Wednesday, September 5, 2012

KEEP YOUR ANGRY CHAIR ~ LYRICS ~ MOBIUSTRIPZ

I think it's easy sitting over here,
in my angry chair,
because you all placed me in this angry chair,
and I sit over here,
in my angry chair,
in my angry chair,
in my angry chair,
you made me sit over here,
in this angry chair.

I don't like to contemplate what came of this,
I have lived my own life of my own shit,
don't need no angry chair,
don't take no angry chair,
maybe you have me sitting in it over there,
but i speak of and get education and dont accept your angry chair.

Where I see from I don't have no vision of no angry chair,
I see flowers and I see fields,
and I see mountain tops and hills,
mountain tops and hill,
bears and wild turkeys everywhere,
in this country we don't know nothing about no angry chair.

I'm thinking about,
the only angry chair I know,
It's in the senate and the congress and the presideintial show,
lots of many monies spent,
not much to show,
I think the governmenet is the angry chair.

Buy you can't hurt our countryside,
no matter how you try,
it's where we live and we fight,
for to protect and die,
so keep your angry chair.

...but you've got to question,
where does that angry chair lead for our future,
all of these upcoming generations,
I think that your kids, and those kids kids, and maybe you're great grandchildren too,
so you know what man,
do your politics on down that way,
in your angry chair.
 

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

LADY FALLING DOWN IN CUMBERLAND, MARYLAND

ROUGH DRAFT FOR A READ THOUGH ANYWAY

Lady Falling Down that I along with Chico revived, thanks lord!

first at green street park view liquors, knocked out cold, no one but me and chico took any action and this woman bounced her head off the concrete with a thud and then into a soda machine just as hard, as she was a big woamn and she was moving fast, and fell so hard i knew she was out immediatelly.

I have sinal injuries that are severe, so I am quite conscientious of medical care and treatment and basic diagnosis as I often visit doctors and have friends inthe field of practice I often talk with.

I held my lit screen Android to her nose while taking her pulse, no pulse detected by finger method, nor any steam on phone screen to state air flow

too many were around us dumbfounded and i urged them to please stay back and let me think clear and not interfer until we have some basic triage info...but they all dumbfounded as they were backed up, but you could see had nothing to offer...me with the broken back and my equally very ill friend snapped to action and we both knew it and thought it together

i am thankful that he is my friends and know what we have to offer when we are together and another should need assistance

i asked chico to plese get me my flashlight hanging on the turn signal stick of the column and some water from the trunk, and he knew where they were because it is a case of water we drink from when needed while fishing if we are fortunate enough to go, as we each suffer very poor health, but try to keep a balance and restore all the while.

chico is fast and within seconds i had to open her eye by hand and see if there was any reaction to light, all the while not ever moving her head at all, or body, as it appeared her airway was not obstructed, and i wanted to insure no further possibility of injury ahad she suffered and spinal trauma, it was very apparent there was no blood, but she had at least one major knot on her head in the instant she hit.

her dilated eye did not respond a all, not one single bit, and it was even getting darker outside yet her eye was so open it almost appeared that there was no coloring, just an empty blackness and i thn prayed to the lord to plese help us to help her come back

i asked chick if what i try next does not work, will you do cpr with me, we have good rhythm (we love music) and i said we can find that rhythm until help comes...you with me man, how do we do it, we each too a part and explained in seconds what we would do next if my nearly last choice was

i had no smelling salts, nor anything else that may awaken the sense, however, water in the face (not up the nose mind you or down the airway) can often very effectively shock the CNS right back akin to a deep electrical shock, thus turning all circuits back on.

She popped up so hard she nearly hit me in the head, but i was prepared for this and was quick to catch her, clear myself, and calm her down in a very quiet calm voice syaing what happened and that she was ok now

i then urged calmly, after she gathered herself mentally for a few minutes, that she please let me call her an ambulance, which she refused, and time and time i tried to convince her.

she could see ho many fingers i help up several times with no problem, her eyes responded perfectly to the flashlight or my directions so i sw the thoughts of those moments were clear

all her senses seemed clear, and perhaps i should have called an ambulance, but i told her and some friends nearby if she has any strange symptoms, like passing out, bleeding, temperture, slurred speach, etc. get her to the emergency room right away

just a couple of days later, chico and i are cruising up baltimore avenue when this girl is j walking in the street and trips about 150 yards ahead of us and slams here head into the sidewalk, but quickly and dizilly at least sat right up as we were soon passing, and chico and i looked at one another as if we were having de ja vous, and then we remembered the trauma of the otther night

in the moment (in my minds eye) i became a life saving doctor in my mind and quickly assessed everything including what we had on hand for treatment, and acted

can i call an ambulance for anyone injured like this because to see this woman i do now know in two separate places in my life just days apart and she is falling leads me to believe more then anything she has a massive head injury, however my retired fireman buddy jt suggested perhaps a drug or alcohol problem, and I said or worse yet perhaps both!

