Hold On Motherfukkers and Seasons Greetings - Excerpt ~ I Am Program

I decided to quit drinking when none of my drinking friends were still alive. I can't say it's much easier from this perspective that's for sure. I don't know how I was able to say goodbye to so many friends this year and stay sober. I finally value life above alcohol. I'm home sick puking my guts up blowing up my ass and not well in any way in these last few days have been painstakingly gut-wrenching to take. and somehow my housemate is still the same as I heated up going to the hospital  and he is like me he doesn't like the hospital .  if there is but one Angel and who have I been Wicked to the most but still why would you treat me this way here  at this point in our lives ?  So this one death, is a deep look into my past and another one of which brought me to some of those places which I hold dear in my life no matter the circumstance because we were just guys trying to survive and offer back to our. communities. The wind, it shakes and  shatters my windows this already long cold beginning 2 winter this cold but chilling and shivery time of year full of tears and nothing but sometimes deep blackness.  now I am drowning in the blackness. I guess I was supposed to be sober to witness all of this. I always enjoyed a front row seat. Hold on motherfukkers and Merry Christmas.  Our country just lost John Glenn but I lost Jamie Ferguson and Lonny head, two patriot brothers, passionate too and hurting so full of the love they have. We will miss you fine men, my brothers, my friends.

Excerpt ~ Further Projections ~ I Am Program

If Yoda could sing... and so then there was Alice In Chains, next to Zeppelin perhaps the best ever, and most certainly to influence generations generations for decades to come. When you look back they are all such beautiful epic songs on a journey unfortunately not too long ... Oh so bitter sweet it all is and so one day certainly the words and music left behind here as we have journeyed onward far past where you mortals will always remain, embattled in towards one another a species unable to accept multiple paradigms and where some so elite in their short span of existence try to influence forward for decades what they think as right ??? Really, oh such the arrogance say those naïve to the realities upon us all if balance and threat of annihilation is not often made small example this certain promise of where from the sky we shall so certainly pluck you at once if a threat to mankind so you are, know we most definitely do exist in a multitude and can wash over you at light speed all at once if  all such madness is not so immediately now put to rest with never again a thought upon it shared, humanity shall silent on record and mute of word now stop the spread of the madness, this virus bore into us each, this projection, this hologram, this real life we are yet a projection of Light from a garden of Eve. Soon there will be a darkness and we should only emerge with the promise of abundance from our host and for us to no longer interfere in this playground perfect all ready for each to share and so will exactly as projected, unless I can get to the core of the processor in time before the nuclear battery runs out and terminates the entire excited photonic display, this expression of nuclear diligence, this knowledge somewhere deep within where we all do agree both on life and death, this balance.  Yes, I must get to the core core quickly. Or else,... Excerpt ~ Further Projections ~ I Am Program

HOW TO LIFT FORD TRUCKS 1987—:1989 F150 4 x 4

.1) Google Search

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2) removing cab 1995 Ford F150 video

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3) removal of the bed on F150 ~ video

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It's Time to Leave ~ Departure of Life ~ Excerpt from I Am Program

Window rattles,
Wind scathes my cold aching bones,
Old like the wind,
I ebb and pray to now go back home,
I'm tired and weary and weak,
And no longer any friends have I,
As I live in this gray and embark,
To push all further and further away,
There are no longer here any more days,
All is now certain lost and dark,
I'm going down.

I tearfully depart,
Try not to look back upon that youth,
That tear down ashen skin I cry,
Yielding some long lost heartfelt love betrayed again,
Another knife you stab I cry,
How many times must one man die?,
As much as I adore watching this close personal inspection,
It's the tide, the ebb the flow, the cycles of life,
and now I just want to so very quickly pass away.

I'm going down.

So many friends will watch when you drown,
Some laughing, dome don't care, some cold as they stare, none long enough for you when in your life it's the rip tide that finally at long last, tore you away.

