Coping During Tough Times On the Voyage ~ Excerpt ~ I Am Program

Going out of my mind trying to find the time to make this all pass until things are calm once again and I'm healed and amoungst friends but until then I'm trapped inside my mind in the silver of time the way I see it exactly as it is for me and it's different then what so many refer to as our bullshit collective reality because that's all a fuckibg dream still to the common man that's still suffering inside a reality of a nightmare where never is there a moment of test living within a life of nonstop active PTSD. The mind can wield it's thought and presence at such a blistering break necklace thst it hard to believe, however, I think it's this same intensity that git us to Mars several of years after my terra-forming plan, well all if my plans really... Damn it this reality I made... I made it... Did I make it ? It's me again right? I'm always an astronaut? I am the author? I Am Program? Look at my name and was I not an astronaut named Jack? Excerpt - I Am Program

French Toast Nutella Raspberry "Taste-Bud-gasm" Recipe

This is a very quick and easy snack date breakfast you can enjoy anytime your feeling naughty and was sone guilty measures.

This is a tastebudgasm waiting to happen and I promise you will be back to this recipe time and again !!!

I really prefer to take the time.e and make this with excellent French toast in Texas toast.

Make 4 pieces of toast (French bread is even so much better )

Butter each one

Cover each in Nutella

Cover each with crushed pecans

Cover each with maple syrup drizzle

Top with raspberries or strawberries or mixture of both fresh

Top with a sprinkling of confectioner sugar.

Add two to three mint leaves finally diced

Stack and serve on a plate alone and enjoy !!!

Hillary with Orlando Mass Shooter Father ???

If this is true what are your thoughts on this?

We have a right which is in denial of their party collapse and inability and ineptitude to find leadership right now or to stand behind a candidate. The party would support Bernie Sanders more then it will support Donald Trump. Ultimately what the right had failed to realize is that the "war" at home, the political one we always wager against one another here, well it was lost in the institutions of higher education libg before anyone knew it. That which was taught us what we see ruling over us today ! You win through education not destruction.

Larry Hogan on Maryland is a republican that is a no nonsense leader that plays no politics and only selves head deep into the real life issues, analysing and understanding them and then addressing them the best way possible by today's standards. He us a no nonsense kind of man for certain.

Look what we are up against as a nation. I despise both candidates I might add. I only see two selfish egotistical pigs.

One will place our country in perhaps the worst position it's been in ages in an international sense and the other can follow the current administration's progress and agenda but seems to have no scruples whatsoever, which ultimately means she definitely is the best person to actually get anything done and she knows everyone and gas done all if this for ages. It will be simple for her.

But, should she have the father of a mass murderer seated so close by if indeed thus is true? He looks pleased and it just looks ill !!! He looks like an enemy happy to see something fall from within that he despises and that is an old paradigm that is shifting and it includes a body count !!!

We are already at war and tge history books will show that one day as it will be more obvious looking back.

We are having battles right now as people are testing the waters but moves are being made while many are in shock and disbelief.

Putin awaits like a fox as do others and will devour any mistakes made and we are igniting a shitstorm in the hotbed that is always in the middle east where we cannot seem to get away .

$$$ has power and influence and lives attached to it. It us what drives every single aspect if the modern world. For those that don't believe in faith... well, there is a lot of faith in a system like that, but I think it's only because it's backed up with fear of instant incineration if not complied with.

Our leaders can declare an individual a threat and order him or her or they exterminated.

I'm concerned one side is about to rob what's left of America's riches and I am concerned another faction is going to continue to erode the Constitution and further snuggle up to and embrace the enemy in some extremely naive political dance moves to rule the world these idiots are no students of chess.

This political chessboard today is like watching a bunch of comedians and crooks and bigots and bullies that cannot dance and the maje me think if the people from the black hole sun video.

  

Transcending ~ Excerpt ~ I Am Program

Just think for every dimwit that is famous there are thousands behind the scenes doing the right thing... that feels so much more reassuring, and now who will stand up and act when instead they watch and let the rule breakers be ??? In only time will we see, in only time we will see, iz it you , or iz it me, we view life like a movie, you control the scenes, you control the scenes.

It was hard to believe they with all the $$$ that thought themselves special only because $$$ brought status, well, it was they that were the class which became the class that was.

The only people in touch with real suffering are the suffering and no matter any amount of previous suffering even, when you have suffered you understand the hopelessness of lost and shattered dreams and gut wrenching and hurting and screaming kicks that rip all you ever knew away from your very soul... nothing was even close to what you thought it was, and that perspective always changes ~ and its time ~ that you go with that flow and not resist and know the natural peace tat will surely be that humbles us each and slowly transcend these depths while shedding miseries, to know these ills never again and pure in spirit and light into the ether further down and inside with time speeding up but at long last on your side your dreams are always an instant now away and you dream them each night to only wake into them each and every next day, you have evolved, transcended, landed, in that place so high and exalted, heaven where between consciousnesses and rest is another universe of existence away, as you guide that change in your minds eye.