so this is my rough draft for reading as the memories are coming back from a place that was so intense and fast paced I have blocked it out to keep a more even keel

but to look death in the eye and stare it down and bring life back was a gift that day

thanks lord

if i remember more details or chico want to add anything i will perhaps change a few items but certainly not the overall story already presented herein

next story when i write will be about the stuck fire engine and the way the road got cleared woodbridge, virginia

then we saw her fall again on balt ave

blessed best fishing buddies and pals

Chico:
 Steve--->


 

DNA helps police ID body of former Cumberland resident found in reservior

 A REPOST FROM THE CUMBERLAND TIMES NEWS followed by two other links as well.

http://times-news.com/latest_news/x192353893/Woman-s-N-Y-death-mystery

This involves a Cumberland, Maryland woman's death who was a very close friend to a very close friend of my own, and her name is referenced in the story below.

She told me how this woman's daughter had not heard from her Mother for a long time, and when I asked how long, she told me in several years, and I questioned, was this a pattern or something new?

I was told she would have stayed in touch for certain, and I suggested she urge her friend Winter to file a missing persons report as quickly as possible.

I am thankful that my friend urged strongly enough over the phone calls on ocassion to her friend Winter to please follow through.

I am saddened by the outcome as I am sure are so many others, and as this looks to be suspicious as reported, I pray now for peace to family and friends, and Justice for anyone invlved in foul play.

I simply found several articles and wanted to leave them with their links below as each has something the other may not, yet they of course convey the same tragic overall story.

I hope whoever may read this that may be family or friend are at peace, as I saw how hurt my own best friend was when she gave some statements to the reporter for the article that follows.
April 21, 2012

Woman’s N.Y. death mystery

DNA helps police ID body of former Cumberland resident found in reservior

— CUMBERLAND — As authorities in New York state continue to investigate the death of 45-year-old Traci Douglass, a former Cumberland resident whose body was recently identified with state-of-the-art DNA testing, her former best friend in the Queen City hopes someone can provide police information to help solve the case.

“Traci knew an awful lot of people in Cumberland and she easily befriended people,” said city resident Rhonda Lynn Fazenbaker. “If someone talked to her before she went missing, if they have any information — even something they may not think is important — please give that information to police.”

A woman’s body was found on the Kinzua Reservoir on Sept. 26, 2009, by a pedestrian who called police. A few weeks ago, Fazenbaker heard from Douglass’ daughter, who said her mom’s body had been identified as the woman who was found in the reservoir.

Douglass’ death is believed to be a result of foul play, according to the Cattaraugus County Sheriff’s Department. The FBI has provided assistance in the case.

“I would like to find out who did this to her and to help her daughter to get some closure. I’m glad they now have her body and will be able to put her to rest. I understand she will be brought back to Garrett County for burial,” said Fazenbaker, who contacted the Times-News in an effort to publicize information about Douglass and possibly stir information that will aid investigators.

“I met Traci when she moved to Cumberland around 1994. She lived at Fort Cumberland Homes and had a daughter and son who were twins. Her son Dylan died in 2001, when he was 9, of brain cancer at home and he had hospice care.

“Traci worked at Flowerland on Virginia Avenue for a while. She was born and raised in Bloomington. I believe she lived in Baltimore County for a few years when she was first married. She remarried while she was living here. She took her daughter, Winter, and moved to New York about three to five months after Dylan died.

“Traci was my best friend. She was dating my boyfriend’s brother when I first met her. After she moved, we talked about four times a month. She seemed to be doing OK and was working in a book store up there in Salamanca. Her daughter was in school at the time. Traci wasn’t depressed.”

In December 2006, Fazenbaker was contacted by Winter, who said that she couldn’t find her mom. “Winter said a lady had come into McDonald’s where Winter worked and told her that her mom was going to meet her boyfriend and that he had been abusive to her in the past,” recalled Fazenbaker. “Winter asked me what should she do. I told her to report her mom missing.”

For six years, Douglass’ family and friends remained clueless about her disappearance. Now that her body has been identified, police are working to determine who is responsible for her death.