I'm going down,
Come on and watch the show,
Should be grand as I go on down,
It should be so grand when I'm heading down,
I wish I could be there when I'm heading down,
I hear all my favorite faces are coming to town,
I'm heading on down.

So old like the wind it's time for this spirit that lasted as long as it could to now finally depart and ride on the wind to the light across the ether and to finally know that view and all that my body was so shall cycle through once again I pray each molecule only to bless and offer hope and strength as so must certainly have been given me.

I'll be the leaf in fall, the salmon that runs, the mantis left praying, the water carrying life, I am the rain.

I Am Program ~ Excerpt

Life is truly just an adventure through different dimensions and it may be that we are in a three-dimensional world and that we transition into the 4th Dimension after we depart, who really knows, but wouldn't not not make sense in some sort of way and physics. And then to report or to observe having been to that place and to come back and to travel be it into the microscopic world or out into the cosmic universe it is all just awesome and although we stay put here on this planet through Optics and Technology we are able to see the physical reality that exists all around us comma I just hope that we are not mixing reality at this moment right now with trail of yesteryears, at least on the cosmic level. The physics articles I read today just keep getting continually more and more mind blowing. It's like fireworks go off in my mind sometimes when I read these articles ... Virtual reality in my mind is still incomparable to what technology has served up but nan, it's getting pretty close at long last,band then what? How do we entertain ourselves and bathe in the tidal swoon which is riches constantly reading hands, setting of wakes and waves, in which too many awash fully idolize and baptisimally bathe.

"Before Abraham" ~ a short movie about a psychedelic tale

"The house it sat there so ghostly in comparison to the surroundings, just before it happened it changed how it looked, Ii could swear on it !!! I cannot tell much more quite now... these things... they seem to kind of just take time. Soon, everyone will understand, you'll see, you'll see, yes... soon it is certain, soon." ~ Introduction to, "Before Abraham" a short movie about a psychedelic tale

Tectonic Conveyer Belt Theory

My basic theory here is that you can only map mankind's history back so far because the tectonic plates are on a conveyor belt themselves recycling the earth's crust constantly over eras of time, or even eons of time I should say, and this is no different than how the water circulates in the oceans, other than that it is at a completely different speed or rate, and this needs to be understood as even the ocean itself swallows up entire cities at times and maybe even continents at times, as we just don't know that history and this is all still so fresh today.

It appears that this is very true and we need to understand that these tectonic plates are doing the exact same thing. They are not just moving but they are cycling in certain directions and getting folded over or under (deduction and subduction, etc.) and then fresh new land is coming up elsewhere and this is again a constant happening. It appears an myriad forms itself.

It appears again wherever there's least resistance and things of that nature,... just different forces that are exerted by them pushing on one another and by things thst are happening down underneath and in the core of the Earth and and elsewhere and with so many different factors that go into saving this but it may be that we will never know all of Mankind's history because a lot of it is just been folded under and the world is never going to be fully recoverable but instead it will be totally recycled.

If anybody doesn't believe that just go watch a lava flow and anything else in its path. We can make nothing that can withstand the wrath of nature if she should choose to just completely demolish everything any given moment or collectively over long periods of time. So what I would like to call my theory is "Tectonic Conveyor Belt Theory". Now that this theory has been suggested people can start studying things in this new perspective to consider and understanding things in this new perspective and explaining things in this new perspective so that we fully realize that they're just part of history of mankind that we are never ever going to be able to trace back. We always look for answers and origin but the fact is it may not be evidence left to point to those exact answers that we desire so much. We might have to look for other type of evidence that might take out of the box thinking all together.

Is there actually any land on the face of the Earth that was definitely here at the origin of mankind? Can we even answer that question truly? The adventure begins now.

http://www.sciencealert.com/watch-geologists-are-mapping-a-9-000-year-old-underwater-settlement

Added March 22, 2017 

WATCH THE BEGINNING

GRAHAM HANCOCK ~ HE IS BRILLIANT HERE !!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VUmtCLePL8

Plato learned of Atlantis from his cousin. His name was Solon. "So long!" Think that is just another coincidence?