(Excerpt ~ I Am Program)

Cous Cous Pizza - Recipe to Promote Imagination - Best Pizzas

Homemade dough / crust form round

White pizza made by adding now

Dukes mayonnaise

Add layer of cous cous here,

Now layer with

Provolone

And

Mozzarella

On pan before making round

Sea salt and corn meal pan for seasoning, yellow for sweeter and white for dryer bland dustier taste still very desirable depending on personal tastes and dishes or drink to serve with.

On top and again right at end of even after cooking I'll leave it up to you... liberally cover with fresh cilantro or basil depending on Spanish or Italian twist

I'm an herbal freak so I really go crazy with lots if herbs so be as liberal or conservative as your taste buds dictate as you listen to that intuition you just cannot be wrong.

Imagine the tastes after all cooked up and perfect as you go...

Now add fresh diced tomatoes

Maybe add, parmesan and maybe feta with black olives if you want a Greek pizza and could have lamb chops in the side with pork sausage on this pizza and a nice Greek fresh sliced grape leaf topping

Change it up... Thus us just the basic idea if adding cous cous to pizza because it is incredible !!!

Look for my fully organic vegetable like ERs near free pizza recipes coming real soon as well as my ever famous now and fastest growing dish " Cous Cous Pizza Toppers".

These are diet and lifestyle choices that are meant to easily be embracef as adult and evolved choices that pay off with great taste and less waist!!! The flavors promote a lust and zest for life without leaving you bogged down. It screams longevity and makes you want to ear real fresh and organic foods as often as possible as well as stick to flavored water beverages and herbal teas depending on each unique personal reasoning and refining with medications and any other precautions. Think of food as your drug to help get you healthy abd work towards avoiding taking so many prescription pills as the body starts to heal when equally complimented with physical full body like impact casual and enjoyable exercise even just as simple as a walk in the fresh air with a friend, alone, or a lived one,... Whatever the circumstance just do it !

Served with fresh thick grilled pineapple sliced and charred in all sides.

Could be topped with salmon and cous cous and cheese with colored assorted pepper sliced and then at he

Also cous cous and rib eye steak then cheeses if choice all baked and in the end covered in cubed cucumber and olive oil with cilantro and crumbled feta all over the top.

May enjoy these as deep dish layered pizzas that are almost like a casserole.

The cous cous in the mixture offers an entirely new pleasure to pizza and covers the paste craving all in one meal.

Just be creative and sift through the recipe above and find what you enjoy. Always make fresh pizza dough because anything else sukkz and the  same with all ingredients !!!

Then listen to your inner stomach !!! Lol

The Glitch - An Excerpt of I Am Program

Every once and again I see this pixelated place in my field of vision. It usually blends with the background but not always and its usually give before the inner voice can say it existed... But not always.

Thats when I started to realize it was all part of a larger projection... I was part of a projection! I was program,...indeed, I Am Program. It hit me hard these recognitions, but unlike the assignation attempts in Colorado as well as Maryland in Interstate 68 with the drone ball at my Mercedes Benz with and incredibly strong windshield which they did not expect, much like the rental car we drove, me and my parents that day in Colorado. I looked back after my eyes were covered in powered glass to see if my Mother was still alive, thinking for sure a bullet had just ripped through the windshield. Upon late examination I saw that it was a rock that indeed had git the windshield, but no doubt fully intentional.

So this all seemed so very real but was it part of the program with a glitch? How could all this mean nothing ??? ... and with people chasing and trying to kill me? What did it all mean ??? ... and these glitches now all happening more and more often. These little pixelated areas in my vision. It all looked so digital, like something from back on Quanta. Well, enough of all this... I'm suffering from P.T.S.D. and this makes it just that much more difficult to maintain any type of normalcy at all. I've got to get back to repairing the super compacter and helping to get us returned to that other spacetime coordinate.

But, why, if even just a projection did they try to kill me? And who was it these next people the target of my next mission? Who were they? Focus... focus... focus...

Glimpse - Lyric / Poetey - MobiusTripz

Glimpse,
Over that edge,
Up ahead,
As best prepared,
You leap blind to the other side,
A black diamond such is life,
And this adventure I lust for,
And all as experienced,
I'd never trade away,
Even if all that is left,
Is to daydream in my head,
Body unable to leave,
Spirit escapes into the ether,
I'm finally free.