Cattaraugus Sheriff Timothy Whitcomb said, “This effort is a plea to anybody in the public to please contact us if you have any information whatsoever regarding Traci Douglass. We would like to hear from anybody and everybody in her social circle. Any piece of information that they may have, that may seem insignificant to them, may be very significant to us. We want to get to know her. We want to get to know every job she had, every friend she had, every enemy she had, every landlord she had. We want to know where she slept, where she ate, what her hobbies were, what made her happy, what made her sad, Any piece of information that the public has about Traci, we want.”

The sheriff made his remarks to the The Post-Journal of Jamestown, N.Y., in late February.

Contact Jeffrey Alderton at jlalderton@times-news.com.

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http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/02/29/traci-douglass-new-york-reservoir-remains_n_1309947.html

Traci Douglass Found: New York Reservoir Remains From 2009 Identified


According to the Cattaraugus County Sheriff's Office, the remains belong to Traci Douglass, a 45-year-old woman from Salamanca who has been missing since 2006.
During a Tuesday press conference, Cattaraugus County Sheriff Timothy Whitcomb credited advances in DNA testing and assistance from the Office of the Chief Medical Examiner in New York City with making the identification possible.
Douglass' cause of death has been listed as unnatural and investigators suspect foul play was involved.
"The umbrella of unnatural death could include a couple of different things," Whitcomb said. "It could be suicide [or] it could be accidental. More than likely in this case what we are leaning toward, however, is foul play."
A fisherman discovered the remains along the edge of the Allegheny Reservoir on Sept. 26, 2009. There was initial speculation that the remains belonged to Corrie Anderson, a mother of three from Ashville who went missing in October 2008, but the medical examiner was able to rule her out using dental records.
TRACI DOUGLASS CASE PHOTOS: (Article Continues Below)







The remains were then handed over to Dr. Dennis Dirkmaat, a forensic anthropologist at Mercyhurst College in Erie, Pa. A preliminary forensic examination by Dirkmaat revealed the remains were likely those of a woman between the ages of 25 and 45.
Due to the condition of the remains and the fact that they had been in an exposed environment for a lengthy period of time, forensic experts had a difficult time extracting DNA. It was not until recent advances were made in the process that experts were able to obtain a usable sample and make the identification.
Whitcomb is now hoping that the identification of the remains will help detectives uncover new leads in the case.
"This effort is a plea to anybody in the public to please contact us if you have any information whatsoever regarding Traci Douglass," he said. "We would like to hear from anybody and everybody in her social circle."
"We are still in a frustrating place right now because this is not solved," he added. "This is about determining what caused this to happen and seeking justice if necessary if that is what is required in this case."
Anyone with information in the case is asked to call the Cattaraugus County Sheriff's Department at 716-983-9191.
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Monday, September 3, 2012

Rotten Trotten Opiod Not Talking or Spellin or Spilling ~ fuk grammaddicts ~ Lyrics ~ MobiusTripz

pretty upset the dea just took my flourishing weed,
hard to make or smoke a dime today indeed,
and we keep trying to tell them we are good men, work hard and want to make a buck,
and we will pay those taxes too, because with hemp and weed, the economy has fresh seed.

It don't take no common sense to know,
that the good book said a seed sprouts a plant,
and soon we all can feast after harvest,
and in the octber moon celbrate and dance.

ron paul says if you want to get high on hemp,
better be the length of an entire telephone pole,
and you know what that man is a baby delivering brilliant senator doctor,
he know how to releive a nations heavy financial load.

but common sense ain't so common,
friends i once had too,
we are all so hurting the know could be in the back of me or you,
i hope i am getting through,


friends, friends, friends

if you got an acre or two to offer,
a place for me my dog and my tent,
a place to build small cabin one day to live in,
and if a stream could feed me well, i could never love such more,
because with age and health and wisdome life brings me to this door.

and its reality, reality, reality


i have shared my own home with so many,
makes my head spin and feel wicked dizzy,
why they could not realize when they looked in my eyes i was there final heard cries,
fuckin kills me deep inside out and rotten, never walk the paths i have known.
never be caught where i have been trotten.

rotten trotten opiod not talking or spellin or spillin so spillin,
we all been illin, so illin, so mofo illin,
sick withdrawl flu got you hot sweatly and chillin,
the projectile vominting ill ill you be so fucking illing,
i tell to you my sister and brothers my eyes have seen it all before its killin.

