and anyone that says it does no damage is a complete idiotic moron! I may break those doctor's orders, as I am still rebellious and just want to have great aerobic exercise.

Introduce the bicycle, and my life starts to cycle back again, if I am lucky 96.

I'd quite like that, and a run or two, and to go to space... A few times if I don't just outright move.

And as I listen to Bowie and think as just as nutty as ever I wonder... if I could become my spirit manifest within the net like Tron, would I ???... and shed this failing vessel I drag along in a complete act?

Am I not already a projection of sorts? Just energy and light? Matter? Spacetime. Am I just data illuminated across many planes?

Does an animal, other then a human being, think anything like this at all? Look what we have done just organized even while still often slovenly. What we can achieve as a potential is amazing and perhaps incalculable however possible if we all are for just a moment in spiritual unison realizing we are all each another at different places in spacetime. Our spirit truly one.

What would you do if you found yourself in a movie theatre, realizing you had just watched your entire life you thought real?

What animals without human help live a fantastic and un-threatened existence while fat and out of shape like us? None I can think of. Not even close, but happy as can be as animals typically are.

Life, just marathons of light across spacetime, and we, just strange alien observers spinning along. Why are we even here?

1.618

The sacred geometry to a spiral galaxy but what of another type? Think of that over an Oreo Double Stuffed! Sugar, it does a brain good !!!

Evaporative Thoughts of Reality from Illusion

Friends, like life, totally illusory.

The past and future also not at all real just like this and every or any other instant.

Projected illusion.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holographic_principle

So now think about those supposed gravitational waves proposed by Einstein and finally proven when first detected 101 years later in 2016.

So is that black hole fake? That galaxy over there?? By language and scientific definition yes, but by the fact that we quantify them, what?

Since childhood and from seemingly nowhere of experience a thought came from with created seemingly elsewhere about us being delicate and just a piece of dust in balance elsewhere, best we be careful and steadfast. When nearly dying from asthma you have deep everlasting thought that transcends time. I am certain I am not anywhere near alone. 

Then these feelings. How real is feeling? Experience? Light and shadows and across something of varying thickness so projected.

Can we quantify attributes of projections and have projections across spacetime that appear to the observer somewhere within to possibly be happening slowly in some dimensions?

Is it indeed shadow and light this beautiful gift we reside in?

But I am who I am, so it must be real! And who is this voice that thinks and resides with me?

He is also he who I project just as in the universe I reside and where my DNA is the very light and the shadow of what is perceived as life today itself.

Then this RNA, like a microfiche decoder puts it all once again into play, a show projected for all to see, and one day the lights all must go out, every show indeed has an end.

Got to just adore Leonard Susskind's story. What a hell of a projection. Not just a stupid plumber !!! Stereotypes!!!

And upon this stage of now, this moment, with a black backdrop behind as a horizon of dusk, I bow in my dying days coming ever now quicker and I depart to cross the stratosphere and then into deep outer space and even further as I escape across the ether in an instant on a light beam to a long awaited reunion with so many... so it seems.

So it all seems.

The Machine Body - An Oration

Butter, cream, and vanilla bean,
All flavors divine, flavors that renew,
Coconut, banana, and papaya y mango,
Tropical essences taste buds dancing with health so true.

Greek yogurt oh how you I adore,
Just some raisins cinnamon and sugar,
Or kiwi and raspberry and fresh blueberry too, probiotics a friend to the immune system enzymes at work.

Kale and strawberries cut with water and some stevia, freshly reblended again now with ginger. Add two oranges and taste the splendor, healing nutrients now are rendered.

Alongside mechanisms, these probiotics I mention again, like little nanotechnology sub programs, they enable other chemical reactions to take place as facilitators and instructors alike.

Without these existing as in far too many people today, an immune system does not exist or is repressed because it dies bot have in the body the raw materials otherwise to mend the body, ourselves, the collective organism of countless organisms ourselves all under our own management, to a degree.

Then cook some broccoli with beef and carrot and ginger and fresh turmeric. Use a light hoisin sauce at the end to marry all the inhabitants in the dish. Go heavy on the veggies and light in the beef and reconsider what is proper balance.

Utilize energy to heal or to get ill. Utilize energy to heal the body or to further break down and waste extra fuel and store as fat which takes a lot if work or to process and excrete which also takes a lot of work.

Be the animal inside ready to be light and run and eat well with respect and when so able and always thankful to above for the bounty, remember it is about anything but the self. Healing comes from others.

The plant I consume says where I am ill so I listen in peace and concentrate on imperfect harmonies that need attention, this body older now a skeletal cacophony. This meat I consume I ask for it to empower and heal and thank you for the life so taken now offered that I may eat.

The fat is essential but intricate and difficult to both carry and breakdown. The fat is to consume lightly and carry less of unless nature otherwise dictates.

The body as a Machine has a very specific life span, just study telomeres and calculate out a life of any human under perfect conditions and you know the high end of that range.

As a Machine we wear and without renewal become old and without updates maybe even obsolete to run the same old software. Part of our programing is to multiply and evolve leaving not too many old behind. Enough old though to carry a culture and a generation forward to not repeat mistakes.

Our body is not made to process so much food, for we should be sleek and athletic like a deer. In their world fat is an instant death sentence. Why are we not more in touch with how out of balance we have become and why do we consider ourselves so above Sodom and Gomorrah?

Our bodies are resilient but cannot be forgiving forever. If you get into or close to your fifth decade and have had some mishaps well it gets pretty damn tough. Stick around long enough and you have stories that are hard to believe. Try watching o practice moderation and safety in everything you do. Every single action.