RASTA BREAKDOWN, rasta voices all over...invite rhys...sucker !...miss ya bro and timmy and ben and so many friend from then infinitum!...rhyme that up biotch~~~


 

When You Ask Me I Am Just a Dove ~ Lyrics ~ MobiusTripz

riding light beams through cosmic streams i can dance forevermore,
riding light beams through celestial dreams, i can sing with glee of lore,
riding light beams louder then galactic screams, i will write and hear music forevermore,
riding light beams through my persoanl dreams, i'm cascading towards that shore.

sparkling, glittering, shimmering, glistening,
rokkin to that shore, i keep rokkin to that shore, and rokkin to that shore,
i hang on now to these light beams like i never have before, i never have before,
through this sea of life we all share that ends at the ever closer beckoning shore.

then light beam journeys start all anew,
we rush the sea-shore front together boldly not prude,
secure what we need as we conquer with mad greedy lust,
and then forget the generations to come,
their economy so ripe now with our fresh rust.

history became a friend to me,
lent me vision beyond eye and through time, in my mind i can see,
a new scholar yet unproven am i,
wish me well please for today,
for tomorrow i may peacefully die.

but will love you each forevermore...

If I be, or you should think me, enemy,
breathe in deep and reaize you still just know me quite not yet,
I am a passionate soul, companion, and friend everlasting,
weights of worlds at times on my shoulder so set never at rest.

yet I always carry on like the weakest soldier...determined to overcome that which in not just...

But know this each too, all my friends,
I am out streched with hands and arms and a soul of love,
and ride the light beams further and further through time,
I may be the lark, the dog, family, friend or foe, but when you ask for me a mere dove.

Soar high with spirit to new heights you each know,
I am 44 and my generation is high speed and not slow,
tired of the political show,
shed the politics and lets get the ball on a massive progress roll!

on these light beams we all ride,
together live or die,
through the fabric of space time,
can you even argue this a lie?

surf the reality of life together and make these differences today,
today, today, today...

so letz fly together as one and above all that we know is sin,
start rebuiling this nation again,
history, roosevelt, the C.C.C., eras of depression staring at me,
i see this garbage repeated in recent past history,
staring at me, and staring at me.

answers staring at me i constantly seek,
to turn this morbid economy back into the enterprise free,
we have all come to know love and share worldwide,
get off that money, let's lend, and find some life together let's strive.

tonight i am writing,
perhaps a little bit frightning,
things are flying right past,
but you read and then listen,
with you i share vision,
and with friends all sin comes to pass.
life eternal shall always last!

life eternal shall always last,
as we get closer to that shore,
in this sea of life, and drift so closer to that shore.

where i will rest aside all of my commrades lost never ever again, forevermore.





 

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

She'll Sea Sands ~ Love Poem ~ MobiusTripz


She'll Sea Sands of Time Trickling Past,

Our Love Turned to Stone Shall Now and Forever Always Last,

Ne'er Truly Gone, Alas,

We Walked Once Here,

Our Together Favorite Path,

...and Shall As Always Return Together Again Once More.




...a true love poem and picture from a forlorn love now forever lost, oh such deep and anguishing ache, please just I offer it away, and stay thankful for time so well we shared my love.

The thought of a fossil on our old trail gave me deep thought of times shared there, passing of love and life, the metamorphisis of turning to stone and then dust, and doing it all over again in due time.

So until that day we meet again in the cosmic universe my Cancer, for now your Capricorn holds for you only thoughts and memories, from a place in time where once there was a warm and beautiful flame of love so shared, and now not even an ember shall ever in this life be alight again.

...but in another time, I shall see you once and forever more, that was the love I once had for you to share, which you chose to just frivolously give away, in the throes of another's passion play, and so now our love from past is set in forever stone.

Wildcat Hollow ~ Cumberland, Maryland

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08-20-2012
art and poetry
08-21-2012

Sunday, August 19, 2012

O'er Yonder Hill ~ Poem ~ MobiusTripz

O'er yonder hill where once was just green,
now exist debacles once man could only dream,
disasters we built all better off if ne'er seen,
the mariner's albatross dead will never again preen.

To depart from nature man too often chooses,
gnashing, and slashing, fighting and gashing blood oozes,
in selfish dreams Earth destructs and man still snoozes,
like the destructive drunk just marking time only boozes.

Once upon a time for us all a chance for bright futures given,
away from nature, balance and life from our souls we have driven,
flocking together aimlessly, homeless as lost scavenger pigeons,
society and citizens alike left rotting mere smidgens.

O'er yonder hill and horizon a new sun shall rise,
in death is the promise of lessons from foolish lost lives,
like the bees that are disappearing that die in sad poisonous hives,
to ourselves we lie, pay the price, doing wrong we together have contrived.